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FEBRUARY 23, 2010 @ 05:21 PM


My life is a mess. My boyfriend broke up with me, because I'm nuts. I also had my first psychiatrist appointment today, and he was concerned enough to rearrange his schedule so that I can come back tomorrow. I'm super anxious about the whole thing. I'm squandering my life and pushing people away, I really just can't take it anymore. I'm also consider archiving. I'm not so sure about a lot of things in my life anymore, SG included. xoxozoom imagezoom imagezoom image

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The_Alpha_Jan

The_Alpha_Jan

Palm Bay, FL
October 2009

FEB 24, 2010 06:15 PM

It's just one of those common mid-life crisis which you will experience but this is a mini-crisis. When the real mid-life crisis hits, you'll know so don't worry much on it.

Every decision is up to you so if you decide to archive, then I am happy for you if that is what you truly want. Even if you say you don't want to do it AND you do it, well that is what you truly wanted to do.

All I can say is that you are guaranteed one life to live so live it right, live it well, and live it free and true to you. Wherever you take life, it is what you wanted deep down inside.

Vallen

Vallen

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

FEB 24, 2010 06:50 PM

hope things get better for you doll. i would hate to see u go. cheer up.

Teva

Teva

HOPEFUL

Atlanta, GA

FEB 24, 2010 11:16 PM

frown I'm sorry to hear that, I hope things work out and get better for you kiss

Turbulence

Turbulence

Austria
November 2005

FEB 25, 2010 12:28 AM

all the best to you! *hug*

Feyne

Feyne

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

FEB 25, 2010 12:49 AM

Sorry to hear that..
I hope it will all get better soon. Take some time for yourself Vice, it's important to sort things out once and for all when you're feeling unsure about things.

Oh8lueEyes

Oh8lueEyes

Denmark
October 2009

FEB 25, 2010 03:10 AM

Do what's best for you!

Parish

Parish

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

FEB 25, 2010 07:38 AM

I hope things start to look up for you, pretty lady. Hang in there.kiss

Gonzilla

Gonzilla

Fresno, CA
March 2009

FEB 25, 2010 10:27 AM

it'll all get better. you cant leave. you are too awesome on here!

Silence01

Silence01

Denver, CO
August 2007

FEB 25, 2010 01:34 PM

What? Who isn't nuts in one way or another. Just give it time and I sure everything will turn out ok. smile

Trixie

Trixie

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

FEB 25, 2010 04:28 PM

I know this doesn't help but you are my number one girl crush and you can always fly to Portland and I will feed you donuts and whiskey and be nice to you.

How's that for creepy? But I totally would. blush

I've had a fair share of break ups due to my craziness. Don't forget to take into account that relationships are always, no matter what, 50-50. That's what therapy has taught me. It wasn't all you. It was partly him. The other thing I learned in therapy is that mentally healthy people are not drawn to crazy ones naturally. We attract people the same amount of nutty as usually. He may have just been nutty in a different way. Take care, darlin.

augie23

augie23

Chicago, IL
August 2009

FEB 26, 2010 11:23 PM

Trust me,I went through three shrinks by age 16, they don't fucking work!
kiss

Rubix

Rubix

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

FEB 27, 2010 06:04 AM

hang in there- supposedly these situations make you stronger! smile

i send all my love!!

glitch23

glitch23

United Kingdom
May 2009

FEB 27, 2010 07:20 AM

What's crazy to one person is just eccentric to another my dear. Have faith!

AhmiAmor

AhmiAmor

Littleton, CO
February 2007

FEB 27, 2010 07:13 PM

Wanna go to Alaska?

Shadowblade

Shadowblade

Australia
September 2009

FEB 28, 2010 06:40 AM

hmmm, you sound like you have your fair share of problems, considering all the connections that you have here on SG including the "cheer up squad" it would seem a bad idea to go archive at this point.

Firstly, it sucks that your BF has dumped you, but, if he cannot deal with one issue, what is the chance that he is going to be able to deal with another down the track? Disaster can be wonderful in a way in regards to relationships cause it can show the real depth of the commitment and he, frankly, missed that boat.

secondly, considering you have gone to a psychiatrist on your own initiative means you have made the first step to getting on the mend, just don't worry too much... (believe me, it never helps and you end up feeling emotionally like crap afterwards).

thirdly, and I will empathise this, everyone is crazy in some way shape or form. I am currently studying Psychology at the moment and one the key things that you learn when you study psychology is when reading the DSM IV manual (that is the book of the mental conditions there are), you tend to find conditions that sound EXACTLY like you. This does not mean you are crazy, it only becomes so IF that condition is affecting your daily life and how you deal with it. It is NORMAL to question where you are in life and what you are doing. Use the time constructively and you will find your way.

Finally, despite that most of SG would miss you, I would be confident to say that everyone here would back you up 100% in what you decide to do.

remember, when climbing a mountain it seems really hard, but, making it to the summit makes it all worth it in the end.

stay awesome.biggrin

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