"Pick my teeth back up and crawl
Back to my feet and stand"

Damageplan



I can't wait to get my life back on track.
I hope I like my new job.
I hope I make enough money to survive.
I'm stressing out about finding a decent place to live.
I miss the love of my life terribly.
She's all i think about.
I can't help it.
I need to get back on my feet.

i hate my life right now. i have screwed up the best thing that's ever happened to me and i don't know if it will ever end up being the same again.

so i finally have a new job which is cool but...i'm not sure it's going to make me completely happy. sure i'll be making more money but it's not going to matter. it's just money. there's only one thing that truly matters to me and i'm not exactly sure how it's going to turn out. all i can do is wait and hope for the best.

my life is so uneventful that there really is no purpose to write blogs. who would really care?