Tanz mit Laibach!

Wir tanzen Ado Hinkel
Benzino Napoloni
Wir tanzen Schiekelgrueber
Und tanzen mit Maitreya
Mit Totalitarismus
Und mit Demokratie
Wir tanzen mit Fascismus
Und roter Anarchie

Eins, zwei, drei, vier
Kammerad, komm tanz mit mir

Too bad I don't speak German. But I can always tanz it

This is how I feel today:


Off to study.

ps. I got the strangest spam today "U are Stupid Dumbass If U Pay Retail Price For Softwares hot save persons" Wtf?

Tomorrow it's the autumnal equinox. If I wasn't this stressed I'd make some bread, spicy cakes and celebrate the turning of the wheel of life. Winter is coming soon and the trees will turn red and yellow any day. Just before the fallow season everything breaks into colours.

I'm feeling a bit gloomy again - or more like restless. My nights are full of vivid dreams and mornings come with strange feeling of longing. I sould take a walk in the woods again and see if there are any faeries.

hibiscus head-in a flower bed
a finger hewn-planted and sewn

oh magic in her hands-she could make anything grow
magic in her hands - she had green fingers

I'd love to listen to Siouxsie and the Banshees playing loudly in my room but since it's already midnight, I'll dance a silent nocturnal dance alone.


Rat kiss from a friend - unfortunately he is not mine

I just realized that all of the pictures in my misc folder are taken by me except for the glimpse from a ex-tempore set, the sneakily taken one and the playgirl pictures. Strange. Maybe I should think about shooting an actual set by myself

I'm living in the wrong time zone - the sets of the day change at 5pm. I want new hot chicks with my breakfast tea! *sniffle* Thank Goddes for the existing sets

All of you guys are sleeping 'till it's evening in here - and I'm having sweet dreams when everything happens. (what everything?)

So I kinda spend my spare time surfing around and sometimes I even do something useful. Lately I've been exploring my 2nd HD and found some really interesting stuff Today I found an old picture of me. Now I see why some people tell me I look like a doll *g*



I just drank cocoa and read an interesting article about death sentences and the academic study of law

(01:58 am - +0300 GMT)

Weekend is over and I should (again) be sleeping. Oops. I'm a nocturnal creature, can't help it.

Wishlist is bad. It makes me actually to want some of those things. Unfortunately I'm not able to get a credit card - in Finland you must have a regular job before they'll give you one. Not being able to shop with credit card has made me terribly angry with my desire to Lip Service clothing. *sniffle*
I want those pretty things!

I guess I'll just have to make friends with the sewing-machine. Or find someone willing to lend me his/her Visa.

btw, I almost died laughing when I was told that private detective is also 'private dick'
Language is fun.

I've started to write again - making articles and essays and enjoying the art of words. The next thing I'll do may be learning to write other languages since there is a huge cap between my English skills and ability to express myself in Finnish. I'd love to charm you with my words

Had the stangest dreams last night - being a double agent and fighting the bad guys. Blowed up a truck and destroyed a great deal of stuff. Also verbally humiliated those immoral people. I totally rocked.

When I grow up I want to join the world saving secret troops. Our mission will be to stop the trafficking in women and children, preclude violence and save the planet. Going to rescue everyone. Kick some ass.


Smiling pervert

I just made a pancake - I'm only a moderate cook but when it comes to baking, I'm your woman.

I love making spicy cakes and putting a lot of cheese into salty things. Actually I put lots of cheese into everything

Weekend is almost over - it will soon be midnight. I'd love to take a walk in the dim streets. The moon is old, almost dark. Feeling a bit queasy and slightly depressed. Maybe I'll read a few short stories by Lovecraft before going to sleep.
Good night!


Gloomy evening

Slept till noon and had the most hideous shopping experience.

I wanted to find a black hoodie or a sweater. Simple, I thought.

How hard is it to make a hoodie? Or a sweater? A plain black piece of clothing. Must be hard I concluded after seeing all the purple and grey and green ones - not to mention the black ones with crappy prints on them. Aaarrgh!

If want a shirt with print I'll buy a band shirt. Or a shirt with cool slogan meaning something - like this one. Or something from Mentalwear.
Not some wannabe-clever meaningless quotes or non-existent university's logo.

Of course Miskatonic University exists - what were you thinking?

I guess I'll just have to make the rest of my garment by myself too - I won't find a thing in stores. I wish I could sew a bra - they are sooo expensive in lingerie boutiques and I won't fit in those sold in normal stores *sigh*

Must get some sleep now - been also semi-playing Half-Life