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So I figure ever since I got accepted, I have spent alot alot alot of time navigating around this site. There's SO much. I guess Im just trying to educate myself. I try to do everything whole heartedly...I read some crap though...because I figure you can't know everything about something until you see it from all sides. But I chalked it up to haters, and poorly refuted arguments....I can't believe anything negative until I see it for myself, which Im hoping will never happen. I also believe one cannot do something to the fullest unless they FULLY research it...pick the brain...follow the trend...(not like wow Im trendy LOL like business trend). I have been addicted to SG, but with good intentions....
With that said....I guess I'll make a photoblog and chalk that up to laziness.
Ooh but before I do, ex-boy saga continues...unfortunately. I pretty much gave him the perverbial boot, I should have given him the real boot to the face though after what he did. He whined and whined and tried to come between me and someone else and just created a bunch of unecessary fucking drama. Me, being the nice-ish person that I am decided that I would say hi to him at the club...it was his birthday and all. He was shocked...I think I interrupted his playtime with his Paris Hilton look alike whores that wouldn't know industrial if it fucked them in the ass with no lube. It was sick...I don't want to lower myself to their level but GOD just because it's "Factory Monday" doesn't mean you can dress like a street trash skank...Im talking stripper shoes and all..ok I'll stop. Ehh...but anyway...I figured I wouldn't have to associate with him too much considering the Necto is a pretty large club, but as I was on my way to the restroom he fucking pushed me and was all "Get the fuck out of my way!"....ohh I did the full swivel kneckin oh no he didnt....LOL but I had a few drinks so I let it slide. I woke up to another whiney ass message and he's been bipolar messaging me all day. What a FAKE fuck...ok Im done..I swear....
Rockin the SG thermal...YAY
My partner in crime and I on the way to dance our faces off...
With that said....I guess I'll make a photoblog and chalk that up to laziness.
Ooh but before I do, ex-boy saga continues...unfortunately. I pretty much gave him the perverbial boot, I should have given him the real boot to the face though after what he did. He whined and whined and tried to come between me and someone else and just created a bunch of unecessary fucking drama. Me, being the nice-ish person that I am decided that I would say hi to him at the club...it was his birthday and all. He was shocked...I think I interrupted his playtime with his Paris Hilton look alike whores that wouldn't know industrial if it fucked them in the ass with no lube. It was sick...I don't want to lower myself to their level but GOD just because it's "Factory Monday" doesn't mean you can dress like a street trash skank...Im talking stripper shoes and all..ok I'll stop. Ehh...but anyway...I figured I wouldn't have to associate with him too much considering the Necto is a pretty large club, but as I was on my way to the restroom he fucking pushed me and was all "Get the fuck out of my way!"....ohh I did the full swivel kneckin oh no he didnt....LOL but I had a few drinks so I let it slide. I woke up to another whiney ass message and he's been bipolar messaging me all day. What a FAKE fuck...ok Im done..I swear....
Rockin the SG thermal...YAY
My partner in crime and I on the way to dance our faces off...
Blog blog blog....
Whats new with Warning you ask....a bunch of fucking bullshit. I can say that right? Fucking BULLSHIT. So if you don't feel like reading a major rant post...I would stop here.
BS#1....So back in August I moved into this apartment when I was stripping and big ballin'...LMAO...it was a lovely apartment but I was wasting my life away where I was. Just stripping, sleeping, stripping you get the point. I decided to move out in November. My roommate continued living there not paying rent but never received an eviction notice...we still to this very day haven't gotten one. AND luckily I got my lazy ass around and moved my important stuff out last week. BUT I still had all my kitchen stuff, a lot of decor and some very important photos I took my first year of college. And those BASTARDS changed the locks...are they fucking allowed to do that? JESUS CHRIST....Im about to break in...
BS#2 In the fall I met a GORGEOUS guy and began dating him. It was kind of silly considering he lived 2 hours away and had no car but if you saw him you'd know why. He broke it off with me in November for absolutely no reason and I was slightly upset. I have only thought about him from time to time just trying to put it out of my mind...and yesterday who do I hear from? The myspace message dumper....he's going on and on about how he fucked up and wants me back and blah blah blah. I don't get it, why after all this time does he come back in my life to fuck everything up. I won't let him. But Im still mad....Im fucking bitter, you can't dump me and then expect it to be that easy, like Im a bitch that's just waiting. I don't think so, Im not stupid.
BS#3 I got a tattooing apprenticeship at the end of November. I tried my damnest to prove that I was able and willing. I have been eatng, sleeping and breathing tatttooing...and it's all for nothing. I still want to tattoo but the shop where I was got all dramafied and my boss is out of comission for ONE year due to injuries. I have no idea what to do. I guess I could get my portfolio around and go somewhere else, but GOD I did all that work just to start over. And he in my opinion is the best artist in my area. You will see his work when I go live...Im just like dying a little bit inside not being able to work toward my dream. And I definitely don't want to do it the wrong way...Im not just going to pick up a machine and fuck a bunch of people up if I can pay my dues and learn the right way, which is what I was doing. Ugh. What now!?
I've also...locked my keys in my car, had trials and tribulations with my internet service provider and Im a little peeved that my CCAD package has not come. It's going to come too late and I probably won't even get to go until Spring 2009....HURRY UP CCAD!!!
On another note...I got my SG package finally and received other GOOOD news that I must keep to myself for now. And I did see a kick ass show last night....We Are The Fury...glam-ish rock...makes me happy. I love to go to shows sometimes that aren't just "kill kill kill angry" metal type shit. I enjoy it, but sometimes I like to go to shows where I can "be bop" around. OHHH and Manson on Saturday! So I guess I have some good things going on...not all negative.
My appologies for all the bitching, but if anyone has any words of advice they would be greatly appreciated.
Whats new with Warning you ask....a bunch of fucking bullshit. I can say that right? Fucking BULLSHIT. So if you don't feel like reading a major rant post...I would stop here.
BS#1....So back in August I moved into this apartment when I was stripping and big ballin'...LMAO...it was a lovely apartment but I was wasting my life away where I was. Just stripping, sleeping, stripping you get the point. I decided to move out in November. My roommate continued living there not paying rent but never received an eviction notice...we still to this very day haven't gotten one. AND luckily I got my lazy ass around and moved my important stuff out last week. BUT I still had all my kitchen stuff, a lot of decor and some very important photos I took my first year of college. And those BASTARDS changed the locks...are they fucking allowed to do that? JESUS CHRIST....Im about to break in...
BS#2 In the fall I met a GORGEOUS guy and began dating him. It was kind of silly considering he lived 2 hours away and had no car but if you saw him you'd know why. He broke it off with me in November for absolutely no reason and I was slightly upset. I have only thought about him from time to time just trying to put it out of my mind...and yesterday who do I hear from? The myspace message dumper....he's going on and on about how he fucked up and wants me back and blah blah blah. I don't get it, why after all this time does he come back in my life to fuck everything up. I won't let him. But Im still mad....Im fucking bitter, you can't dump me and then expect it to be that easy, like Im a bitch that's just waiting. I don't think so, Im not stupid.
BS#3 I got a tattooing apprenticeship at the end of November. I tried my damnest to prove that I was able and willing. I have been eatng, sleeping and breathing tatttooing...and it's all for nothing. I still want to tattoo but the shop where I was got all dramafied and my boss is out of comission for ONE year due to injuries. I have no idea what to do. I guess I could get my portfolio around and go somewhere else, but GOD I did all that work just to start over. And he in my opinion is the best artist in my area. You will see his work when I go live...Im just like dying a little bit inside not being able to work toward my dream. And I definitely don't want to do it the wrong way...Im not just going to pick up a machine and fuck a bunch of people up if I can pay my dues and learn the right way, which is what I was doing. Ugh. What now!?
I've also...locked my keys in my car, had trials and tribulations with my internet service provider and Im a little peeved that my CCAD package has not come. It's going to come too late and I probably won't even get to go until Spring 2009....HURRY UP CCAD!!!
On another note...I got my SG package finally and received other GOOOD news that I must keep to myself for now. And I did see a kick ass show last night....We Are The Fury...glam-ish rock...makes me happy. I love to go to shows sometimes that aren't just "kill kill kill angry" metal type shit. I enjoy it, but sometimes I like to go to shows where I can "be bop" around. OHHH and Manson on Saturday! So I guess I have some good things going on...not all negative.
My appologies for all the bitching, but if anyone has any words of advice they would be greatly appreciated.
OOhh.. Havana Blog...good lord...
Bullet and I got on the road from jolly ole (where we live) and I noticed someone left a knife in my car...I was thinking "Lovely, we get pulled over with a HUGE knife, good deal"...but it ended up being quite useful when I had a momentary brain lapse and forgot that most wine you buy comes corked...cheap or not. So there I was in the car, in a dress, knifing open the bottle...how BRUTAL you're thinking aren't you? LOL It was a large bottle...but we finished it before we even got into Columbus with the assistance of McDonalds cups and straws....we are small girls...do the math...
We met up with friends and headed over to Havana...drunk already, bad idea...LOL. Oh and let me add, if you didn't already know like most of the population already does...DON'T mix red and white....I did and it led to complete and utter drunken debauchery. I would like to take a second to appologize to anyone I offended or violated... I know I was pretty silly. The night kind of fades in and out...if anyone has any recollection of what I said or did let me know...hahaha. On the way home I also slipped and feel straight backwards on my head/elbow/ass...and cried LOL
Anywho, it was really good to meet everyone in person, if I met you let me know since I probably totally forget. Im worried about the pictures a little bit...lol I probably look pretty sloppy. Oh well, overall I had a great time and can't wait to do it again...a little less DRUNK. LOL Im not a drunk I SWEAR!
Im actually really not a party type girl....I prefer to chill and paint/draw/read...you know, being productive. But no judgement to the party girls, I used to be one myself...I just don't know limits...
OOOOHHH I got my PACKAGE TODAY!!! Im so excited....I just can't wait to...well...you know.
Thanks to Salome for her insights on Limbo Girls...
GO BLOG ABOUT IT!
Bullet and I got on the road from jolly ole (where we live) and I noticed someone left a knife in my car...I was thinking "Lovely, we get pulled over with a HUGE knife, good deal"...but it ended up being quite useful when I had a momentary brain lapse and forgot that most wine you buy comes corked...cheap or not. So there I was in the car, in a dress, knifing open the bottle...how BRUTAL you're thinking aren't you? LOL It was a large bottle...but we finished it before we even got into Columbus with the assistance of McDonalds cups and straws....we are small girls...do the math...
We met up with friends and headed over to Havana...drunk already, bad idea...LOL. Oh and let me add, if you didn't already know like most of the population already does...DON'T mix red and white....I did and it led to complete and utter drunken debauchery. I would like to take a second to appologize to anyone I offended or violated...
I know I was pretty silly. The night kind of fades in and out...if anyone has any recollection of what I said or did let me know...hahaha. On the way home I also slipped and feel straight backwards on my head/elbow/ass...and cried LOLAnywho, it was really good to meet everyone in person, if I met you let me know since I probably totally forget. Im worried about the pictures a little bit...lol I probably look pretty sloppy. Oh well, overall I had a great time and can't wait to do it again...a little less DRUNK. LOL Im not a drunk I SWEAR!
Im actually really not a party type girl....I prefer to chill and paint/draw/read...you know, being productive. But no judgement to the party girls, I used to be one myself...I just don't know limits...
OOOOHHH I got my PACKAGE TODAY!!! Im so excited....I just can't wait to...well...you know.
Thanks to Salome for her insights on Limbo Girls...
GO BLOG ABOUT IT!
This blogging sh*t is f*cking addictive. I could just blog on for hours and hours...I really need to invest in a stable internet connection because as of now I am an internet whore..as in I am whoring off of whatever internet I can find. It's like crack man...lol...I get lack of internet dt's...and then when I actually get on it, good f*cking luck getting me off because I am so enveloped in the MASS amount of information it provides. And people who say "Let me check my Myspace" just craaack me up because checking your myspace will never take less than a half hour because one click leads to another, and another and before you know it you've been on the internet for 3 hours. JESUS...I could really sit on this site for hours too because there are so many neat f*cking groups!
So listen to me, I sit down to blog and all my topics completely escape me...so I suppose this is a pretty pointless f*cking blog...me blogging about how I can blog...
Oh well, maybe next time.
Countdown to Havana: 2 days
So listen to me, I sit down to blog and all my topics completely escape me...so I suppose this is a pretty pointless f*cking blog...me blogging about how I can blog...
Oh well, maybe next time.
Countdown to Havana: 2 days
This is insane. Being a Suicide Girl keeps getting more and more f'in awesome....and next week is HAVANA!! Im so excited. I had a turbulent, volatile, cuckoo banana friggin past year and this was is an amazing start to this year. Im not big on blogging but Im finding myself more and more drawn to it. I have so many thoughts about this experience so far and Im thoroughly enjoying every bit of it.
Last year was nutty...I broke off a long relationship early in the year and just went NUTS! It all began with going on tour with a band...I accidently ended up on the tour but it was a very interesting, liberating experience. All I had were the clothes on my back...which I must say were not very comfortable...I wore peep toe heels for 5 days straight. I traveled to 4 different cities over the course of the week, slept on floors, ate hardly anything and drank my mind away. I think I spent the entire month of April drunk...lol my bad. Overall it was the best and worst week of my whole year. I was all on my own, ON A TOUR with one of my favorite bands, and didn't have to answer to anyone at home....but I also began to get a little delirious from lack of food and sleep so I kind of became emotional. It sucked because I didn't have anyone to talk to really and I was miles away from home. But I couldn't really complain because I was having the time of my life...The entire experience made me realize that I can do ANYTHING I want to do and I should never ever let anyone hold me back. It kicked off a total change...I moved away from my hometown and was completely supporting myself...which was really something I had never done. It was scary and terrible at times but all the crazy experiences I had all made up for the hard times. I went to shows, galleries, took tons of road trips by myself and really just lived. I grew alot this year....
I guess it is somewhat unrealistic to live for the present, but I do just that. I just try to really LIVE, and I encourage others to do the same. So many people make excuses for their unhappy situations and I hate it. If you don't have any children....and sometimes even if you do, YOU CAN DO WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT! I just try to do what makes me happy while trying to respect others, but I am young and I don't ever want to look back on my life and say "Why didn't I ____?"...Society is trapped in their day to day and it is so unfortunate because I am a living example that you can make shit happen if you REALLY REALLY want it...
GO FORTH AND MAKE SHIT HAPPEN!
Last year was nutty...I broke off a long relationship early in the year and just went NUTS! It all began with going on tour with a band...I accidently ended up on the tour but it was a very interesting, liberating experience. All I had were the clothes on my back...which I must say were not very comfortable...I wore peep toe heels for 5 days straight. I traveled to 4 different cities over the course of the week, slept on floors, ate hardly anything and drank my mind away. I think I spent the entire month of April drunk...lol my bad. Overall it was the best and worst week of my whole year. I was all on my own, ON A TOUR with one of my favorite bands, and didn't have to answer to anyone at home....but I also began to get a little delirious from lack of food and sleep so I kind of became emotional. It sucked because I didn't have anyone to talk to really and I was miles away from home. But I couldn't really complain because I was having the time of my life...The entire experience made me realize that I can do ANYTHING I want to do and I should never ever let anyone hold me back. It kicked off a total change...I moved away from my hometown and was completely supporting myself...which was really something I had never done. It was scary and terrible at times but all the crazy experiences I had all made up for the hard times. I went to shows, galleries, took tons of road trips by myself and really just lived. I grew alot this year....
I guess it is somewhat unrealistic to live for the present, but I do just that. I just try to really LIVE, and I encourage others to do the same. So many people make excuses for their unhappy situations and I hate it. If you don't have any children....and sometimes even if you do, YOU CAN DO WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT! I just try to do what makes me happy while trying to respect others, but I am young and I don't ever want to look back on my life and say "Why didn't I ____?"...Society is trapped in their day to day and it is so unfortunate because I am a living example that you can make shit happen if you REALLY REALLY want it...
GO FORTH AND MAKE SHIT HAPPEN!
I was rethinking the whole blog thing....
I feel a little silly having mad so much mention of VAG...but it is enjoyable. Being a Suicide Girl is quite a whirlwind f'in experience...the entire process feels like eternity, but Im sure the juice is worth the squeeze.
2008 dance party....dot com
I feel a little silly having mad so much mention of VAG...but it is enjoyable. Being a Suicide Girl is quite a whirlwind f'in experience...the entire process feels like eternity, but Im sure the juice is worth the squeeze.
2008 dance party....dot com
I heart VAG.
I mean I really really do. I am very amused by different names for the vagina. I could quite possibly laugh for hours at the prospect of creating new names for VAGINA. I believe there is a website with all the different names....I should look that up. I will try to link it when I find it...because Im sure there are others out there that enjoy vagina names...
Leave some vagina psuedonyms....
This is a good first blog isn't it?....hahaha.
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I mean I really really do. I am very amused by different names for the vagina. I could quite possibly laugh for hours at the prospect of creating new names for VAGINA. I believe there is a website with all the different names....I should look that up. I will try to link it when I find it...because Im sure there are others out there that enjoy vagina names...
Leave some vagina psuedonyms....
This is a good first blog isn't it?....hahaha.
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