Maybe its nostalgia but this little corner of the internet feels like home. Time to celebrate!

1- My first credit card purchase ever was this membership just like I said it would be years ago ! and

2 - I've made leaps and bounds in my journey to understand why I was the self destructive person I felt I had to be and in the time I was absent from this site I've developed into some one who is braver, wiser, and works towards balance. Maybe its the work I've put into personal growth or the adventure of having two kids and a wonderful husband but I feel as if I am now blessed with this tremendous sense of self and that I truly like this person that was forged in all the chaos that came before. I am something new and better. This is a exciting time to be me.

So if we don't know each other very well you might be wondering why I'd keep a stream of consciousness type journal on a site like this.. we'll I'll tell you. I've been a member on and off for so long I feel as if from here I can really get a feel where I was and chart where I'm going. Not to mention all the beautiful, maverick women on here that inspire me. My life has a lot of work in it right now its nice to have a space of the internet that's just for fun sometimes too.

I'm glad to be back and will slowly be catching up on peoples blogs over the next few weeks.

Abeille

"Life itself is your teacher, and you are in a state of constant learning." - Bruce Lee