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I have a huge decision I know I need to make ..
So here is my dilemma .. a few nights ago, I caught my boyfriend in a lie .. he said he was going out which is fine. I was on the phone with him and he says he was going to get off the phone because he was about to be where he was going this, this was at a little after 12 am .. shortly after I would say around 1230 he is tagged in a picture of fb of him with his arm around 2 girls and a girl behind him licking his face, so right off this obviously irritated me, but to make matters worse he calls me at around 2 something in the morning and I ask how his night was (leaving out that I saw the picture) and he says it was okay and that he didn't get to the bar until 1 .. Immediate red flag was raised at that statement seeing as what I just explained further up. The next day I start asking around and I hear that has actually been hitting up girls on fb behind my back .. I have no proof of this, but I have heard this from multiple people. And there are a few other issues, he is pushing me on the school subject I want to go to school, but I can't start til spring, which is automatically going to piss him off .. In the past 8 almost 9 months we've been together I've made a lot of changes for him and now all I hear is that he is cheating .. I really don't know what to do, I can already feel my heart breaking .. Ugh.
So here is my dilemma .. a few nights ago, I caught my boyfriend in a lie .. he said he was going out which is fine. I was on the phone with him and he says he was going to get off the phone because he was about to be where he was going this, this was at a little after 12 am .. shortly after I would say around 1230 he is tagged in a picture of fb of him with his arm around 2 girls and a girl behind him licking his face, so right off this obviously irritated me, but to make matters worse he calls me at around 2 something in the morning and I ask how his night was (leaving out that I saw the picture) and he says it was okay and that he didn't get to the bar until 1 .. Immediate red flag was raised at that statement seeing as what I just explained further up. The next day I start asking around and I hear that has actually been hitting up girls on fb behind my back .. I have no proof of this, but I have heard this from multiple people. And there are a few other issues, he is pushing me on the school subject I want to go to school, but I can't start til spring, which is automatically going to piss him off .. In the past 8 almost 9 months we've been together I've made a lot of changes for him and now all I hear is that he is cheating .. I really don't know what to do, I can already feel my heart breaking .. Ugh.
Ahh!
Seeing myself on the front page the other day was so surreal!!
I've wanted to be a suicidegirl for so long and I couldn't be happier
Hmmm, so I have been working so much lately, its ridiculous! Other than that I leave you with these things ..
Cats in bags
Me on a pole
I love this odd future song .. Actually I just love odd future
Night!
xo
Zombie!
PS if you get bored find me on instagram! bellazombie
Seeing myself on the front page the other day was so surreal!!
I've wanted to be a suicidegirl for so long and I couldn't be happier
Hmmm, so I have been working so much lately, its ridiculous! Other than that I leave you with these things ..
Cats in bags
Me on a pole
I love this odd future song .. Actually I just love odd future
Night!
xo
Zombie!
PS if you get bored find me on instagram! bellazombie
Hello
So I got to celebrate going pink by going to the SG Ohio Halloween party .. It was a blast! I think I'll let an epic picture blog do the explaining!
Zephyr and I discovered we have twin boobs!
This is what happens when Casanova and I drink together apparantely
I had some more, but the drunker I got the blurry the picture got and few didn't even turn out :/
BUT I did however find these and they're awesome and the guy that took them was super nice!
Some of these I was super wasted in and you can tell, ha.
Well, the party was awesome and I hope you all have a wonderful evening!!
xo
Zombie
So I got to celebrate going pink by going to the SG Ohio Halloween party .. It was a blast! I think I'll let an epic picture blog do the explaining!
Zephyr and I discovered we have twin boobs!
This is what happens when Casanova and I drink together apparantely
I had some more, but the drunker I got the blurry the picture got and few didn't even turn out :/
BUT I did however find these and they're awesome and the guy that took them was super nice!
Some of these I was super wasted in and you can tell, ha.
Well, the party was awesome and I hope you all have a wonderful evening!!
xo
Zombie
Soooo .. I was at work and checked my phone to find that Casanova had text me and said to call here ASAP! And I was super confused .. So the I got on the Internet to find that I'm PINK!
I just want to say thank you all so much, you have no clue what this means to me, thank you SG Staff as well, you're all awesome and run an amazing site, that I'm so proud to be a part of .. And most of all thank you so much Alissa if it weren't for this amazing, beautiful lady I wouldn't have turned pink, she pushed me to where I am!
Thank you all!!
xo
Zombie
I just want to say thank you all so much, you have no clue what this means to me, thank you SG Staff as well, you're all awesome and run an amazing site, that I'm so proud to be a part of .. And most of all thank you so much Alissa if it weren't for this amazing, beautiful lady I wouldn't have turned pink, she pushed me to where I am!
Thank you all!!
xo
Zombie
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Just because you guys are amazing!
Just because you guys are amazing!
Holy shit guys!
I love you all, you have no clue how much I appreciate all the love on my set Riviere .. I'm so proud of this set and the feedback I've received from you guys is phenomenal.
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!
And if you haven't checked it out yet, be sure you do!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Zombie
I love you all, you have no clue how much I appreciate all the love on my set Riviere .. I'm so proud of this set and the feedback I've received from you guys is phenomenal.
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!
And if you haven't checked it out yet, be sure you do!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Zombie
Sooo ..
This hits MR TOMORROW!!
And I couldn't be more excited to share with everyone on SG, a big thanks to Alissa for being awesome and shooting me and making feel so comfortable in front of the camera, its seriously an honor to have someone like her shoot my sets! Also thanks to my bestie Casanova just for being awesome as always!
Also, I'll be seeing you all who are attending at the Ohio SG Halloween party! Can't wait!
xo
Zombie
This hits MR TOMORROW!!
And I couldn't be more excited to share with everyone on SG, a big thanks to Alissa for being awesome and shooting me and making feel so comfortable in front of the camera, its seriously an honor to have someone like her shoot my sets! Also thanks to my bestie Casanova just for being awesome as always!
Also, I'll be seeing you all who are attending at the Ohio SG Halloween party! Can't wait!
xo
Zombie
Hello there.
I've had a lot going on guys. I just retired from dancing, after 5 yrs it was time to hang up the heels. I'm going to miss all my dancer friends and being on stage for sure
I was 18 here!
My interview with Zach from It Lies Within just got posted, I'm super siked for it since it was my first interview ever. Bella Zombie interview for HellHoundMusic go check it out! I love HellHoundMusic and working for the zine! Yay, for music!
I just recently was in a rap video for my friends husband, I love the song and the message behind it, I love all music as long as its good, so I was stoked to be a part of this!
Check it out also! It was an awesome experience even though me and my friend Stacey were only in the video for a few shots it was still cool, they used the guy with the bow the most who just so happens to be my boyfriend, ha. I hope you all enjoy the video, Verb makes rad music!
Also I created a new facebook for my modeling stuff, go add it! facebook
Hmmm, what else?? My set will be out October 16th which is getting super close, just a few more weeks!! I'm so excited Alissa is the best, I'm so proud of this set and can't wait for you all to see it
I think I'm going to be either Jade or Mileena from mortal combat for Halloween, help me decide guys!!!
I have new shoot coming up at the end of October thats going to involve gore and I'm doing a vampire shoot soon also, so be looking out for those guys!! Also you can find me on instagram just look for bellazombie
Now to be vain and post random photos of myself to close out the blog!
sorry my computer wouldn't let me flip some of my pictures the right way :/
xoxo
Zombie
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I've had a lot going on guys. I just retired from dancing, after 5 yrs it was time to hang up the heels. I'm going to miss all my dancer friends and being on stage for sure
I was 18 here!
My interview with Zach from It Lies Within just got posted, I'm super siked for it since it was my first interview ever. Bella Zombie interview for HellHoundMusic go check it out! I love HellHoundMusic and working for the zine! Yay, for music!
I just recently was in a rap video for my friends husband, I love the song and the message behind it, I love all music as long as its good, so I was stoked to be a part of this!
Check it out also! It was an awesome experience even though me and my friend Stacey were only in the video for a few shots it was still cool, they used the guy with the bow the most who just so happens to be my boyfriend, ha. I hope you all enjoy the video, Verb makes rad music!
Also I created a new facebook for my modeling stuff, go add it! facebook
Hmmm, what else?? My set will be out October 16th which is getting super close, just a few more weeks!! I'm so excited Alissa is the best, I'm so proud of this set and can't wait for you all to see it
I think I'm going to be either Jade or Mileena from mortal combat for Halloween, help me decide guys!!!
I have new shoot coming up at the end of October thats going to involve gore and I'm doing a vampire shoot soon also, so be looking out for those guys!! Also you can find me on instagram just look for bellazombie
Now to be vain and post random photos of myself to close out the blog!
sorry my computer wouldn't let me flip some of my pictures the right way :/
xoxo
Zombie
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Sooo, I haven't been able to blog in a long time seeing as I don't have an actual computer and I normally just use my phone. I had to do things at my parents today so I figured I'd write a blog for once!
Lots has been going on in my life, good and bad .. uggghhh .. But I'm over the bad and drama! I know what I want with and in my life and I enjoy making those decisions on my own.
My boyfriend and I were having some personal issues a few weeks ago and broke up, which totally crushed me, but I'm happy to say we are working things out. He's just one of the those people that when I'm with them I have fun, we are into a lot of the same things and he just makes me smile in general.
Also I'm super stoked to announce that I am now working for HellHoundMusic Zine! I got to do my first interviews yesterday at Rockapalooza in Cleveland. I interviewed Sean from Bobaflex and Zak from It Lies Within. They were both super nice guys and the interviews with awesome! I'm so excited to be working for the zine and reviewing albums, interviewing bands and going to rad shows! I got to see Inspetah Deck from Wu Tang and Twista backstage yesterday, I was so excited! I also got to see a ton of amazing metal bands live, Unfortunately The Devil Wears Prada were behind schedule so I didn't get to interview them. But if anyone is interested in music you should go check out the zine HellHoundMusic
Also some extremely exciting news!! I just shot a new set called Diamond Eyes that it is the MR Q for Oct 16th!! I love Alissa so much, she always makes my sets amazing and a blast to shoot!! I can't wait for you all to see it!
Hmmm .. I don't really know what else to say right now, but everyone have a good night and I'll be seeing you in the MR soon!
xoxo
Zombie
Go follow me on instagram! bellazombie
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Lots has been going on in my life, good and bad .. uggghhh .. But I'm over the bad and drama! I know what I want with and in my life and I enjoy making those decisions on my own.
My boyfriend and I were having some personal issues a few weeks ago and broke up, which totally crushed me, but I'm happy to say we are working things out. He's just one of the those people that when I'm with them I have fun, we are into a lot of the same things and he just makes me smile in general.
Also I'm super stoked to announce that I am now working for HellHoundMusic Zine! I got to do my first interviews yesterday at Rockapalooza in Cleveland. I interviewed Sean from Bobaflex and Zak from It Lies Within. They were both super nice guys and the interviews with awesome! I'm so excited to be working for the zine and reviewing albums, interviewing bands and going to rad shows! I got to see Inspetah Deck from Wu Tang and Twista backstage yesterday, I was so excited! I also got to see a ton of amazing metal bands live, Unfortunately The Devil Wears Prada were behind schedule so I didn't get to interview them. But if anyone is interested in music you should go check out the zine HellHoundMusic
Also some extremely exciting news!! I just shot a new set called Diamond Eyes that it is the MR Q for Oct 16th!! I love Alissa so much, she always makes my sets amazing and a blast to shoot!! I can't wait for you all to see it!
Hmmm .. I don't really know what else to say right now, but everyone have a good night and I'll be seeing you in the MR soon!
xoxo
Zombie
Go follow me on instagram! bellazombie
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