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MAY 1, 2008 @ 07:33 PM

Well SGland, I'm single. Or close enough. It all went down tonight. I love him more than anything, but he's just too selfish of a person. He doesn't care enough about me. A year into the relationship and he still hasn't said the L word... still claims he never wants to get married or have kids ever, gets all up in arms if I go out with my friends, won't let me have any guy friends, and makes me feel very unattractive. I have to beg him for sex, in a year he's only kissed me a handful of times, he never talks about me to his friends... he acts like I'm not there.

And yet, I can't seem to stop crying.

I'm going to Dallas this weekend to be with my pony.

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dronehymns

dronehymns

Fairfax, VA
December 2007

MAY 01, 2008 07:40 PM

*hug*

OpticNerve

OpticNerve

Vancouver, BC
November 2003

MAY 01, 2008 07:40 PM

I've been there, sister. I was dumped by my ex-fiance a couple of months ago, just a couple of weeks after I'd proposed to her. I'm just now starting to heal from the trauma.

Rydell

Rydell

SUICIDEGIRL

Alberta, Canada

MAY 01, 2008 07:41 PM

OH NO Girl I am so sorry to hear that...it is hard to lose someone you love, but I think you will see that you deserve so much better than that..you are a beautiful, kindhearted soul and not to mention drop dead gorgeous...so if he cant see that in you and love you for all your wonderfulness than sometimes they are better left to their own demise. Dont short change yourself into thinking you can settle for less than what you diserve. None the less you are greiving the loss of that love you feel and it so hard to go though...let me know if there is anything I can so.....I would even dance a jig for you to make u laugh..and trust me you would hun... love

Cheer up Zippo I dont like to see you sad frown

Devilboy666

Devilboy666

Oakland, CA
February 2003

MAY 01, 2008 07:43 PM

I have been there too. It was with a SG. 6+ years into the relationship and BOOM !! out of the blue she had a boyfriend the next day and was married to another soon there after. i still scratch my head over that one. If your soon to be ex cant say he Loves you then he never will. cut your losses and move on to someone who cares about you and can say it to you everyday...

Absolution

Absolution

SUICIDEGIRL

Tennessee, USA

MAY 01, 2008 07:45 PM

he sounds controlling and very selfish. things will get easier with time, you'll see. xoxo

Justine

Justine

SUICIDEGIRL

Georgia, USA

MAY 01, 2008 07:47 PM

it always sucks to cry over someone who doesn't even deserve to be cried over.., i know that you feel miserable now, but i hope that soon you will find someone soon who isn't a dickhead wink and who treats you right!

Rydell

Rydell

SUICIDEGIRL

Alberta, Canada

MAY 01, 2008 07:49 PM

No prob baby girl...you will get a man who will shower you in kisses, whip cream and slobber...so good riddance to the old and in with the new biggrin biggrin

Ticktockman

Ticktockman

Raleigh, NC
April 2006

MAY 01, 2008 07:54 PM

I'm surprised, but given that laundry list of ills I'm more surprised it lasted a year. Really, making you feel unattractive. Wrong on many levels. But it'll hurt anyway, because you invested yourself in him, and that's okay. Hurt is normal, and it'll pass, and you'll move on to bigger and better things. Ride the pony, get some wind in your face to dry the tears, and get some you time in. Best wishes, elf.

-TTm

inkaholik

inkaholik

Stockton, CA
February 2007

MAY 01, 2008 07:58 PM

that sucks horribly. i was in something similar last year where i was in your position. it blew. im sure someone way better will come along you way. cheer up, and good luck! -david

Oichi

Oichi

Lima, OH
February 2007

MAY 01, 2008 07:58 PM

Sometimes the best thing to do is get away from relationships like that. I've been in relationships like that before and as much as it hurts it only gets worse if you stay.

birdmadgirlm

birdmadgirlm

Pawtucket, RI
January 2007

MAY 01, 2008 07:59 PM

I was with a man who neglected me in those very same ways....thats why he is my EX-husband.....M

ilooklikesatan

ilooklikesatan

Virginia Beach, VA
April 2008

MAY 01, 2008 08:12 PM

You seem like a kick ass chick and don't need to deal with that kind of a relationship. Sounds to me like you're better off. I'm sorry you're hurting now, but I'm confident that you'll bounce back.

tigerlilys4u

tigerlilys4u

Russell, KY
December 2007

MAY 01, 2008 08:31 PM

This is always one of those things where I want to offer my sympathies while at the same time offer my congratulations. Reading your blog, I don't think its an issue of whether or not you're better off, I think it's a matter of how fast you'll start to feel better. I hope that is soon. Keep your chin up and believe in yourself.

Trauma

Trauma

Pico Rivera, CA
April 2005

MAY 01, 2008 09:07 PM

I don't know what to say to make you feel better, so all I have is this...

*big hugs*

I hope you feel better soon dear. smile

Saint

Saint

SUICIDEGIRL

Texas, USA

MAY 01, 2008 09:17 PM

I'll be your girlfriend

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