i got a pack of Skittles Blenders today, they're pretty great.

got my third friday the 13th tattoo at true tattoo this afternoon...."caution cone" cause it was raining out, yea, im really deep :-/

reallyyyyy dont feel like going to work tomorrow, blehhh fuck....need to get more lottery tickets.

havent updated on here in a while. busy working 60 hours a week. sold my truck yesterday, looking forward to gettin a fancy new car in a couple weeks. drank a bottle of '97 E.Guigal Cote Rotie tonight that was wonderful, if youre into wines you should pick up a Guigal from the late 90s, all great years for Rhone.....drank some '86 Mouton Rothschild the night before, which was super rad, but if you're the one buying save yourself 500 bucks and get the Guigal, worth every penny (i drank the guigal with some super rad duck salami a friend of mine makes, really perfect pairing if you can find some...if youre in LA i can tell you where to go) . looking forward to dinner at Osteria Mozza tomorrow. stressful week at spago....thank goodness for bud light to comfort me

people need to stop being liars.

its really really cold. cut that shit out baby jesus! gonna try to hit the kitty, parlour room, burgundy room, dragonfly, and beechers madhouse for nye tomorrow....i think i will be unsuccessful. 2010 was a stupid year

i like twizzlers and bud light. a lot.

eating pasta bums me out. i hope the rain stops tomorrow. going to dragonfly for new years eve. havent had very exciting new years eves the last few years. hoping for an improvement this year

I had the worst most horrible conversation of my life this past tuesday. I haven't been able to sleep for 4 days because i can't think about anything else all day long. kinda like having a bad song stuck in your head, but instead of a song its more like a continuous kick in the face. and to make it worse i know this person will never be able to begin to understand how much this has destroyed my ability to care for or trust anyone ever again. its bad enough to watch someone you care about make incredibly sad decisions for their life, extra bad when those decisions ruin you on the way. oh and the next day my truck broke down again so ive been walking around in the rain for the last few days which really completes the picture. im getting really tired of feeling like complete and total shit however this is something i dont think ill ever be able to put behind me.

this week has been lame. and its cold. and raining. no more please

Adam T.'s new words of the week:

Splayfacery (pronounced faCHery)-- the act of splashing water in one's own face
ex. I feel super gnarly, I really need some splayfacery!

Crabdashery-- to pile up cooked or raw crabs into the shape of a DeLorean automobile. must be life size!
ex. I would love to go to the cinco de mayo parade with you, but I'm deeply involved in some crabdashery that just can't wait. Maybe next year.

why is it so cold already??? so not looking forward to my gas bill the next few months.