I haven't forgotten about SuicideGirls I've just been really busy. I started college and love it, even the craploads of homework. I have to much creative juices flowing, to many paintings and other things I want to do, but hopefully I can work on my set soon!
I've been pretty M.I.A , sorry, even though there isn't really anyone to apologize to specifically.
I've been pretty down lately, I think it's winter.
Well I'm going to college after all starting in January, I'm really nervous although I'm sure I'll do great.
Money is really tight lately, that also doesn't help with my down in the dumps winter blues-fest.
Nothing really new going on here, still haven't started my new set yet, I like making sure that I'm up for it to the fullest before I go half-heartedly into anything.
I am soooooo not ready for christmas, I hate the holidays.
I've been pretty down lately, I think it's winter.
Well I'm going to college after all starting in January, I'm really nervous although I'm sure I'll do great.
Money is really tight lately, that also doesn't help with my down in the dumps winter blues-fest.
Nothing really new going on here, still haven't started my new set yet, I like making sure that I'm up for it to the fullest before I go half-heartedly into anything.
I am soooooo not ready for christmas, I hate the holidays.
I've been so tired lately. Work's been difficult and slow. I had just enough to pay for those classes. Still tired.
Hurray for life sucking.... NOT
So I am probably going to be dropping my three colleges classes that I haven't even started yet because my Financial Aid isn't covering everything and it's all far to expensive for me right now. Loans are a big NO for me, I refuse to get them, they only collect interest and debt and ruin peoples lives. I've got enough bills to pay already as it is. I'm pretty sure my manager will be thrilled to hear that I won't be dropping a day off work starting in January after all. My boyfriend will probably try to give me money that he himself doesn't even have to help cover it. I appreciate it but he needs his money so I'm definitely going to be refusing it. I knew I should have just been happy with my GED, instead I wanted to push my luck and go to college. I'm going to be stuck as a retarded waitress for the rest of my life! I guess I should start accepting that now.
So I am probably going to be dropping my three colleges classes that I haven't even started yet because my Financial Aid isn't covering everything and it's all far to expensive for me right now. Loans are a big NO for me, I refuse to get them, they only collect interest and debt and ruin peoples lives. I've got enough bills to pay already as it is. I'm pretty sure my manager will be thrilled to hear that I won't be dropping a day off work starting in January after all. My boyfriend will probably try to give me money that he himself doesn't even have to help cover it. I appreciate it but he needs his money so I'm definitely going to be refusing it. I knew I should have just been happy with my GED, instead I wanted to push my luck and go to college. I'm going to be stuck as a retarded waitress for the rest of my life! I guess I should start accepting that now.
Does anyone ever have frequent dreams about apologizing to the same person all the time? That's what's happening to me and it's eating me alive...
Well i got the results back for the set that I submitted and it was turned down. Pretty discouraging being that it was a pretty decent set and all. As soon as the crazies I've been having lately are gone I'll just have to try again. I'll more than likely do that morning set that I was scripting recently, that should turn out good hopefully. I think the flaw that got me turned down was the fact that I wasn't necessarily fully clothed, I guess bra and thongs don't count! All I can do is hope that this next set is successful and that I can find time to get it done really soon, until then i'll just stick to my scripting.
The night got better which is why I had to reblog.
My boyfriend came home from his family's and we had our own little Thanksgiving night feast.
I am SO stuffed I think I might vomit.
It ws phenominally beautiful.
List Of What We Had:
Tofurky roast with a stuffing center
Tofu ham roast with a stuffing center
String beans in a pesto sauce
Spinach mixed with provolone cheese
Steamed broccoli and carrot mix
Cranberry dumplings
Cranberry sauce
Home made garlic mashed potatoes
Sweet potatoes in a marshmallow sauce
Home made garlic bread
My own special anit pasta pasta salad mix
Iceberg lettuce salad
Warm wheat sourdough roll
Baked corn on the cob
Wow, there's alot there!
It was candle lit and all!
I'm really proud of it all!
My boyfriend came home from his family's and we had our own little Thanksgiving night feast.
I am SO stuffed I think I might vomit.
It ws phenominally beautiful.
List Of What We Had:
Tofurky roast with a stuffing center
Tofu ham roast with a stuffing center
String beans in a pesto sauce
Spinach mixed with provolone cheese
Steamed broccoli and carrot mix
Cranberry dumplings
Cranberry sauce
Home made garlic mashed potatoes
Sweet potatoes in a marshmallow sauce
Home made garlic bread
My own special anit pasta pasta salad mix
Iceberg lettuce salad
Warm wheat sourdough roll
Baked corn on the cob
Wow, there's alot there!
It was candle lit and all!
I'm really proud of it all!
So today happens to be Thanksgving, which sucks.
No family of my own, couldn't go to my boyfriend's family's because I had to work and also because they start their dinner mad early at around 1.
Crazy huh?
So I made a bunch of food last night for today, when my boyfriend comes home we'll heat it up.
Mmmmm tofurky!!!!!!!
I think my younger cat, Tricky, is going into heat or something, she keeps crying.
That or something is wrong with her.
But because she's still new and shy and doesn't come up to me so freely I have to try and catch her to figure out what the hell is going on.
I absolutely hate the holidays, I wish every holiday was gone except for Halloween.
No family of my own, couldn't go to my boyfriend's family's because I had to work and also because they start their dinner mad early at around 1.
Crazy huh?
So I made a bunch of food last night for today, when my boyfriend comes home we'll heat it up.
Mmmmm tofurky!!!!!!!
I think my younger cat, Tricky, is going into heat or something, she keeps crying.
That or something is wrong with her.
But because she's still new and shy and doesn't come up to me so freely I have to try and catch her to figure out what the hell is going on.
I absolutely hate the holidays, I wish every holiday was gone except for Halloween.
Boyfriend and I rented A Night At The Roxbury from Blockbusters and ordered some veggie pizza.
The movie stopped working half way through which also caused my appetite to be ruined.
Why can't people take care of things that don't belong to them?
It just isn't fair to other people!
I am so aggravated right now!
GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The movie stopped working half way through which also caused my appetite to be ruined.
Why can't people take care of things that don't belong to them?
It just isn't fair to other people!
I am so aggravated right now!
GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
