I am so sorry. I failed to see the broken-ness of your heart. I know that feeling all too well. I am recently single after an 8 year relationship. Of which i was married for almost 3. Never saw it coming. again i apologize. I wouldn't wish this feeling on anyone.
I am thankful for your concern. And @illbethe_hyena I hope things look up for you also. See it as an opportunity to explore what's inside of you. Sometimes loneliness is the best way to figure your life out.