sorry for the lack of updates. i have been so heartbroken the last few days I recently broke up with my boyfriend who meant everything to me. I have never expiercened such joy with anyone else. The worst part is that I am all to blame for what happened. So I am doing better today though and am trying to move on. I just fear that I will never share anything as speical with another person ever again. I will be updating much more frequently now that I feel like talking again.

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I made an album for my cats Thor and Frankenstein! They are so cute and I love them so much I do not know how I would go on with out them. Thor is sitting on my lap right now and Frankie is sitting up on the couch by my head lol. Frankie has recently started to play fetch I will have to take a video of him doing it and post it. I did post a video of my snake eating his dinner, its pretty cool. I wish I had more time in life to slow down and enjoy things, discover new things. I guess that is what life after school is like. I just feel like I have this mental list of things I want to try and no time. Further more I have to work on halloween until 1230 so there goes my plans for my most favorite time of the year. Its okay I can deal, trust me I was pretty pissed at first but I have accepted it finally. I wish I could have the perks of being established in life and still be my age. What a far shot that is.

Thanks for all the feedback! I am starting to love fall so much. Dont get me wrong I loved it before but when I was in Wisconsin fall was like winter. In colorado it is so much different. AND of course there is halloween only the best holiday of alll time! I would celebrate it all year if I could, I kind of already do. I have been pumpkin binging some more. I got pumpkin chocolate chip cookies today, yum. I love pumpkin so much I am going to incorporate some jack o lanterns in my leg sleeve. I think it would suit me well lol. I am so excited for halloween but I might have to work. I wanted to go trick or treating as well. ( i love candy and if it is free fuck yeah I am gonna be getting some)

The moment you have all been waiting for......... not really haha but I have! I got my septum pierced and here are some pictures. I love it soo much.










What do you think? The pictures in my album me and stuff are larger so you can see it better.

I got my septum pierced today. Ill take pics later sometime.

Long week. I feel easily irritable. I have not been staying up on all the stuff I need to do. Sometimes I get depressed and just want to stay in my room and do nothing productive. I am trying to pull myself out of the slump. On the light side of things I am going to get my septum pierced. I had to take out my lip ring at my job and I was upset. So I figure I could at least hide this one while I was at work or whatever.

I thought this was interesting, but also nuts. I dont think we should be trying to change nature directly more than we already do. Check it out though. Heres part of the article and the link as well.

Yuri Luzhkov has said that snow should be banished from Moscow in winter to save money and improve life in the city. He claimed that farmers outside the capital would enjoy more abundant harvests if his cloud-seeding programme was adopted.

Mr Luzhkov noted that city authorities already used such techniques to break up rain clouds and guarantee good weather on important public holidays, such as the annual May 9 parade celebrating victory in the Second World War. “Why don’t we keep this snow outside the Moscow city limits?” he said. “For the countryside, this means more moisture and bigger harvests. And for us, less snow.”


http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/environment/article6824041.ece