so I was on model mayhem (boo) nothing but haters on there) One girl was acting like a total loser talking about how her friend wanted to be a suicide girl yada yada, basically she was saying her friend was too fat to be a model and didnt know how to tell her. Honestly i think the little cow seems to be a bit jealous. Most of my friends are tiny and my oh my how this full figured chick as in me Aterrorca still make heads turn, they actually become a little pressed for competition i could give a fuck about competition im on a whole other concept. So I personally think the little cunt is intimidated by her cheese burger loving friend. There was another bitch replying talking about how suicide girls are whores and how their showing there cunts to the world, and im like yeahhhh and you bitches are on model mayhem critiquing killing me like yesterday. I for one love these girls theyre beautiful edgy and confident. and if being a suicide girl makes you a whore then i dream to be a whore someday. I love you SG Bitches. Goodnight stay beautiful!

Gotta love Grunge Music
im listening to NIRVANA!

I would never bother you
I would never promise to
I would never bother you
I would never promise to

If I say I wouldn't care
I would move away from here

You won't be afraid of fear

I am walking in the piss
Always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so well
And I have never felt so well

Hey, yeah

You know you're right
You know your rights
You know you're right
You know you're right

Im Listening to NIN I love this damn song i just wanna dance on the front lawn Nakad with tassles on my CHI CHI BOOM BOOMS!

You're keeping in step
In the line
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
Cause you do
What you're told
But inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?

Today moved extremely slow! im so happy to be homebound! Now that im home im no longer tired and want to go hang out. But its monday nowhere to really go but shopping and being that im trying to hang on to my money for my 28th bday its best I stay home and watch some King of the Hill swear that shit never gets old love that show.

feeling high and feeling good ready to mingle with sg members im on a Stevie Nicks Janis Joplin high. hehehehehe.

i havent been on her in a long time feels good to be back only thing that sux is that all the cute girls that left me msgs some arent on here anymore. =(. that sux cause im in a exploring mood.

LATELY IVE BEEN WORKING ON MY PHOTOGRAPHY, YESTERDAY WAS BUSY I RENTED A ROOM AT THE SLEAZIEST MOTEL IN CARSON AND I MEAN SLEAZY "THE DARE U INN" THAT WAS THE NAME OF THE MOTEL HONEST. JUST BEING IN THERE MADE ME WANT TO TURN A FEW TRICKS, HAHAHA BUT IT WAS EXCELLENT FOR THE THEME OF THE SHOOT. IVE MET A COOL ASS FRIEND OFF OF SG AND HES EDITING MY SHOOTS AS WE SPEAK " HES THE FUCKING COOLEST. OH YEAH I GOT MY NIPPLES PIERCCED SUNDAY "PAINFUL SHIT I WANNA TAKE THEM OUT BUT THE BOYFRIENDS LIKE BABE GIVE IT SOME TIME" LOL SO IM GONNA KEEP EM. MOM SAID IM KINKY I TAKE THAT AS A HUGE COMPLIMENT,, AND THERES MORE I MET A GIRL WHO DOES PORN! SO COLORFUL I LOVE COLORFUL PEOPLE YOU ALL INTEREST ME AND GET ME EXCITED IN DIFFERENT WAYS. I LOVE YALL!

OH THE GIRL IN THE PHOTO IS RAVEN SHES HOT.

Horray to curved penisis and huge tits!