I'm adopting a dog!!!! (knock on wood) I am going through the application process to rescue a little 2 year old Yorkie with only 3 legs, she is super sweet. So now, not only am I moving in a few days, but I need to prepare the home for the house visit with the adoption agency ppl. Theeeeen if that goes well, I get to meet the dog on a second visit. Theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen if that goes well, I get to pick her up and take her home for good!

I had a Yorkie for 17 years and she was my life. It has been 3 years since she passed, and it is impossible to think about her and not cry. But!! I am ready to love again, and this lil tripod is the one for me. I knew it the second I saw her video on petfinder.com

So!! Wish me luck Hopefully I will have her in a few weeks. If you would like to send Bella (that is her name btw) gifts, I have added things for her to my wishlist.

Thanks to whomever sent me the Parsley Plus cleaner, that shit is awesome, I highly recommend it. It smells great and is 100% all natural, cleans great, neutral PH. It's the bomb, pretty much.

Here is a video of her that the adoption agency posted, omgzz!!!



Last night I was a hot dog. I was working the bar and people kept asking if we were serving hot dogs... so I said "I am the serving hot dog." Yeaaahhhh boi.





On Halloween I am going to be an SNL Spartan cheerleader with my guy friend. What are you going to be?

Lego and I are moving in together! Yay!! We just signed our lease I can't wait to start decorating. If you would like to help us decorate, I will be updating my wishlist every so often.

I can't stop listening to this song. I want to meet someone...



I have decided to get my life back on track. I quit my second job so I could get a couple days off per week. I've been spending any extra time getting drunk, so I am going to chill on the alcohol and start being healthy again. I am going to focus my energy on moving forward with my life and figuring some things out. I have a lot of travel plans next year, which is awesome, but I also need a new car (mine is ooooold and starting to fall apart). So! I need to shape up, start saving, and focus!!! Wish me luck!

here are some instagram pics i took recently

It's after 5am and I just scarfed down an entire pint of Jimmy Fallon's Late Night Snack icecream while watching bartender pet peeve videos on youtube. It was a rough ladies night at work.



Things that annoy me:

1) don't flag me down and then sit there going 'ummmm.... uhhhhhh.... hmmmmm.....' dude, wtf, you don't know what you want shit bags? k bye!
2) don't give any reaction when I ask to see your ID. I don't give a shit if you are impressed that you are still getting IDed, and by NO means should you ever act impressed if you are 23 years old you fucking shit heads. 'oh?? really???!!! haha wow, im flattered.' you turned 21 a year ago you stupid ass.
3) don't ask me to get you MY favorite drink if you are not completely open to all the possibilities. then complain that you don't like it. 'that'll be 10$ jack ass'.

I just had to stop writing because I had to throw up half of the pint of icecream I stupidly scarfed down. That was horrible. I got super queezy, heart started pounding from all the sugar, and then BAM! ran to the bathroom and just threw up icecream that was still cold. That was disgusting.

Anyways, now that I have an appropriate amount of icecream in my belly...

I'll move on and tell you that I have been house hunting with another sg - hopefully we find something soon because I am stoked to get settled and decorate! Before she moved to Florida, she said to another sg - "We should move to Florida, because old people live in florida, and old people die, so we can buy all their stuff for cheap." I love her for that quote. It's true. And we all die, so I'd be honored if a hot suicidegirl thought my shit was cool enough to buy.

Back to bartending - kinda... The other night I stayed late for someone at work, so they let me run upstairs to the office to eat my slice of cheesecake (two of us were craving slices, so we ordered some). I couldn't find a utensil to eat it with, so I shamefully grabbed the whole slice with my hand and started eating it. As I sat there on the floor (no chairs), eating this slice with my bare hands, I thought, 'what if someone walks in on me doing this? they would think I was insane.' I went back down, and after close... I turned around to see 3 of my co-workers all eating the same slice of cheesecake with their bare hands, all 3 of them digging their fingers into a single slice.... that is when I knew I belonged. I finally belong. We shared a moment.

I think I have been drunk for months. After I left England because of an epic breakup, I have just been drinking. The good thing is, I work almost every day - so I can't get wasted, but the second I get off... I drink, a lot. We have been broken up since February, and I am just now noticing guys again. So. Many. Hot. Guys. But I know if I get to know them I will just be disappointed, so I just look from afar. I am not ready for a relationship and I have never been the type to just fuck, so I have forbidden myself from going on dates.

Most ppl relax and watch TV or something after work, but I get home from work between 3-4am, so my wind-down lasts till 7am. I don't mind though, it is kinda nice being awake when the rest of the world sleeps. It is much more peaceful. And believe it or not, I am a home-body - sometimes a cave person in my room. But it does suck when I need to get shit done during the day, because I don't take naps, so if I get up early - I am fucked for enough sleep before my next shift.

I have been cursing a lot lately.

Once I move and get settled, I am going back to my health-nut standards. The weather is getting really nice here and I need to research plants to grow on our porch. I also need to start reading again. It has been hard to find a book because the last one I read completely blew my mind. A customer gave me a book the other day, maybe I will read that next. Another customer gave me a sandwich. And another gave me free edamame. I really love being a bartender.

I especially love edamame.

I think it may be one of my favorite things. Ever.

Wtf am I going to be for Halloween? I was the Appliance Direct guy last year - he is a celebrity in FL for making shitty and hilarious commercials.



Anywayzzzzz.............. Here is a pic aaronleigh took of me



aaaaaaand this is why I love my life (lots of new videos up in my videos tab)

The Southeast Shootfest is over BUT! I have many many photos and new friends. We took over St. Augustine, FL, for a week. We rented a big house with a pool by the ocean, we also rented a castle for 4 hours to shoot sets.

I feel so blessed to have so many amazing people in my life because of SG. I seriously have no idea where I would be or what I would be doing without having joined this site.

ummm.... fuck load of photos in here--

#sgflshootfest2012 on ig to see over 600 photos taken

A week long slumber party with over 20 hot girls? Yes please. The Southeast Shootfest is almost here!!! I pick up Waikiki tomorrow (well.... today now), and SoBelle is meeting me shortly after - then a mini sleep over at mi casa. THEN! Saturday we are off to the shootfest house, picking up Toxic and Medusa on our way. Since we will be there early, we are meeting up with Elea for lunch, then to the house to meet everyone else!!! Which includes...

Gunner
LucySky
Casshas
Murphie
Chrysis
Renesme
Tore
Ryker
Pannn
Drave
elodyKat
Civil
Bitten
Mnislahi
Kurosune
Lego
Myrtle
Azera
aaaaand possibly Brooklyn and Annasthesia (fingers crossed)!!

Let's not forget the dudes that will be shooting sets/ video - _MIKED_, dylanborgman, and AaronLeigh

Be sure to follow me on instagram (@marielallcause) because there will be many many posts throughout the week.

Weeeeee!!!! I am soooo pumped!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Here is a silly video of me stoned out of my mind in Denver last month.




Photo by AaronLeigh


aaand a couple photos by my friend Robert Johnson



Many many things to come after the shootfest

The Southest Shootfest is coming up! I am doing a couple multi's with some total babes. I am shooting in this room with Ryker and Myrtle, vintage style with petticoats and such things It is going to be super girly and sophisticated, and of-course sexy (I don't think I have to mention that!).


I am also shooting a multi with Kurosune!! I just got my outfit for it, and we will be eating ice cream cones


We are doing a giant multi on the beach that is themed "Lord of the Flies" - awesome!! I have always wanted to do it, and decided to make it happen - so I started planning this shootfest and I can't believe it's only 2 weeks away! Just bought the pig head!



We have about 25 girls in total including some special guest visitors that won't be staying at the house. I am so nervous that everything will go well. It is a lot of pressure, but we have a great bunch and I am more excited than nervous. I love meeting suicidegirls, it is an instant bond - like a bad ass sorority. I met a lot of the girls coming already, never met an sg I didn't like. So fucking pumped!

We will be taking video one of the days, that way ya'll can see what happened behind the scenes - both during shooting and with our down time. I chose the bands who's music will be featured on the video. They are all super stoked to have their music on our video - and it puts me at ease that we can have a youtube friendly version and not worry about copyrights. These awesome bands include:

Reverend Peyton's Big Damn Band
Song: Still working out with their manager which to pick from their new album. This is one of my favorite bands of all time - so happy they gave consent!

Alias Punch
Song: "Gorilla Gorilla"

Peter Baldwin
Song: "Suicide Girl" (awesome right?!)

TELETHON
Song: "Candle Wax"

The Queues
Song: either "Opposite Milk Day" or "Waiting by the Phone"

On another note, my bar is moving to a bigger better location - so these next couple weeks are going to be insane!!! Our closing party is Sunday, and our soft opening is Wednesday - then grand opening on Thursday. I also work a second job. So I have been sooooo busy! I just woke up at 6am because my mind just keeps going and going and it woke me up! So here I am blogging.

My instagram is @marielallcause if you want to follow me through this crazy month (and so on).

I hope everyone has a fun and safe Labor Day!! Please be careful of drunk drivers, and please please don't drink and drive!!! Even if you are one of the few people good at driving while drunk, it is not worth getting a DUI.

I will leave you with a sexy photo --


Big kisses!!!

I went to a Star Wars convention yesterday - worth it. My friend had an extra ticket. The Storm Trooper relay races were the best.





I took these for Lego!!



Hurricane Party!

I just got back from Colorado! It was pretty epic - I shall upload some pics and maybe even a video! I went to Denver, Boulder, Colorado Springs, The Garden of the Gods, Red Rocks, some cool mountain towns we found out west after getting completely lost, AAAAAAND I got to see Sid, Cate, Trevor, and Ladonna!!










our road trip song of choice--


and and and I found this lovely surprise when I got home!!! Thanks mennyo!!


aaaaaaaaaaand and next month is the Southeast Shootfest!!!! But for now it's back to work work work - my bar is moving to a bigger location (a very good thing), so I will be very busy with that in the coming weeks.

My cousin in Spain is pregnant!!! This picture is from her wedding a couple years ago - They gave my boyfriend at the time and I the first slice of cake which is a tradition - give it to the next couple they think will get married.


This was a couple weeks ago with Mnislahi and Lego

sooo.... later that night I found out.......


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----------------------I'm hungry and need a nap, bye bye-------------------------

4:30something a.m. and still fucking awake! fuuuuuuuuuuuck. let the blogging begin.

the other day i texted someone "kool". i spelled cool with a K. how fucking lame is that? i swear, the older i get, the more awkward i get. 27 is an odd age.

wana see something kewl? i got my lower sleeve colored in! i still have space to fill, but not doin' that for a while.



my elbow has turned into a 34B breast cup size from the swelling. so now i have 3 eyes and 3 boobs.

im going to colorado in less than 2 weeks - no plans when i get there. i like it that way. ill have my dude friend with me to keep me safe. i should be meeting up with some sg's there which will be awesome. i love the sg sisterhood. no matter where i go, i have instant friends, and i am so lucky for that.

i love the sisterhood soooo much that i planned a badass shootfest for september. i have about 25 girls coming. i cant wait, i really could use a girls only vacation. i need to re-center myself, relax, feel like myself again. and of-course shoot awesome sets! wait till you see these fucking multi's that are planned, holy fuck balls. ill be creepin on every single one of them too.

i cut my hair! well, it doesnt look like much of a difference but my head feels lighter... i cut about 8 inches off. my slip and fall (from using tons of conditioner) in the shower was my inspiration. i think im at a safer length now.


welp, i think that is it for now. feel free to check out my videos if you are bored... which, if you are still reading this... you must be bored. besos! xxx ciao!!

scatter brain blog...

i watched the sunrise at the beach today with my friend - it was so beautiful, one of my favorite things to do. (i took a dip, waves were intense!)


there is a pretty wild thunderstorm erupting outside my window at the moment.

boobs.


thank you for all the fucking awesome comments on my latest set to hit fp i can always count on ya'll to cheer me up when im down


i really need to quit smoking.

if you want to buy gifts for the 20+ suicidegirls going to my shootfest, i have started to add things to my wishlist for that reason! they are labeled in the comment area with "shootfest" next to the selected items .

that's all for now, ciao!