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SOOO work is good, im single now.
now im just taking care of what i need to. save some money. get a car on the road and work on my malibu.
i got promoted and im in the office 95% of the time. on the phones and radios.
hit me up. im bored most of the time. lets be buds!
miss you guys!
also...
now im just taking care of what i need to. save some money. get a car on the road and work on my malibu.
i got promoted and im in the office 95% of the time. on the phones and radios.
hit me up. im bored most of the time. lets be buds!
miss you guys!
also...
Sometimes I try to do things and it just doesn't work out the way I wanted to.
I get real frustrated and I try hard to do it and I take my time and it doesn't work out the way I wanted to.
It's like I concentrate real hard and it doesn't work out
Everything I do and everything I try never turns out
It's like I need time to figure these things out
But there's always someone there going
Hey Nate:
You know, we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately.
You know, maybe you should get away and maybe you should talk about it, maybe you'll feel a lot better
And I go:
No it's okay, you know I'll figure it out, just leave me alone I'll figure it out. You know I'll just work by myself.
And they go:
Well you know if you want to talk about it I'll be here you know and you'll probably feel a lot better if you talk about it.
And I go:
No I don't want to I'm okay, I'll figure it out myself and they just keep bugging me and they just keep bugging me and it builds up inside and it builds up inside.
Anyways...
I was in my room and I was just like staring at the wall thinking about everything
But then again I was thinking about nothing
And then my mom came in and I didn't even know she was there she called my name
And I didn't even hear it, and then she started screaming: NATE! NATE!
And I go:
What, what's the matter
And she goes:
What's the matter with you?
I go:
There's nothing-wrong mom.
And she goes:
Don't tell me that, you're on drugs!
And I go:
No mom I'm not on drugs I'm okay, I was just thinking you know, why don't you get me a Pepsi.
And she goes:
NO you're on drugs!
I go:
Mom I'm okay, I'm just thinking.
She goes:
No you're not thinking, you're on drugs! Normal people don't act that way!
I go:
Mom just give me a Pepsi please
All I want is a Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me
All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me.
Just a Pepsi.
Anyways.....
I was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad came in and they pulled up a chair and they sat down, they go:
Nate, we need to talk to you
And I go:
Okay what's the matter
They go:
Me and your mom have been noticing lately that you've been having a lot of problems,
You've been going off for no reason and we're afraid you're gonna hurt somebody,
We're afraid you're gonna hurt yourself.
So we decided that it would be in your interest if we put you somewhere
Where you could get the help that you need.
And I go:
Wait, what do you mean, what are you talking about, we decided!?
My best interest?! How can you know what's my best interest is?
How can you say what my best interest is? What are you trying to say, I'm crazy?
When I went to your schools, I went to your churches,
I went to your institutional learning facilities?! So how can you say I'm crazy.
They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself
It doesn't matter I�ll probably get hit by a car anyway
man.....
if you dont know suicidal tendencies...... you stink
I get real frustrated and I try hard to do it and I take my time and it doesn't work out the way I wanted to.
It's like I concentrate real hard and it doesn't work out
Everything I do and everything I try never turns out
It's like I need time to figure these things out
But there's always someone there going
Hey Nate:
You know, we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately.
You know, maybe you should get away and maybe you should talk about it, maybe you'll feel a lot better
And I go:
No it's okay, you know I'll figure it out, just leave me alone I'll figure it out. You know I'll just work by myself.
And they go:
Well you know if you want to talk about it I'll be here you know and you'll probably feel a lot better if you talk about it.
And I go:
No I don't want to I'm okay, I'll figure it out myself and they just keep bugging me and they just keep bugging me and it builds up inside and it builds up inside.
Anyways...
I was in my room and I was just like staring at the wall thinking about everything
But then again I was thinking about nothing
And then my mom came in and I didn't even know she was there she called my name
And I didn't even hear it, and then she started screaming: NATE! NATE!
And I go:
What, what's the matter
And she goes:
What's the matter with you?
I go:
There's nothing-wrong mom.
And she goes:
Don't tell me that, you're on drugs!
And I go:
No mom I'm not on drugs I'm okay, I was just thinking you know, why don't you get me a Pepsi.
And she goes:
NO you're on drugs!
I go:
Mom I'm okay, I'm just thinking.
She goes:
No you're not thinking, you're on drugs! Normal people don't act that way!
I go:
Mom just give me a Pepsi please
All I want is a Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me
All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me.
Just a Pepsi.
Anyways.....
I was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad came in and they pulled up a chair and they sat down, they go:
Nate, we need to talk to you
And I go:
Okay what's the matter
They go:
Me and your mom have been noticing lately that you've been having a lot of problems,
You've been going off for no reason and we're afraid you're gonna hurt somebody,
We're afraid you're gonna hurt yourself.
So we decided that it would be in your interest if we put you somewhere
Where you could get the help that you need.
And I go:
Wait, what do you mean, what are you talking about, we decided!?
My best interest?! How can you know what's my best interest is?
How can you say what my best interest is? What are you trying to say, I'm crazy?
When I went to your schools, I went to your churches,
I went to your institutional learning facilities?! So how can you say I'm crazy.
They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself
It doesn't matter I�ll probably get hit by a car anyway
man.....
if you dont know suicidal tendencies...... you stink
ok JEEZ dusti said my blog was old so ill post a new one
gala was awsome yada yada...
well actualy... heres the deal
work is going ok, my trucks was down yesterday so i was stuck at home not making money. if i had a way into work i would have gone! but i was stranded. same thing happened today. so two days off witch was nice. but it eats into my hours.
ummmmmm gala WAS pretty sweet met alot of bitchin' people. didnt get around as much as ide liked. but hung with the people that mattered ya know? and then preceded to get drunk and dance like a retard infront of them.
still no real pics of me have turned up aside from the drunk ones later in the night.
im gonna be getting a new car on the road after this weekend.it would have been done already if i wasnt so busy last weekend. so yeah how you been?
gala was awsome yada yada...
well actualy... heres the deal
work is going ok, my trucks was down yesterday so i was stuck at home not making money. if i had a way into work i would have gone! but i was stranded. same thing happened today. so two days off witch was nice. but it eats into my hours.
ummmmmm gala WAS pretty sweet met alot of bitchin' people. didnt get around as much as ide liked. but hung with the people that mattered ya know? and then preceded to get drunk and dance like a retard infront of them.
still no real pics of me have turned up aside from the drunk ones later in the night.
im gonna be getting a new car on the road after this weekend.it would have been done already if i wasnt so busy last weekend. so yeah how you been?
Hey Just cause you don't understand what's going on, don't mean it don't make no sense
And just cause you don't like it, don't mean it ain't no good
And let me tell you something.Before you go taking a walk in my world,
You better take a look at the real world
Cause this ain't no Mister Roger's Neighborhood
Can you say "feel like shit"?
Yea maybe sometimes I do feel like shit
I ain't happy 'bout it, but I'd rather feel
like shit than be full of shit!
And if I offended you, oh I'm sorry...
But maybe you need to be offended
But here's my apology. and one more thing...fuck you!
And just cause you don't like it, don't mean it ain't no good
And let me tell you something.Before you go taking a walk in my world,
You better take a look at the real world
Cause this ain't no Mister Roger's Neighborhood
Can you say "feel like shit"?
Yea maybe sometimes I do feel like shit
I ain't happy 'bout it, but I'd rather feel
like shit than be full of shit!
And if I offended you, oh I'm sorry...
But maybe you need to be offended
But here's my apology. and one more thing...fuck you!
i know i look like a toolbox.. but thats what happens when you spin a wrench for 15 hours...
ok what you are about to read is VERY top secret so keep it to yourself and enjoy it.
~~~~NANA'S SPAGHETTI SAUCE~~~~~~~~
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cover bottom of the pot in oil,
chop onion (dice) and put into oil, (on med/low heat)
add can of mushrooms (all can contents, water and all)
1tbs garlic powder
red pepper flakes to taste ( one tbs)
pepper (to taste)
sugar (1 tbs)
2 -3 cans of crushed tomatoes
let simmer on med to low
add 1 pnd WELL broken up ground beef
1 hour before finished add one teaspoon of oregeno
this is usualy a 5 or 6 hour process. an all day thing.. but so worth it
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anyways. got christmas done, with my moms side of the fam. so now all i gotta do is all my shopping for my dads side
typical man. do it all last minute.
my work truck is down for repairs (no truck, no work. no work, no money. )
so that makes christmas shopping not so fun...
but ill get it done somehow. hows things with you. try the sauce lemme know how you like it
~~~~NANA'S SPAGHETTI SAUCE~~~~~~~~
--------------------------------------------------------------
cover bottom of the pot in oil,
chop onion (dice) and put into oil, (on med/low heat)
add can of mushrooms (all can contents, water and all)
1tbs garlic powder
red pepper flakes to taste ( one tbs)
pepper (to taste)
sugar (1 tbs)
2 -3 cans of crushed tomatoes
let simmer on med to low
add 1 pnd WELL broken up ground beef
1 hour before finished add one teaspoon of oregeno
this is usualy a 5 or 6 hour process. an all day thing.. but so worth it
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anyways. got christmas done, with my moms side of the fam. so now all i gotta do is all my shopping for my dads side
typical man. do it all last minute.
my work truck is down for repairs (no truck, no work. no work, no money. )
so that makes christmas shopping not so fun...
but ill get it done somehow. hows things with you. try the sauce lemme know how you like it
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