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ZoeSaralikes Muse, Goonies, chivalry, and 16 Candles.

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MAY 4, 2008 @ 08:33 AM | 9 COMMENTS

SUCH A BUSY LITTLE BEE, I BE!!!

Yes, my apologies for not posting a little sooner. I've been very busy working lately and haven't had much free time to do much of anything- I had a fabulous birthday- thanks for asking! Wish you were there...lol. I 've just ben having as much fun as possible lately, from road trips to the OC to late night skating in Hollywood... Spunk suicide is my partner in crime these days and we've just been out having a blast together!

Talk to you soon!

oxXxo,
ZS

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APRIL 3, 2008 @ 08:29 PM | 3 COMMENTS

I won a kick ass picture at this art gallery silent auction the other night!!

It was a benefit for CompoundRadio.org and there were some amazing pieces of art there- but I thought I would bid on this one bad ass picture by Dan Monick and to my surprise, the next day I received a call that I had won!
I was thrilled...and when I went to pick it up from the gallery last night, the owner Iiad gave me another pic free, as an early birthday gift! It was a good day I must say.
Here are a couple samples of Dan Monick's work in case you aren't familiar:

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oxXxo,
ZS ARRR!!!
MARCH 29, 2008 @ 12:04 PM | 6 COMMENTS

Happy Saturday!!!!!

I am about to make pancakes for breakfast and head to the beach- Today is a good day...I'm also going to the piercing shop to get a new lip ring in and dying my hair yet another color. Geesh!

For those of you who haven't seen my new set, "Get Clean" show it some love if you can so Missy will post it- right now it's in rejected status, and oddly enough, a ton of comments from all my sets are disappearing?!

I don't know what's up with the site, but my published set that had over 6,000 comments went down to 3,100 comments in the last two days!!! I hope they fix these bugs with the site soon. ;(

Anyways- I'll leave you all with this- I saw this picture on the page of an SG member and thought it was hilarious...

oxXxo,
ZS

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MARCH 27, 2008 @ 08:10 PM | 8 COMMENTS

CHECK OUT MY NEW SET!!!!

It's called "Getting Clean"- they rejected it, but what do you think???

Do you think it should have been rejected? If not, EMAIL MISSY!!!

Don't forget to comment please!!!

oxXxo,

ZSzoom image ARRR!!! kiss frown
MARCH 24, 2008 @ 12:14 AM | 4 COMMENTS

I Must have my mind in the gutter...

Everything I see these days has a funny sexual connotation. It's like I have the mind of a 13 year old boy with the body of a twenty-something chick.

Even this sign cracked me up:




I saw it at a puppy store on Melrose today...funny thing is that the box was empty- much like my sex life these days.
...So, realizing I might need something to fill that void, I did what any responsible and safe girl would do- I went to the porn store and bought myself a new friend to pet me.

oxXxo,
ZS eeek biggrin ARRR!!!
MARCH 20, 2008 @ 10:45 PM | 1 COMMENT

I am so excited about the new SG set I just did!!! I LOVE the pics, and can't wait to hear back from Suicide Girls as to whether they will use the set.

I had to say goodbye to my little puppy Koko, but just for a few days...I can't wait to move into a new place just so I can keep her. I guess I got more attached than I thought. Take a look- maybe you'll see why it's hard not to fall in love with such an angel...or maybe I'm just a sucker for animals. lol.
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oxXxo,
ZS

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MARCH 16, 2008 @ 10:59 PM | 9 COMMENTS

PUPPY TROUBLES...

I got a call last night from the breeder who was originally holding a puppy for me before my little "summer camp" excursion if you will, and she told me she still had the puppy. Naturally, I went over and picked her up this morning and now I can't have her at the house I live at. Do I move out and keep her or find her a good home? I love her to death- she's a pomeranian shi tszu mix, so if someone takes her I'd like to be able to visit her though. What a dilemna! Sometimes my heart is bigger than my head.
oxXxo,
ZS love confused
MARCH 15, 2008 @ 07:18 PM | 3 COMMENTS

It's raining, and I'm bored....Wanna come over and watch movies with me?

I just worked for the first day in like- a year...not something to be terribly proud of but it's giving me a sense of accomplishment so much that I feel I deserve a night of laying in bed and watching movies.
Maybe some blueberry almond crunch cereal too!

I just read my emails and found that my agent forwarded a msg from the casting director of a new MTV show that wants me for a "Wild out of control party girl"...hmmm, though I'm not as out of control as I used to be, I'm still quite the wild one. It's worth looking into further...what do you think? Should I sell out my wild image to MTV or not?

oxXxo,
ZS
MARCH 14, 2008 @ 10:34 AM | 3 COMMENTS

REFORM SCHOOL: THE REHAB DIARIES PART 3...

To recap, Musicares put me in rehab out at Pasadena Recovery Center back in January. "What happens in rehab?" you ask? It's like summer camp for addicts. Well, take a look and see...



The girls got pretty wild and silly from time to time- well, most of the time. Myself included. Below is a picture of my roomate Becky..



Becky, Jessica and I stood around in the bathroom late at night smoking cigarettes like we were in a Junior High School bathroom..



Jessica dyed my hair fuschia and purple one afternoon, then dyed her own hot pink.



I found out I was pregnant while in rehab- three months along. The father of the baby was about a month ahead of me in rehab down in Orange County at the time- what a way to start a family. My belly began to grow, and my hormones were running wild...




I got in trouble for ordering a pizza one night and decided I was ready to blow this joint because of all the drama, but luckily Kyle and Jesse gave me their support and convinced me to stay...



At the prospect of being a single mom, I called the breeder for my new puppy and told her I wouldn't be able to handle a baby and a new puppy. That she could sell my little pup.



Two days away from my release date from rehab, and after quiting smoking, an emotional rollercoaster of hormones, and a few offers from guys wanting to become the "new dad" to the baby, I was rushed to the emergency room by ambulance on a Wednesday morning due to complications with the pregnancy. I had a miscarriage and lost the baby.

Two days later, and still in a great deal of pain, I moved out of my rehab and into sober living north of Burbank. Musicares believed in me and my desire to stay clean so much, that they are continuing to pay for my sober living rent. Below is a picture of me on move-in day, pink hair fading out....



And so that was rehab- and this is now...Napalm shot my new set for SG less than 2 weeks after leaving rehab- and post baby weight. Despite all the drama, I believe this set will by far be my best set to date!!! I am recording my first album and working on designing a lingerie line of my own currently. I also look forward to an upcoming movie role in a horror movie. Life is pretty damn good these days- and I am pretty damn happy these days. biggrin
Hugs and Kisses,

ZoeSara
MARCH 13, 2008 @ 11:49 PM | 8 COMMENTS

REFORM SCHOOL: PART 2....(The Rehab Diaries)

To recap on my last blog, this is what I looked like when I entered rehab:




...then Jack tried to save my ass and through his valiant personal efforts showed me that sobriety would be good for me. He came by for the weekend and entertained me with videos and humor. But unfortunately, I still went out searching for something else to fill that void...

...within a week, I wanted out of the party scene. My friend Liz stood by me as I detoxed (which was quite miserable) and helped me get to the Musican's Union and the Musicares Foundation for assistance.

The wonderful staff at Musicares financially and emotionally gave me their support, and helped me into rehab at Pasadena Recovery Center in January.

(To be Continued tomorrow, kiddies...)
oxXxo,
ZS ARRR!!!
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