Sometimes you feel useless, like the underdog, the one that is constantly overlooked .. I kind of always feel that way. In a lot of aspects, I'm sorry this isn't a very positive blog, but I'm kind of depressed I guess and I just want to crawl into a hole for a while until these feelings just go away. I love you all, I promise a better blog next time, until then here's a song that I love and fits my mood.



xo
Zombie

Hello ..

I've been slightly inactive and I'm very sorry :/ .. I'm just very stressed and have a lot going on right now, and I'm just trying to learn how to balance it all .. on top of my lovely ex calling me the other day to tell me how much I suck and what a terrible person I am .. I just understand people sometimes ..

In other news I'll be seeing everyone at Hell City! I can't wait to meet everyone attending!


Also I have a new set coming out today in a few hours! Shot by the ridiculously talented Alissa


Sorry this blog is so short! But I promise an epic blog with lots of pictures after Hell City!

Hope everyone has an awesome week, I <3 you all!


xo
Zombie

Guys, my life has been crazy and I feel like I can't catch a break .. but I'm sure things will look up soon.

I got a pretty awesome email from Alissa the other day, with pictures from my set, she's so ridiculously talented!

Poetic Justice hits MR April 14th


love you all
Zombie

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Have a good night everyone.

SHOOTFEST!!

Get ready for an epic blog about hot babes in an amazing mansion for an entire weekend!

So last Thursday I boarded a flight to Las Vegas out of Ohio. I arrived later that night and was greeted by the beautiful Alicee, Bradley, and Patton, and believe me all these ladies are just as hot in person! We then met up with Sawa, Damsel and Sunshine. We explored the strip for a little while and I got to see a super rad water show!



I love this picture of Sawa!


The next 2 days after were amazing, I think this was probably the best weekend of my life and I would totally do it all over again!

I got to shoot a beautiful set over looking Vegas during the day with DylanBorgman if any ladies to get to shoot with him I highly recommend it, he's wonderful to work with!



The first day we got into the mansion was awesome.




We had some drinks of course! With our wonderful bartenders Damsel and Bradley



Then the shooting began! I got to shoot a super hot night set with Sunshine outside in the hot tub and next to the pool, with a cameo by some super hot ladies at the end!





I got to meet Brewin she's so cute! Toxic and I taught her and some of the other ladies to booty pop also!


That Friday night we did some partying!





Prussia getting lap dances!



I did a whole lot of perving on lots of hot ladies shooting sets!
Damsel shooting for Zivity with Sunshine



Sawa shooting Bradley



Brooklyn shooting Selene


DarrylDarko shooting Casanova



Sawa shooting Fabrizia


DylanBorgman shooting Exning


Milloux shooting Ackley



Sunshine shooting Jensen


Milloux shooting Bradley's Kesha set (a few of us cameo-ed in this and got sprayed with champagne!


DylanBorgman shooting Juturna


Slamm shooting with Sunshine

Brooklyn shooting Kemper



Toxic shooting with CDO



Annasthesia and some other babes in the hot tub


Ackley makes the most amazing raw vegan food! I got to try some of it and she gave us some rawk baby bracelets.



Of course more drinking occured!




Terrox and Prussia were also there! and Prussia had a Star Wars wedding!





Tristyn, Brewin and Dimples


Me and Darth Vador!


Photobooth Shenanigans


Tristyn, Juturna, Ackley and I also stopped into Gold and Silver Pawn! Unfortunately OliviaBlack wasn't working, but some of the girls got to party with her a few nights later!

And some random photos







I would just like to say thank you, to Alicee and Bradley for being amazing hosts! Alicee is one of the nicest, beautiful and most genuine people you could meet. She made sure everyone had what they needed got picked up and dropped off at the airport when needed and made this shootfest one of the most epic trips ever, she's amazing! And of course Bradley is gorgeous and an all around fun time!

I also got to meet cuties Churtch, Kurosune, Haydin and a few others, but I ended up sick Saturday night so I didn't get to see them in action or be downstairs for the birthday party

All together this was one of the best weekends ever all the ladies, and photographers were phenomenal and I couldn't have asked to be surrounded by a better group of people!

I tried to document this trip as best as possible!

Night SG!

xo
Zombie

(This blog was hard work so if I forgot anything or anyone I'm sorry! But go on instagram and look the the lvshootfest hash tag to see more!)

If my headache goes away, you all just might get an epic blog from the Las Vegas shootfest!

Hello ..

I made something today, hope you all enjoy




Have a good night

xo
Zombie

It's been a while! Get ready for an epic long blog!!

First off Happy New Year!!!

So my on going drama with my guy is just that, a lot of things happened and we broke up again. He said we were just taking a break to work on things because we're both busy with things and blah blah blah .. But I realized something, I've been so naive and stupid this whole time, I lost myself in a person that puts me down for almost everything that I do, I was trying to change myself to keep them happy, but deep down I truly wasn't. I completely stopped doing things I liked doing because of another person. I know the real reason behind this break up is just the fact that he wants to be with other girls and get away with it .. So while on this break he has been texting me and calling me everyday and kinda trying to keep tabs on me as far as where I'm at, what I'm doing and if I want to hang out .. hmmm .. doesn't sound like much of a break to me .. So from now on I've decided I'm doing me, my life is much less stressful when I'm not constantly scared someone is going to get mad at me for basically being me, I've been going out and having fun .. and a month ago I met someone when my boy and I were constantly fighting .. I gave him my number but we never talked until after my break up 2 weeks ago .. Its super crazy I already met someone else and I don't by any means need a significant other to make me happy, I just randomly met this guy and he's seriously the biggest sweetheart and extremely respectful .. long story short about him .. I invited him out on NYE and it was an amazing time! So .. that's where the pictures begin

This one made me think of my ex, ha.


So first off, Casanova and I made a trip up to Cbus to shoot some sets with Alissa the day was a blast as usual, we got cookies and hung out with fat kitties in cool locations.





Then we shot a really fun Zivity set!






I perved on Casanova



A few weeks later we went back to Cbus for the 80's party, it was a lot of fun and I finally got to meet the beautiful Dimples, Tierney and Vayda they were all sweethearts and I hope to see them all again! Vayda and I bonded over our love of The Weekend and hopefully you all will be seeing a sweet multi in the future!

I've been making lots of veggies and hummus lately



Sammy is the most ridiculous kitty in the world

sometimes he gets all crazy and looks evil .. look at those eyes!


So, I worked until 7 on NYE and then I went to Casanova's after to get ready, I was super bummed she couldn't come out but I didn't take any pictures because I got super drunk, ha .. but I invited the new guy I met out and we did get these pictures with 2 of my friends

He had literally just gotten off work when he came out which is why he had a hat on, he works with animals at the Cincinnati zoo!

It turned out to be an amazing night and I've decided to not let this year be like the last .. I went through a lot of really fucked up things last year and this year is all about the positive and making myself happy!

Now for some randoms as I always do


Boobs! of course

A friend of mine and me from Tenessee (I may have posted this in my last blog)


I'll also be at the Las Vegas shootfest .. I'm super stoked to meet all the lovely ladies going!!

Sorry for the suuuuper long blog! I hope you all had a wonderful and safe Xmas and New Years and I wish the best for everyone in 2013! And thank you all for the continued love and support!

Before I go I've started dancing again a little bit so if anyone is in Lexington, Ky come out to Rhino and have a drink with me!

Have a lovey evening everyone
xo
Zombie

Hello ..

So I would like to say thank you to every single one of you for the advice. I did what you all suggested and confronted the situation, him and I are working on things, its still a bit rough right now, so I don't know exactly whats going to happen, but we are going to try and work through this .. I'd really hate to throw away 9 months, but I'm still up in the air as to what is going to actually be the end result .. But thank you all so much for taking the time to give me some useful advice it means a lot. I HEART you all!!

So on to better things. I'm excited that I'll be visiting Vegas in February with my bestie Casanova .. I couldn't be more excited to be traveling with such an awesome friend and to be meeting so many awesome ladies, it'll be my first time in Vegas too, so I'm BEYOND stoked!!

Not much has been happening in my life lately. Weather here in Ohio has been crazy .. one week its freezing and snowing the next its fucking 67 degrees and sunny .. bi polar state and global warming .. crazy mix!

I'll be at the SG party in Columbus on the 15th also so if you're there and see me don't be scared to say Hi!

Picture time ..
Late night butt pictures to make up for my sappiness in the last blog



and maybe some boobs ..


I have good hair days sometimes ..


I <3 baths ..


I love kitties and sometimes I look like a kitty ..



Well lovelies .. its getting late.

Come join on the fun over on instagram if you want @bellazombie

Also if any of you were wondering I do has one of these Wishlist

Goodnight SG
Zombie

I have a huge decision I know I need to make ..

So here is my dilemma .. a few nights ago, I caught my boyfriend in a lie .. he said he was going out which is fine. I was on the phone with him and he says he was going to get off the phone because he was about to be where he was going this, this was at a little after 12 am .. shortly after I would say around 1230 he is tagged in a picture of fb of him with his arm around 2 girls and a girl behind him licking his face, so right off this obviously irritated me, but to make matters worse he calls me at around 2 something in the morning and I ask how his night was (leaving out that I saw the picture) and he says it was okay and that he didn't get to the bar until 1 .. Immediate red flag was raised at that statement seeing as what I just explained further up. The next day I start asking around and I hear that has actually been hitting up girls on fb behind my back .. I have no proof of this, but I have heard this from multiple people. And there are a few other issues, he is pushing me on the school subject I want to go to school, but I can't start til spring, which is automatically going to piss him off .. In the past 8 almost 9 months we've been together I've made a lot of changes for him and now all I hear is that he is cheating .. I really don't know what to do, I can already feel my heart breaking .. Ugh.

Ahh!

Seeing myself on the front page the other day was so surreal!!

I've wanted to be a suicidegirl for so long and I couldn't be happier

Hmmm, so I have been working so much lately, its ridiculous! Other than that I leave you with these things ..

Cats in bags


Me on a pole


I love this odd future song .. Actually I just love odd future


Night!

xo
Zombie!

PS if you get bored find me on instagram! bellazombie