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NOVEMBER 17, 2011 @ 06:36 PM


Hola!



My last blog entry didn't have any words, so here's some words... and maybe also pictures.

I know my blog entries are super sparse and not overly informative, but I really want to be writing more in life, so I'm going to try to not be super shy, k? Its funny because I'm not shy about being naked on the internet, my thoughts on the other hand... that's private stuff ahaha...

So I think I didn't mention in my last entry (being that it was only pictures) that I am taking Electrical Engineering Technology at school! I started in september smile It had been a goal of mine since back in 2009 when I first started trade school in BC, I quickly realized that I wanted to do something more challenging (and that I really loved math!). So I am in my first semester at Red River College in Winnipeg and everything is math! My first semester consists mainly of Pre-Calculus, Physics, Digital Logic, DC Circuits, and PC Applications, and there's so much math in everything! My final exams for the semester are 4 weeks away and I feel awesome about them. This week I even started tutoring smile

Also my campus is pretty neat.





I had Mike visit from BC for 10 bliss filled days of distraction at the end of October! Soooo nice! Maybe he will move here, but I guess I don't know. It's always damn hard getting used to being by myself again after we part ways, but I feel like I'm getting better at it. It'd be nice if we can live in the same place sometime soon, but either way I feel super fortunate to have such an amazing boyfriend, and its really nice to be with someone who can function and pursue their own goals without me around. And he has a fine mustache.



On that note. I fucking love November.

I am moving at the end of the month! For the fourth time in four months, such a pain in the ass! Who would have thought it would be so difficult to find a living situation that is affordable, decently quiet, respectful, and drama free. My soon to be new roommates seem chill, fingers crossed. The apartment is much closer to school than where I am now.

Maybe this will be the winter that I don't stop riding my bike. Though I must say riding in -14c (that's 6.8 fahrenheit) against the wind wasn't fun yesterday, and it is only going to get colder.

Still no new set... I do want to do one, but the last one didn't even make it to member review, so understandably I am hesitant to take the time...

Someone asked me to make a video with me speaking, because they were curious about what my voice sounds like... I am still working on my shyness.

I have been thinking about tumblr lately. I have one but I don't really use it. Do you have one? I would like to see it.

photo-dump-on-your-face



<3

Comments
ron4164

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA
January 2007

NOV 17, 2011 07:37 PM

eeek You wore a red shirt!!!
Nice you're doing good in school.
Hope the move isn't so bad.
Take care, and don't freeze on your bike! kiss kiss love

softnsweet

softnsweet

I'm lost
June 2003

NOV 17, 2011 08:45 PM

nice pics but I can't say much encouraging about riding your bike in cold.

Zebrah

Zebrah

HOPEFUL

Columbus, OH

NOV 17, 2011 08:48 PM

wow looks like uve been doing alot and oh so much moving! hope the move is easy though! and have fun in ur new home! love all of the pix

Arethusa

Arethusa

South Africa
April 2011

NOV 18, 2011 05:26 AM

Woahhh how rad is that. We must be long lost twins. Hehe

rpg

rpg

Regina, SK
April 2005

NOV 18, 2011 06:20 AM

congrats on going to school, that's great news! I haven't been to Winnipeg in a long time but it's definitely as cold as Regina, if not colder, so you're very brave riding your bike in the winter.

Shooting a set for SG these days is a huge huge huge commitment, not just for the model (hair, makeup, location, etc), but the standards for the photography is 10x higher than it was even a few years ago. I've had a couple of girls ask me to shoot an SG set for them and I honestly don't think I'm a good enough photographer to make it worthwhile to even try.

Diessel

Diessel

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

NOV 18, 2011 08:38 PM

its cool hear more about you! kiss

Cheikh

Cheikh

Canada
February 2010

NOV 18, 2011 08:42 PM

your sparse, scattered blog posts are one of the few reasons to stick around SG, glad to see you're still around and doing fine!

Viking

Viking

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

NOV 19, 2011 02:17 PM

heyhey, i'm a long time vesper fan. you were my fave when i joined although dont worry, im never gonna become a creeper, i am too lazy!!! just wanna say, yeah, movember rocks for tash-tastic times. if you ever wanna visit the uk i'll put you up and show you round, and my friend and housemate is an amazing firehooper, so im sure you 2 would get on great. your school looks awesome. i'm a shy one too, and couldnt work up the courage to do a video. but hey ho. i agree with you on the its fine to be naked but its hard to share all your inner thoughts thing! i'm with you on that. why is that??? maybe other people put too much emphasis on the importance of nudity, and really its not so scary or not so revealing as people think. anyway, rock on xxx

Sykosis

Sykosis

East Rockaway, NY
June 2006

DEC 12, 2011 06:53 PM

Shyness can be a real bitch. I've come a long way myself. My friends had to drag me out to a night club a few years ago to break my ice.

Abeille

Abeille

HOPEFUL

Miramichi, NB

DEC 13, 2011 05:42 PM

Hey, I don't care how your last set did, your still adorable! I'm glad your going to school for something your interested in smile I took life drawing class and while I was there I learned besides how to draw..that nudity isn't necessarily sexual. I think its natural to feel that exposing your thoughts or yourself artistically makes you feel more vulnerable. If you choose to share more of yourself on this blog, I'll be here to smile at your bravery. Good luck in your battle against shyness my friend.

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