PICS
Good things:
+the move is finally over. You can see the last thing we did to my old bathroom here
+I finally found the articles for my seminaire I'll have to write by next wednesday. I love studying but wish I were a little less perfectionist.
+burlesque ♥
+All the wonderful and meaningful comments on my latest set ♥
+I love the fact that tags are no more anonymous, yay!
+New set ideas
Neutral
*still waiting my MR set to be bought
*I'm a bit worried to send in new stuff
*the inability of the internet people to understand a) the meaning of tagging system (not just here, I hate unuseful LJ-tags, tagging your coffee mug as a person in FB, etc - I'm a bit autistic when it comes to proper use of a system) b) "I tagged 'bum' on set X and now it has someone else's name next to it, OH MY GOD WHAT IS THIS???!" *head -> desk*
*my inability to understand less tech savvy people
Negative
-Tiredness
-Too much things to do in a short period of time
-Need to find a new job or find the courage to sell myself as a freelancer (we Finns tend to be bad at giving praise to ourselves)
-Need to pay some student benefits back and don't have the money because of the move
Well, at least I have a nice home to be poor in.
Well, I'll try to stay focused on the good things like free weekend to make good food and take pics, my new baby (Cherry's old Sigma) I'm in love with and my kick-ass MR set which I leave behind the spoilers
+the move is finally over. You can see the last thing we did to my old bathroom here
+I finally found the articles for my seminaire I'll have to write by next wednesday. I love studying but wish I were a little less perfectionist.
+burlesque ♥
+All the wonderful and meaningful comments on my latest set ♥
+I love the fact that tags are no more anonymous, yay!
+New set ideas
Neutral
*still waiting my MR set to be bought
*I'm a bit worried to send in new stuff
*the inability of the internet people to understand a) the meaning of tagging system (not just here, I hate unuseful LJ-tags, tagging your coffee mug as a person in FB, etc - I'm a bit autistic when it comes to proper use of a system) b) "I tagged 'bum' on set X and now it has someone else's name next to it, OH MY GOD WHAT IS THIS???!" *head -> desk*
*my inability to understand less tech savvy people
Negative
-Tiredness
-Too much things to do in a short period of time
-Need to find a new job or find the courage to sell myself as a freelancer (we Finns tend to be bad at giving praise to ourselves)
-Need to pay some student benefits back and don't have the money because of the move
Well, at least I have a nice home to be poor in.Well, I'll try to stay focused on the good things like free weekend to make good food and take pics, my new baby (Cherry's old Sigma) I'm in love with and my kick-ass MR set which I leave behind the spoilers
ps. I'm making myself a cartfly store on https://venlation.cartfly.com/ and will be putting more prints there. I know the prices are a bit high compared to US girls but the posting is included and would be around $10 to most of the countries. If you are interested in buying a print from my Zivity set (joining is still free) just email me the # of the pics 
Please welcome my new set, Water by Miranda to the site. It was the last thing shot in my old apartment because I felt like not using that incredibly hideous bathroom would have been an insult of some sort.
It is inspired by my love for old scool fetish photography, film noir and early studies on dissatsfied women in suburbs. Dedicated to Betty Friedan's The Feminine Mystique, this set explores one way of coping with the problem with no name.
I love to see how my visions evolve when working with someone and bring out results that exceed the original idea and bring out something extraordinary.
I'm extremely satisfied how this set came out and pleased to be able to share our work with you.
Love,
Venla
It is inspired by my love for old scool fetish photography, film noir and early studies on dissatsfied women in suburbs. Dedicated to Betty Friedan's The Feminine Mystique, this set explores one way of coping with the problem with no name.
I love to see how my visions evolve when working with someone and bring out results that exceed the original idea and bring out something extraordinary.
I'm extremely satisfied how this set came out and pleased to be able to share our work with you.
Love,
Venla
What was the first thing I did after moving to my new home?
Found a free WLAN that worked only around the kitchen window and resumed my IRC screen
ps.
Remember to vote for me in Zivity -joining is free
Found a free WLAN that worked only around the kitchen window and resumed my IRC screen
ps.
Remember to vote for me in Zivity -joining is free
I think I might be naked on the Internet again 
Join Zivity for free to see the whole set and cast a vote or two for me
I'll be selling prints from that set too, send me a message to Venlation@gmail.com for more information.
xx
Join Zivity for free to see the whole set and cast a vote or two for me
I'll be selling prints from that set too, send me a message to Venlation@gmail.com for more information.
xx
Print update! ♥
I'm moving into a new apartment and to pay for the move I'm offering prints from the entire set Reflections
Message me on SG or to Venlation@gmail.com with your address, the # and size of the prints and whether you want to have them glossy or matte. If you wish to have the prints signed or personalized just let me know ^^ For example, this one http://img.suicidegirls.com/media/girls/Venla/photos/%20%20reflections/05.jpg is pic number 5.
All the pics come without the watermark.
The prices include worldwide shipping and if you order more than 2, I'll offer a special discount
If you are interested in pics from my journal, ask me since I'm able to print most of them up to 10x8"
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The beginning of this year has been like starting a new book you have never heard of nor have idea what it is about but have a nice feeling that it'll be a good one.
I must admit that my perfectionism affects my life too much - for example I've been unable to answer my messages or comments here because a) I feel like I can't come up with anything interesting to say and b) English isn't my mother tongue so I feel a bit crippled with my communication. I shouldn't try so hard and just do things instead but it's easier to say than to do
Things I'm looking forward to this year
*my burlesque troupe's shows
*studying and taking some really interesting courses
*hoping to finally travel to US
*photographing
I'm moving into a new apartment and to pay for the move I'm offering prints from the entire set Reflections
Message me on SG or to Venlation@gmail.com with your address, the # and size of the prints and whether you want to have them glossy or matte. If you wish to have the prints signed or personalized just let me know ^^ For example, this one http://img.suicidegirls.com/media/girls/Venla/photos/%20%20reflections/05.jpg is pic number 5.
All the pics come without the watermark.
The prices include worldwide shipping and if you order more than 2, I'll offer a special discount
If you are interested in pics from my journal, ask me since I'm able to print most of them up to 10x8"
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The beginning of this year has been like starting a new book you have never heard of nor have idea what it is about but have a nice feeling that it'll be a good one.
I must admit that my perfectionism affects my life too much - for example I've been unable to answer my messages or comments here because a) I feel like I can't come up with anything interesting to say and b) English isn't my mother tongue so I feel a bit crippled with my communication. I shouldn't try so hard and just do things instead but it's easier to say than to do
Things I'm looking forward to this year
*my burlesque troupe's shows
*studying and taking some really interesting courses
*hoping to finally travel to US
*photographing
The beginning of this year has been like starting a new book you have never heard of nor have idea what it is about but have a nice feeling that it'll be a good one.
I must admit that my perfectionism affects my life too much - for example I've been unable to answer my messages or comments here because a) I feel like I can't come up with anything interesting to say and b) English isn't my mother tongue so I feel a bit crippled with my communication. I shouldn't try so hard and just do things instead but it's easier to say than to do
Things I'm looking forward to this year
*my burlesque troupe's shows
*studying and taking some really interesting courses
*hoping to finally travel to US
*photographing
I'm also moving into a new apartment and will be selling prints from my set Reflections to pay for the move.
Message me on SG or to Venlation@gmail.com with your address, the # and size of the prints and whether you want to have them glossy or matte. If you wish to have the prints signed or personalized just let me know ^^
All prices include worldwide shipping and if you order more than 2, I'll offer a special discount
Next year I'll ask santa some storage where I can put my boobs when I wish to wear pretty things like this. Or maybe someone making pretty things for us weirdly shaped girls. When one has 8" difference between breast and chest, it's amazingly hard to try to find anything with fitting with cups. Or at least things that don't give you four boobs
Sawa's new set made me remember how much I love latex ...and how hard it is to find latex dresses and corsets for curvy girls.
*yawn* Some more tea for me, midwinter, even though now the sun shines a few minutes more every day, makes me so sleepy... zzz.....
Sawa's new set made me remember how much I love latex ...and how hard it is to find latex dresses and corsets for curvy girls.
*yawn* Some more tea for me, midwinter, even though now the sun shines a few minutes more every day, makes me so sleepy... zzz.....
Lately I've been mostly up to this
I finished my, um, fift? paper today and won't have to write anything except for a small and informal report before January. Yay! Weirdly the relief makes me want to clean my house and go to a gym instead of doing normal post-stress stuff like sleeping for days and watching movies
I haven't had much time to spend in here for a few months, sorry for that. Have to say i haven't had time for anything else either.
I went to see a play a few weeks ago, one of my rare free nights. The set was made to reseble a pre-WWII era bar and the actors wandered among the audience who were sipping red wine as if they were customers in the bar. I loved it. ♥
But mostly I've just been sitting here with my books and I actually love it too. I've realized I'm easily fascinated by almost any kind of information, whether it be about the history of music or astrophysics. Of course I have my favourites among social sciences and cultural studies, but at times I wish I could achieve the the genius and knowledge of a Donna universale (and now I wish I could inflect latin).
But since it's my first free weekend in a while, I'll spoil myself with really suspicious and vicious thins like
...getting to know Northrend and WotLK content (and hopefully raiding too)
...and knit in candlelight
I finished my, um, fift? paper today and won't have to write anything except for a small and informal report before January. Yay! Weirdly the relief makes me want to clean my house and go to a gym instead of doing normal post-stress stuff like sleeping for days and watching movies
I haven't had much time to spend in here for a few months, sorry for that. Have to say i haven't had time for anything else either.
I went to see a play a few weeks ago, one of my rare free nights. The set was made to reseble a pre-WWII era bar and the actors wandered among the audience who were sipping red wine as if they were customers in the bar. I loved it. ♥
But mostly I've just been sitting here with my books and I actually love it too. I've realized I'm easily fascinated by almost any kind of information, whether it be about the history of music or astrophysics. Of course I have my favourites among social sciences and cultural studies, but at times I wish I could achieve the the genius and knowledge of a Donna universale (and now I wish I could inflect latin).
But since it's my first free weekend in a while, I'll spoil myself with really suspicious and vicious thins like
...getting to know Northrend and WotLK content (and hopefully raiding too)
...and knit in candlelight
It seems that my set "Reflections" made it front page 
Really happy to make my comeback with lovely miss AnnaLee and her amazing set, Shimmer
Thank you all for your comments and feedback that made it go live -I know it's not the most original set or as creative as some of my older ones. But I wanted my first set in two years to be simple, intimate and truthful.
And since I know it is going to allure certain type of comments I'll post the answers even though most of the anonymous taggers and myspace flamers don't read the blogs
...yes, I'm aware of the fact that I'm not size 0 nor do I look like a blow-up doll. There are plenty of sites to suit those fantasies. No need to pay monthly fee for self-defined sets if you wish to have yours served in a more normative manner.
...no, I am not interested in your opininions about my body shape, hair or art. Ref. prevorious statement.
...and since this is the site where women choose to present themselves in the way they like to, I'm not interested in your posing advice either. You don't need to tell me that the set lacks of pussy shoots, I'm sort-of aware of that too, being the model, photographer and -shopper.
More about the choice not to airbrush my skin from my prevorious blog
Really happy to make my comeback with lovely miss AnnaLee and her amazing set, ShimmerThank you all for your comments and feedback that made it go live -I know it's not the most original set or as creative as some of my older ones. But I wanted my first set in two years to be simple, intimate and truthful.
And since I know it is going to allure certain type of comments I'll post the answers even though most of the anonymous taggers and myspace flamers don't read the blogs
...yes, I'm aware of the fact that I'm not size 0 nor do I look like a blow-up doll. There are plenty of sites to suit those fantasies. No need to pay monthly fee for self-defined sets if you wish to have yours served in a more normative manner.
...no, I am not interested in your opininions about my body shape, hair or art. Ref. prevorious statement.
...and since this is the site where women choose to present themselves in the way they like to, I'm not interested in your posing advice either. You don't need to tell me that the set lacks of pussy shoots, I'm sort-of aware of that too, being the model, photographer and -shopper.
More about the choice not to airbrush my skin from my prevorious blog
Too bad I'm not into fighting on the Internet anymore, would like to question some people's reasons and reasoning. Calling girls chubby, ugly or picking on their personal features is a way to control them, showing them their place, making sure they will be crying over unrealistic ideals instead of fulfilling their own fantasies. Luckily those comments don't have such a big effect on me anymore since I've long since realized the connections between power and beauty ideals but I cannot help myself thinking how will they affect someone else with same features but less feminist rage?
And at times I just wish people wouldn't complain about not getting hamburgers when they voluntarily venture into a sushi bar
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On other news, got to see Front 242 at Alternative party, a demoparty/digital culture festival last friday. The theme was steampunk and despite the fact I didn't have the time to get myself a full Victorian outfit, I was pretty happy with what I found in my closet
The corset fit surprisingly well though I haven't been tight lacing in years.
It's autumn. That means loads of work. I'll need to read two books, around ten articles and write a few essays, seminaire papers etc. within a few weeks. So I'm really sorry for not being able to answer all your comments right away, but I'll be back soon
In the meantime, take a look at these sets in member review
Miranda - Heavenly Creature by me
Korento - Ordeal by Roses by me
and
Lumiere - Liberty by Cherry ♥
They are all great and these girls truly deserve to have new sets. They are from the time MR sets didn't show on front page so I think many of you might have missed them.
But off to work it is, many pages of surrogate decision making to read now.
p.s. sexy feminist might be my favourite tag, ever
And suddenly I realize, I will never be perceived as the intelligent one. Too full, I become marked by my figure, becoming one with feminine excess, bodily sensations and overflown boundaries. When the ideals of art, intelligence and humanity are determined by the norms echoing from The Enlightenment, I too become cut off like millions of women before me. Refusing to adapt myself into your prejudice, I shall not cut off any parts of myself. Just keep breathing. Just keep doing what I want to. Understand it or not.
