Everything is going according to plan. No longer am i going through musicians like a knife through bbq'd butter but i now have a perminent full band!!!
Neverbloom
Neverbloom
It's been awhile, ok to some up Download was cool lots of fun and i saw some of my all time favourite bands for the first time! Anathema, Dream Theatre, Porcupine Tree & Paradise Lost being the ones that stick out most. Oh and of course KoRn XD
Done mucho recording, Helping my friends Shoot a video for there Band Elmo Sexwhistle this Friday at Scarlet in Which i get to wear my vampire costume again (Any excuse really) and met a new girl. It Seems i can't stay single for too long these days.
Done mucho recording, Helping my friends Shoot a video for there Band Elmo Sexwhistle this Friday at Scarlet in Which i get to wear my vampire costume again (Any excuse really) and met a new girl. It Seems i can't stay single for too long these days.
Single again! Huzzah!
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It'll come to me
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I've forgotten what's it's like to be single...........
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It'll come to me
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I've forgotten what's it's like to be single...........
Merry Christmas! Why not? oh yeah i don't believe in God do i? which means Jesus Christ shouldn't be on my birthday list. Ah well it's an excuse for everyone to stop being shitty to each other so i'm in. Well this is how it is supposed to work anyway as far as i have been informed...
So is everyone enjoying the festivities? getting fat from chocolate and smiling at the shit people buy us that we don't need. Haha only kidding of course...
The First christmas that i have actually been somewhat happy in years finally came through. Ok things aren't going amazingly well but i find myself surround by fantastic friends and new ideas so it can't be all bad. This is the first christmas in along time too that i have spent single and i quite like it.
FX pedal
Sword
general practical shit like socks etc
hand carved Necklace from my sister who lives in New Zealand
200 cigerettes and money
I can't complain, now tell me about your day and how fantastic shit is while i cut shit up, keep my feet warm while knocking out some beautiful wah solo's....
Rock Out
Red The LIving Dead
So is everyone enjoying the festivities? getting fat from chocolate and smiling at the shit people buy us that we don't need. Haha only kidding of course...
The First christmas that i have actually been somewhat happy in years finally came through. Ok things aren't going amazingly well but i find myself surround by fantastic friends and new ideas so it can't be all bad. This is the first christmas in along time too that i have spent single and i quite like it.
FX pedal
Sword
general practical shit like socks etc
hand carved Necklace from my sister who lives in New Zealand
200 cigerettes and money
I can't complain, now tell me about your day and how fantastic shit is while i cut shit up, keep my feet warm while knocking out some beautiful wah solo's....
Rock Out
Red The LIving Dead
I want to go for a drink!
Someone come for a drink with me!
Ever since i moved into my new place (and being that i have been skint for ages and now finally back on my feet) i have lost touch alittle with friends. Eugh......
Someone come for a drink with me!
Ever since i moved into my new place (and being that i have been skint for ages and now finally back on my feet) i have lost touch alittle with friends. Eugh......
Time to Motherfucking vent!
Right Anti Depressants.
What the fuck is wrong with you people! can't you see it merely makes shit worse, ok i am willing to accept it can help some cases but it's not for everyone and i only advise this shit if you are merely "alittle depressed".
Example time
A friend of mine is Asbergic and of course you have to be patient with such a syndrome especially if it's a friend you hold dear. A great musical mind and intelligent someone you can't help but admire but he got himself on the AD's 6 months ago and it's took his mentality to the brink of destruction which has fucked with my mind.
He is commiting himself monday for 3 months and although i will miss him i know in some way it's better i spend some time away from him as he was driving me insane with his arrogance and selfishness which had become so extreme he thought he was some form of God. All caused by these drugs btw.
It has pissed me off Royally that it's all because of these over confident doctors who are so easy to tick the "depressed" column and give you the standard gear without even blinking and considering a persons problems to be alittle more scattered as apposed to one solid form which will be cured with "the antidote". It's not a disease or an infection it's the fucking mind! Hell even the small percentage we use i doubt we fully understand not even by half.
"All i achieved, all i built, the friends i gathered, the love i pierced flesh with all for this? Did skip a page or is this life?!"
Right Anti Depressants.
What the fuck is wrong with you people! can't you see it merely makes shit worse, ok i am willing to accept it can help some cases but it's not for everyone and i only advise this shit if you are merely "alittle depressed".
Example time
A friend of mine is Asbergic and of course you have to be patient with such a syndrome especially if it's a friend you hold dear. A great musical mind and intelligent someone you can't help but admire but he got himself on the AD's 6 months ago and it's took his mentality to the brink of destruction which has fucked with my mind.
He is commiting himself monday for 3 months and although i will miss him i know in some way it's better i spend some time away from him as he was driving me insane with his arrogance and selfishness which had become so extreme he thought he was some form of God. All caused by these drugs btw.
It has pissed me off Royally that it's all because of these over confident doctors who are so easy to tick the "depressed" column and give you the standard gear without even blinking and considering a persons problems to be alittle more scattered as apposed to one solid form which will be cured with "the antidote". It's not a disease or an infection it's the fucking mind! Hell even the small percentage we use i doubt we fully understand not even by half.
"All i achieved, all i built, the friends i gathered, the love i pierced flesh with all for this? Did skip a page or is this life?!"
Done with the depression ready to move onto the next stage.
No string sex and much alcohol.
Went for a gig rehearsal yesterday which went ok despite not getting much done we decided to just improv which turned into 2 hours of crazy shit.
My voice is dead and yet i keep smoking.
MORON!
No string sex and much alcohol.
Went for a gig rehearsal yesterday which went ok despite not getting much done we decided to just improv which turned into 2 hours of crazy shit.
My voice is dead and yet i keep smoking.
MORON!
