I'm doing ok. I won't lie to you though, I still have sad moments.

I spent Australia Day sinking $3 spirits.








Misti threw a jug of water on me, and Scott poured gin down my ass crack. It's surprising that we didn't get thrown out.

I've been spending a lot of time snuggling with my babies..


At times it's been too hot for pants..


Oh and I bought a new sports bra that doubles as a bulletproof vest. Ok I don't think it'll save me from a bullet, but it looks like it would..

Finally some good news. I start my new job on the 13th of February.

Same old news.. I don't have a valentine.

I'm sad.. but I'm sick of crying.

I'll be ok eventually.

Thanks again for all your kind words and support. I'm really sorry that I've been so emotional and depressing.

I'm not ok. I'm really not.

This was Lachy and I on New Years Eve.

We broke up a week ago. I haven't been handling it well at all.




But I've had some really awesome friends IRL and online who have been so incredibly supportive. To show my thanks, please enjoy my cleavage in my favourite bra.



I was a judge at the Mr/Miss Alternative Queensland Finals. It was hard to enjoy it. This whole week has been hard.. but I prettied myself up for it..



A friend of mine introduced me to Keaton Henson.


This is a snippet from one of his "interviews"


His music is so raw.



This is the most amazing sunset I have ever witnessed, and the photograph does it absolutely no justice. But it's in here <3



This is me today.


I made a shampoo mohawk.


This song has been on repeat.

I don't want to cry anymore.

We broke up today.

I'm absolutely heart broken. My insides churn, and hurt like nothing I've ever felt.

I don't want to go through this.

I don't think I've ever been so upset in my life.

Woah. Christmas and New Year were full on. I've pretty much been drunk, or drinking since Christmas Day. Best Christmas I've had in a very long time.

Just before Christmas my boyfriend, his family, and I went over to Stradbroke Island for a weekend.



While we were there I was happily snapping away pictures of the family, and made a collage of photographs for their family wall. I gave it to his parents as a Christmas present. His Mum cried. I'm really glad they liked it.

I spent close to two weeks with my boyfriend and his mates..


Two of my boyfriends mates decided they wanted to try the world's hottest burger at "Off the wall diner" in Wellington Point.





Yes.. you have to wear gloves to eat it.

According to the boys, it was the hottest, most disgusting tasting burger.. EVER!



We went up to Mt Coot-tha to get the best view of Brisbane city. I took some photographs through the telescope. Difficult, but fun.





In summary...

We played a lot of beer / vodka pong..


Filled the recycling bin..


And saw a car covered in astro turf..

Went to the hair salon today! It had been 9 weeks since I last had it done. I feel awesome!!!!



I got my bangs back.

I'm going to keep this entry short and sweet as I've got a date with the family for Christmas breakfast nice and early tomorrow morning.

For those who celebrate, I hope you have a wonderful Christmas with family and friends.

I hope everyone enjoys their holidays xx