i feel everything i've ever done for family and friends is nothing,guess that i need to take care of number 1 and move out soon,i need to live in N.Y. it's my pace,my wife is a 26 yr old that crys about pain...hmmm i'v'e been in pain everyday since i went to work lifting almost twice my weight not once did i get a back rub or anything,she's a lazy piece of shit