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One night, a few weeks back, I met this girl at a bar. One moment I was drunk and sitting by myself. Then the next moment, I had a girl under my arm and she had her head on my shoulder. My buddy noticed this just at the same I came to realize it and gave me the 'yeah, dude - go for it' look. I ended up with the girl at my friends apartment and he decided his night wasn't done and left us to ourselves. We started making out for a bit but then she asked if I wanted to go to bed. Now we're in bed and start making out some more, but then she pulled away so she could throw up all over the bed. She didn't vomit because of anything I did. The poor girl just consumed to much alcohol. It was fucking disgusting but I did the good-guy role and helped her out.
Anyways, i'll fast forward and spare the details of the awkward breakfast. I take her home and avoid getting her number. I just didn't have a fun time. A couple of days go by and the girl finds me on MySpace. Alright, so I kinda get to know the girl a bit and she seems cool and likes some decent music, etc. Around that time, something happened. Another girl I had known, but lost contact with, found me on MySpace and we've been talking. Since then I have formed a major crush on the second girl. She's beautiful, she likes the same type of shit I like, she does these little facial things that I find adorable, etc.
So we hung out and she's waaaAAaay fucking cool. Her birthday is tomorrow and I bought and gave her an early birthday present. I got her a book that's a compilation of stuff from Punk Magazine. I wasn't sure if she was into reading, so that was perfect because the whole thing read like a comic book and had tons of pictures. She's real into the 77' scene and her favorite band is New York Dolls. I also bought her a NYDolls sticker and made her a decent mixtape of stuff I thought she'de like. Stuff like Mumps, Dictators, early Devo, Bloodless Pharoahs, Dickies, Leyton Buzzards, Damned, etc. We even had a conversation about the Velvet Underground earlier, so I think I scored some extra points when I included Eater's cover of 'Waiting For the Man' on the mixtape. The next day she told me that she "loved" the comp. YeeEEeess!!
That same night, the other girl calls my ass up at 4:50am and leaves me a voice message that I would have to hire scientists just to try and decipher. I couldn't understand a goddamn word that girl was saying. The day before that, we were to hang out and she flaked. I sent her a text message to a phone that she told me was her cell phone. However, I get a response that said "Who is this?" I sent one back asking if it was her or not. Then I got a duplicate response. Then I responded with 'Sorry, I must have the wrong number." Then some fucking guy calls my phone and starts asking who I am. I was like "I'm not telling you who I am." I wasn't gonna play this little 'be-a-badass' game with him, so I hung up. He tried calling back a few times and eventually left a voice message. It ended up being from her telling me to call some other number. Whatever.
So, anyways, now with the girl I actually like, she hasn't bothered to call or contact me. I've contacted her plenty of times to either little or no response. So, I am going to lay low the next couple of days. I don't want to be that guy that begins to annoy. I am, however, not going to miss out on saying Happy Birthday to her though. I don't want that to come back to haunt me. I really like this girl and want to score as many brownie points as I can.
Anyways, now I am kinda stuck between a rock and a hard place. I don't want to be single anymore. I have been too long. I want the whole relationship and falling in love experience. I know I can date the first girl, but I would rather take my chances with the second girl. The thing is, I don't know if she's into me like that. We've talked about it and she said it was possible. However, I just don't know. I am wondering if I should keep the first girl around as a backup in case I don't successfully obtain the affections of the second girl? I know that's not fair to do but a lot of this kinda stuff confuses me greatly. I could probably use some female advice. Don't get me wrong, I like both girls. The first one just isn't as glamorous as the second. Bleh, what should I do?

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I fail at life.

I finally beat Metroid Prime 3: Corruption! It only took me 25 hours and 38 minutes over a span of a few weeks. I beat it at 100% too and unlocked several endings. I knew I still had some hardcore gaming left in me! Such a beautiful, well-made, addictive game. Especially when Samus reaches the final planet level of Phazee. If that game doesn't win an award for graphics, I don't know what will. Anyways, now if I can just get back into the habit of playing Twilight Princess. That game is a masterpiece as well. I almost don't want to beat 'cos it's that fun to play. I'm at the very end. I should just beat it.

Also, if anyone else has a Wii and wants to swap stuff, my Wii address is 2799 3513 8344 1173. Send me yours as well. That way, if you're playing Metroid Prime 3, you can send me friend vouchers and vice versa. I need to unlock the bonus stuff.

My name is Brett Sailor and i'm retarded.

I decided to finally blog on SG again only because i'm getting tired of looking at the flyer I designed when I visit my profile page. All I really am going to say is that my life has become a lot easier when I started making lists. I'm a nerd of epic proportions and i've gone and made a list of my DVD's and other such nonsense. It kinda started out as something I made for someone else. I'm a big movie geek and so were a couple of employee's that I worked with. We got into this habit of letting each other borrow DVD's until it came to the point where we couldn't remember what we each had or seen. So, we made lists of our shit, making it easier to figure out what we wanted to borrow from each other. Time has now past and I find myself occasionally maintaining this list.

It has gone from a list that I shared with my friends to a list that keeps me in touch with my shit. I sorta use it to give to my friends and family when my birthday and x-mas comes up (so, they know what to get me). It contains my list of WANTS and HAVE'S and bootlegs, etc. I'm thinking it'll probably come in handy if my shit ever got stolen too. Now, I make lists of other things too. I have a list of remaining Garbage Pail Kids I wish to collect (remember, nerd of epic proportions). That has been extremely helpful because I usually over spend on buying doubles of cards that I think I may not have. I usually end up with more doubles than ones I actually wanted.

But, yeah... I realized that this whole blog was pointless and retarded and that I don't have anything else real exciting going on to write about. It's sad, really. I need to get out. Fuck.

Today I had myself a little movie marathon day. First, I watched Terror Vision. Which is about a mutated space pet, which was disposed of by means of turning it into pure energy and shooting it out to the vastness of space. Eventually it lands in a swinging family's satellite dish and then proceeds to eat everyone it can get its claw on. The lovely Diane Franklin is in it, who plays a new wave metal head. Classy stuff. You might remember Diane from such films as "The Last American Virgin" and "Better Off Dead". Y'know... She's the french girl. Anyways, Chad Allen is also in the movie who runs around telling everyone there's a monster in his house, whom no one believes. There's also a mock-Elvira character w/ bigger tits named Medusa. I'll leave it's description at that. Definately a cheesy 80's horror movie to see.

Then I moved onto another cheesy 80's horror flick, "Night of The Creeps." Directed by the same fellow who did "The Monster Squad". The plot is simple in this one. A renengade alien steals a large capsule of brain eating leeches and releases it into the vastness of space (kinda had a knack for seeing aliens throw their garbage into space). Guess what? It's ends up on earth in the 1950's and takes it's first victim. That victim eventually was ceased and cyrogenically frozen to avoid further human contamination. Fast forward to 1986. Two dorky nerds want to pledge a fraternity (yeah, it's one of those) in order to impress a girl.

The frat gives them the initiation to break into the university's medical lab, steal a corpse and leave it on a rival fraternity's doorstep. Eventually, what happens is the nerds stumble into that cryogenics lab and release the first (of many to come) brain eating leech. These leeches enter the body orally from orifice to orifice. Then they take over your brain, killing the body (while still being able to properly walk among the living), turning oneself into a walking incubator, then transfering from body to body. We find out fire is the only thing that kills them, so it's off to find a flame thrower and eventually all is well.

So, now at this point, I took a break. I'm about to watch Howard The Duck, but I don't know if I have it in me. I don't think i've officially been able to sit through that movie since I was 5 years old? I don't know. It was a long time ago. I think i've had a little too much cheese factor for one day. Then again, i'll probably end up watching it. It's either that or I switch gears entirely and end up watching Transformers: Headmasters (a Japanese sequel to the original Transformers - Just in case anyone was wondering). I made a promise to myself that i'd start watching it. Damn, long live bit torrents and swapmeet booth bootlegs.

Finally the CD is done. It's been a good two years since we started it. We cut a lot of material from the new CD too. We could put together another CD if we wanted to. However, a good amount is just filler and we wanted to stick with killer. We had a few great demos too, but those are going to go unheard.
Anyways, I was invited to go drinking for St. Patrick's Day, but i'm seriously burnt out with the drinking. I decided to stick to chilling in my bedroom to myself. Tomorrow will probably suck and be somewhat boring since everyone is going to have hangovers. I'll find something to do. I just want to get out of the house and to something other than going over to Brian's to do nothing there as well.