2007! whoooooo! this year already rocks! you know it! good times and vibes-here they come galore for all of us!

i'm still straight and i love beautiful women, but i can't help but think this whole thing is kinda stupid. i dunno what happened. all i know is i'm sick of people trying to be cool and saSsy etc.; it's fuckin dumb. stop being this or that. "drop out." ha ha ha. but, for reals. get with "it" and stop trying to be "yourself" which is trying to be a cool individual when its all a lie that we've been sold like dualism. bllshit i tell you. hare krishna..and go meditate with the image of an ahnk in your head for a 1q/2 hour and you might feel me y'know?

whoa! i haven't been here since the end of april!? i couldn't log in for awhile(don't know why-i think the new graphics maybe?). but now i live in beautiful portland! add one more san diegan to this town. downside?i think i have bad kidneys(for reals).

I have finally resorted to magic; hopefully all will go well(I may be actually able to help a few others).wish my LUCK.

everyone! google search PAUL LAFFOLEY right now! he is the modern da vinci! his art is alive(literally-one painting will ascend you into a higher dimension). he's the best. bookmark this!:
WWW.LAFFOLEY.COM

look at the painting of color therapy-use it!

so aside from the haunted faerie ring that i thought was going to possess me, i slept 4 hours and worked 12. i was totally tired so i take a break to go next door to get some soup. in the window is me ex(who i'm still totally in love with) on a date with this one guy-who i saw in a dream with her on the last night i wore the faerie ring! it was suppossed to show the future in your dreams, but that experience was so messed up i got rid of it. in other news, i finally added some new pics(mostly of me half nekkid ofcourse;i mean, most people on here have no clothes).

so i bought this "haunted faerie ring of magic power" off ebay. seriously, look on there, these things are on there. usually thet are stuff that belonged to a wiccan priestess, 3rd generation, blessed by the whoile coven etc. then there are really creepy things like this porcelin haunted samuri doll that looked scary by itself. and then theres the things that are just haunted and people want to get rid of them. basically when at seperate times wearing it, my roomate and i both awoke in the middle of the night thinking we were going to be possessed. for the full story, you can look at blog on my myspace link . anyhow, i only spent 10 bucks, so it wasn't that bad i suppose?

i'm still alive! i went to arthur ball, didn't fall over(even though there were some sketchy times there). and saw grant morrison talk about weird shit (for example the time him and his buddies were summoning superman-grant's a mage- and this guy comes walking down the street at midnight dressed as superman, so they had a "talk") too bad i missed pj harvey though.wtf are they thinking? scheduling those 2 at the same time?

i'm so pissed! i want to go to arthurball this sunday but my body's been fucked up for the week! i dunno i'm hoping that somehow the shrooms i took a month ago are still in my system thereby activating these messed up heart palpations and anxiety i've been having. i sleep all day and i still feel the same. i don't know what to other than wait it out hopefully. anyone in la should go and see grant morrision and pj harvey because i don't think i can. wtf!? exactly.

the valentines with out one and single in 3 years...although having one would be nice, i am loving being single! right now i just love my cello(making music) and monster toys and weird books..this all= alone time to get my shit together..the gods know that takes awhile for me. however to the rest of you+happy v-day!