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FEBRUARY 23, 2010 @ 05:21 PM


My life is a mess. My boyfriend broke up with me, because I'm nuts. I also had my first psychiatrist appointment today, and he was concerned enough to rearrange his schedule so that I can come back tomorrow. I'm super anxious about the whole thing. I'm squandering my life and pushing people away, I really just can't take it anymore. I'm also consider archiving. I'm not so sure about a lot of things in my life anymore, SG included. xoxozoom imagezoom imagezoom image

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Bob

Bob

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

FEB 23, 2010 05:24 PM

Aw, if there's anything I can do to help you out lady, let me know. We're here for you.

Alissa

Alissa

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

FEB 23, 2010 05:28 PM

frown Hope your okay lady, and still hope to see you either way when I come through Colorado!
Miss your beautiful face!

PinnStripe

PinnStripe

Chantilly, VA
March 2008

FEB 23, 2010 05:32 PM

Hugs .. Hope everything works out.. Take some time for yourself to help things fall into place.. <3

MutantBaby1

MutantBaby1

I'm lost
March 2009

FEB 23, 2010 05:36 PM

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mile1423

mile1423

USA
October 2009

FEB 23, 2010 05:38 PM

Oh, I hope you are feeling better! blushkiss

Kryptik

Kryptik

HOPEFUL

USA

FEB 23, 2010 05:38 PM

*hugs* sorry to hear all this

Leib_

Leib_

I'm lost
July 2008

FEB 23, 2010 05:39 PM

This is coming from someone who has been in counseling & psychiatric care practically my whole life. I don't know a single person on this planet who hasn't been lost at one point or another. I've definitely had my up and downs in life. The important thing is to know you can breathe (if you know what I mean). The moment you start feeling like you can't just sit down/lay down do whatever take that moment and just metaphorically or actually BREATHE. No matter what anyone else says you are important and YOU need to take care of YOURSELF before you can emotionally take care/support anyone else. It's important to understand this and adapt it to how you behave as a person. If someone can't be there for you and hold your hand during times of need they don't deserve you.

I just had surgery and am a little effed up on norco so forgive me for the ramble. I hope it makes sense...

Seffy

Seffy

I'm lost
December 2008

FEB 23, 2010 05:39 PM

Gosh, I do hope seeing the doc helps you out. Sounds like times are tough for you.
Many hugs.x

Pia

Pia

SUICIDEGIRL

Chile

FEB 23, 2010 05:40 PM

Hugs kiss

dinalu

dinalu

United Kingdom
February 2010

FEB 23, 2010 05:44 PM

hi...although nobody can rly kno wat ur going through as every1 is diffrent i can kind of relate,,,,ive recently had to c a pshyric nurse an was almost edmitted t a psyatric ward but my brother was already there so i had to stay at home under 24 care....i kno somtimes that bad can overtake the good....more so these days than anything!! 1 of the things i was told to do is to pick one postive thing that has happened to u each day...i can start u off....ur pictures are absolutily stunning, u are extremly beautiful and have alot of fans on here,,,,so many people want to c u turn it around.....i hope everything works out for you!!! xxxx

usedupfool

usedupfool

Massillon, OH
May 2008

FEB 23, 2010 05:54 PM

If Id go and speak to a counselor I'm fairly certain they'd lock me in a cage and throw away the key. At least your taking initiative and doing something about what's going on in your life. That's a positive way to handle things.

xHIGHONLIFEx

xHIGHONLIFEx

San Diego, CA
July 2009

FEB 23, 2010 06:02 PM

Ouch... Sounds pretty rough... At least you're seeking help which shows you're willing to help yourself... Not many people are that willing.... Stay strong and hope you feel better yo! *virtual High Five*

Lainey

Lainey

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

FEB 23, 2010 06:03 PM

I really hope you are not thinking about leaving SG! You would be greatly missed around these parts<3

Spoon_

Spoon_

Columbus, OH
October 2008

FEB 23, 2010 06:15 PM

Hope things get better *hug*

bennie2069

bennie2069

Dallas, TX
September 2009

FEB 23, 2010 06:16 PM

Ah, we've all had times were everything seemed to spiral out of control. Give yourself some time and you'll fig things out!

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