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The JVLC ladies survived another holiday together! It was lots of fun and a pleasure to have all these beautiful ladies in my home.
This is the last time I saw Britain, needless to say I dont want to return in September:
as we flew over Europe we crossed the mountains, my geography is terrible so I couldnt tell you which, but they look so beautiful with the snowy peaks and blue skies
the local beach is called Ghar Lapsi, the locals really didnt know what to make of 10 tattooed ladies invading, needless to say we got alot of attention on the holiday, Malta isnt the most hip country and we stood out!
We got a flat tyre on the way home too, I'm usually the first to laugh when things like that happen but I kept quiet whilst Team Fiat changed it as I have no idea how to!
We visited Mdina, the Silent City, there is no cars allowed inside the city walls and it used to be compulsary to be quiet and reverent, but that seems to have been forgotten which made me sad.
this is some sort of fossil on a plinth
We went to St Pauls catacombs, which were kinda cool but scared the bejeesus out of me, especially because of all the tiny little spaces cut of for the childrens bodies. Basically, if you dont know, this was a whole network of underground rooms where the catholics had to hide out and so they placed their dead in holes in the walls, its also where St Paul spent several months living when he was shipwrecked. The were all carved out by hand, and the fuller they got with bodies the more they had to squeeze them in. I had a terrifying experience as it was dark down there and I turned around thinking i was facing the passage but really I had my face right up close to a wall and I swear I saw a fucking childs face and I had to leave, it made me sad
back outside it was much more pleasant, this is the girls Clariss, Kit, Disco, Benten, Sky, Dixy, Ilsa, Fatal
We went to the Chilli Beach festival, the Azure Window, the Blue Lagoon and the last pub Oliver Reed drank in as he died there during the filming Gladiator, Kamikaze was happy for her draft Guiness
Look at the old HMV sign still hanging in Valetta!
Last but not least..........
I miss them all already and I really had an amazing week, I'm all alone here now and the first night I didnt sleep because my house looks like the fucking catacombs and I was terrified!
Bunnypudding will be here soon and I cant wait coz I've missed my little snuffalufagus.
Tx
This is the last time I saw Britain, needless to say I dont want to return in September:
as we flew over Europe we crossed the mountains, my geography is terrible so I couldnt tell you which, but they look so beautiful with the snowy peaks and blue skies
the local beach is called Ghar Lapsi, the locals really didnt know what to make of 10 tattooed ladies invading, needless to say we got alot of attention on the holiday, Malta isnt the most hip country and we stood out!
We got a flat tyre on the way home too, I'm usually the first to laugh when things like that happen but I kept quiet whilst Team Fiat changed it as I have no idea how to!
We visited Mdina, the Silent City, there is no cars allowed inside the city walls and it used to be compulsary to be quiet and reverent, but that seems to have been forgotten which made me sad.
this is some sort of fossil on a plinth
We went to St Pauls catacombs, which were kinda cool but scared the bejeesus out of me, especially because of all the tiny little spaces cut of for the childrens bodies. Basically, if you dont know, this was a whole network of underground rooms where the catholics had to hide out and so they placed their dead in holes in the walls, its also where St Paul spent several months living when he was shipwrecked. The were all carved out by hand, and the fuller they got with bodies the more they had to squeeze them in. I had a terrifying experience as it was dark down there and I turned around thinking i was facing the passage but really I had my face right up close to a wall and I swear I saw a fucking childs face and I had to leave, it made me sad
back outside it was much more pleasant, this is the girls Clariss, Kit, Disco, Benten, Sky, Dixy, Ilsa, Fatal
We went to the Chilli Beach festival, the Azure Window, the Blue Lagoon and the last pub Oliver Reed drank in as he died there during the filming Gladiator, Kamikaze was happy for her draft Guiness
Look at the old HMV sign still hanging in Valetta!
Last but not least..........
I miss them all already and I really had an amazing week, I'm all alone here now and the first night I didnt sleep because my house looks like the fucking catacombs and I was terrified!
Bunnypudding will be here soon and I cant wait coz I've missed my little snuffalufagus.
Tx
Last update from the UK!
I'm off to Malta tomorrow morning with my lovely lady friends, so expect my next update to contain lots of nudity and drunkeness!
I'll be shooting lots and lots of pictures out there over the summer and no doubt you'll all get to see them.
I'm gonna be travelling with the beautiful bunnypudding around Europe at the end of August too, come and say hello if your about!
Who knows what this big adventure is going to bring!
See ya later suckas!!
♥
I'm off to Malta tomorrow morning with my lovely lady friends, so expect my next update to contain lots of nudity and drunkeness!
I'll be shooting lots and lots of pictures out there over the summer and no doubt you'll all get to see them.
I'm gonna be travelling with the beautiful bunnypudding around Europe at the end of August too, come and say hello if your about!
Who knows what this big adventure is going to bring!
See ya later suckas!!
♥
Guess what?
I'm leaving the country for a while. You may have noticed I changed my location.
I have no set date to return to the UK, but it will probably be September time, when my university course starts.
I cant wait to go to Malta. Me and Bunnypudding are going to have a riot over there!
pixxx:
My new glasses, I think I like 50s/60s style on me:
This picture is crap, i dont even know why i'm posting it, but i havent really been taking many pictures in the past week or so.
Sooooooo, I'll be moving out, then moving in, then moving out, then leaving the country, I probably wont have time to update much before then, but no doubt I'll be back online in Malta with a cocktail in one hand and a fan in the other
T <3 xxx
I'm leaving the country for a while. You may have noticed I changed my location.
I have no set date to return to the UK, but it will probably be September time, when my university course starts.
I cant wait to go to Malta. Me and Bunnypudding are going to have a riot over there!
pixxx:
My new glasses, I think I like 50s/60s style on me:
This picture is crap, i dont even know why i'm posting it, but i havent really been taking many pictures in the past week or so.
Sooooooo, I'll be moving out, then moving in, then moving out, then leaving the country, I probably wont have time to update much before then, but no doubt I'll be back online in Malta with a cocktail in one hand and a fan in the other
T <3 xxx
I was wondering, is SG the place for me anymore?
I cant just find a photographer to shoot me sets for this member review stuff. It costs me money to travel to anyone remotely near, and I have neither the time or money. I dont want to be judged, I never joined SG to be part of a competition. It used to be about girls that stood out, not just a pretty face and a few hundred votes.
I love it here, its almost a second home to me. I share all my secrets with you guys, I dont use anyother websites. SG is my personal journal. But its getting too much like real life. I try to fit in but I cant. I thought my last set was my best, but i got so few comments and horrible tags.
I dont know. I try and be popular but i never will be. SG will never get me more modelling work even like it does other girls.
I guess the cyber me sucks as much as the real me.
/emo/
I cant just find a photographer to shoot me sets for this member review stuff. It costs me money to travel to anyone remotely near, and I have neither the time or money. I dont want to be judged, I never joined SG to be part of a competition. It used to be about girls that stood out, not just a pretty face and a few hundred votes.
I love it here, its almost a second home to me. I share all my secrets with you guys, I dont use anyother websites. SG is my personal journal. But its getting too much like real life. I try to fit in but I cant. I thought my last set was my best, but i got so few comments and horrible tags.
I dont know. I try and be popular but i never will be. SG will never get me more modelling work even like it does other girls.
I guess the cyber me sucks as much as the real me.
/emo/
Hello
I'm posting a few things over in SG Sales of anyone would like a look at some goodies, theres alot more coming soon, some even nicer stuff
My Stuff
So, I got into University in London
I'm still broke (hence the sales) but things are kinda of looking up for me, apart from the mysterious illness, my heads a little in the clouds right now and I want to post some pictures
You can see my Venus De Monroe that I'm making for my final project here!
More updates soon!
Tragique ♥
I'm posting a few things over in SG Sales of anyone would like a look at some goodies, theres alot more coming soon, some even nicer stuff
My Stuff
So, I got into University in London
I'm still broke (hence the sales) but things are kinda of looking up for me, apart from the mysterious illness, my heads a little in the clouds right now and I want to post some picturesYou can see my Venus De Monroe that I'm making for my final project here!
More updates soon!
Tragique ♥
Hello, long time no speak, I've been a busy little bee this month. Lots of things are happening, I'm preparing for my exhibition at uni before we finish the course. I was planning on a photographic piece but its turned into an installation. I found a mannequin in a skip and a table (in terrible condition) and I'm currently painting and spray painting them into something beautiful 
I'd go into details on my project, but I'm sure your not interested.
I've been planning my move to London too. I've been to see Mindless Self Indulgence in concert, that was lots of fun but I didn't take my camera out that night, i usually get it taken off me.
My world is turning upside right now, I almost called in the say Tragique has died' once again, but she is still here, she always survives somehow.
I got some new tattoos, This first picture is the cherry blossoms and pickles creatures in jars, but they are actually coloured in now:
this is the geisha (unfinished) on my right forearm. I'm so happy to get my sleeve started:
This is me out last night in my 1990's sunglasses, I think they might look silly but I dont care, its fun:
Lastly a self portrait from about a week ago:
I've not been able to get online much, so I'm sorry I havent replied to you all..again (excuses, excuses I know) but I feel like my life is about to have one last huge explosion of craziness and then I'm going to be on track for the rest of my life. I have no idea where that is going to be or whats gonna happen, but I can feel it.
I've got so much to say but my mind is quite blank right now, too much stress me thinks.
I'll update as soon as possible my honeys.
loves,
T xoxo
I'd go into details on my project, but I'm sure your not interested. I've been planning my move to London too. I've been to see Mindless Self Indulgence in concert, that was lots of fun but I didn't take my camera out that night, i usually get it taken off me.
My world is turning upside right now, I almost called in the say Tragique has died' once again, but she is still here, she always survives somehow.
I got some new tattoos, This first picture is the cherry blossoms and pickles creatures in jars, but they are actually coloured in now:
this is the geisha (unfinished) on my right forearm. I'm so happy to get my sleeve started:
This is me out last night in my 1990's sunglasses, I think they might look silly but I dont care, its fun:
Lastly a self portrait from about a week ago:
I've not been able to get online much, so I'm sorry I havent replied to you all..again (excuses, excuses I know) but I feel like my life is about to have one last huge explosion of craziness and then I'm going to be on track for the rest of my life. I have no idea where that is going to be or whats gonna happen, but I can feel it.
I've got so much to say but my mind is quite blank right now, too much stress me thinks.
I'll update as soon as possible my honeys.
loves,
T xoxo
Hello again SGland, ladies and gents, boys and girls.
The past 2 weeks have been, well, interesting. I was looking after my mums house and all the pets whilst she went over to Malta for a while. I had some friends round and got drunk, then passed out
Drunk before the drinking with Erin
Me passed out after drinking, with Erin.
I dont even remember lying on the floor at that point, or more so why the heck Erin ended up spooning me! ha!
Heres a picture of me at uni too
And lastly a picture from a few weeks ago at a friends birthday
Oh one more actually, here is me, bunnypudding and Aesier when we did a photoshoot thingy together!
I said I was going to make this entry friends only, but some people out here in the real world dont think i can have anything happy happen to me without it being to do with a boy. So heres my not-so-secret-now-everyone-can-read-it bit.
I have devised 3 plans, A, B and C
Plan A) I get accepeted into London Southbank Uni and move to London
Plan B) I dont get in, which is likely because I failed the last bit of my course thanks to all the stress of losing my love,home,pets and friends, I go to Malta on vacation (yay JVLC SG trip, I cant wait to go!) and look for work there and if i find it stay and live in my parents house, which they only use twice a year.
Plan C) I dont find work in Malta, move to London anyway and just work for a year, maybe try to get back into tattooing or something, or work anywhere.
I dont mind which happens, as long as I ge far away from this place.
Update on my mental state?
Pretty chilled. The odd bit of stress here and there, but I'm trying to just take everyday as it comes. I am still keeping busy (I have essays to do now, so a little less boozing for me) and being a bit of a mystery as i had my phone stolen and lost everyones numbers, so now noone knows where I am at any given time. I kinda like it. I'm still feeling this weird happy, carefree almost, still drowning myself in music almost 24/7, I dont know what I'd do without my iPod now. Recommend me some songs if you will, really fucking good songs, ones that you can get lost in, ones that the lyrics just blow you away. I'm on a real music high and i love it. No emo or heavy metal please. I'm into rock, punk, DRUM N BASS!!!, electro all that stuff.
Hmmmmm what else do I have to say? I'm sure there was some stuff! Oh yeah, I'm going to be putting some of my stuff on ebay and SGsales, since not having a home leaves it difficult to have possesions. i'm selling Japanese stuff, toys, books, clothes (a Sailor fuku (school uniform,) HOT!), and Xbox 360, my electric guitars: Francis, Cobain and Bean (sob) and my huge collection of vintage posters, by vintage I mean 1990s-2006 and there are over one hundred big and small Nirvana posters and magazines, all very um, well loved. Very well loved infact and I'll probably cry to part with them. And more stuff too!
I'm getting my sleeve started tomorrow and my other stuff finished off, yay! Got like 5 hours of tattooing booked, bring on the pain! Its been so long since I was last tattooed back in August, I'm soooooo excited!
I remembered the last thing! In the summer i am doing a CouchSurfing tour of the UK, so anyone who can offer me a couch will get some Tragique gracias and sweeties! As well as being a stop in my UK TOUR 2008! I might even venture into Europe if I can find places to stay!
Well, thats all for today!
Take care everyone
Tx
The past 2 weeks have been, well, interesting. I was looking after my mums house and all the pets whilst she went over to Malta for a while. I had some friends round and got drunk, then passed out
Drunk before the drinking with Erin
Me passed out after drinking, with Erin.
I dont even remember lying on the floor at that point, or more so why the heck Erin ended up spooning me! ha!
Heres a picture of me at uni too
And lastly a picture from a few weeks ago at a friends birthday
Oh one more actually, here is me, bunnypudding and Aesier when we did a photoshoot thingy together!
I said I was going to make this entry friends only, but some people out here in the real world dont think i can have anything happy happen to me without it being to do with a boy. So heres my not-so-secret-now-everyone-can-read-it bit.
I have devised 3 plans, A, B and C
Plan A) I get accepeted into London Southbank Uni and move to London
Plan B) I dont get in, which is likely because I failed the last bit of my course thanks to all the stress of losing my love,home,pets and friends, I go to Malta on vacation (yay JVLC SG trip, I cant wait to go!) and look for work there and if i find it stay and live in my parents house, which they only use twice a year.
Plan C) I dont find work in Malta, move to London anyway and just work for a year, maybe try to get back into tattooing or something, or work anywhere.
I dont mind which happens, as long as I ge far away from this place.
Update on my mental state?
Pretty chilled. The odd bit of stress here and there, but I'm trying to just take everyday as it comes. I am still keeping busy (I have essays to do now, so a little less boozing for me) and being a bit of a mystery as i had my phone stolen and lost everyones numbers, so now noone knows where I am at any given time. I kinda like it. I'm still feeling this weird happy, carefree almost, still drowning myself in music almost 24/7, I dont know what I'd do without my iPod now. Recommend me some songs if you will, really fucking good songs, ones that you can get lost in, ones that the lyrics just blow you away. I'm on a real music high and i love it. No emo or heavy metal please. I'm into rock, punk, DRUM N BASS!!!, electro all that stuff.
Hmmmmm what else do I have to say? I'm sure there was some stuff! Oh yeah, I'm going to be putting some of my stuff on ebay and SGsales, since not having a home leaves it difficult to have possesions. i'm selling Japanese stuff, toys, books, clothes (a Sailor fuku (school uniform,) HOT!), and Xbox 360, my electric guitars: Francis, Cobain and Bean (sob) and my huge collection of vintage posters, by vintage I mean 1990s-2006 and there are over one hundred big and small Nirvana posters and magazines, all very um, well loved. Very well loved infact and I'll probably cry to part with them. And more stuff too!
I'm getting my sleeve started tomorrow and my other stuff finished off, yay! Got like 5 hours of tattooing booked, bring on the pain! Its been so long since I was last tattooed back in August, I'm soooooo excited!
I remembered the last thing! In the summer i am doing a CouchSurfing tour of the UK, so anyone who can offer me a couch will get some Tragique gracias and sweeties! As well as being a stop in my UK TOUR 2008! I might even venture into Europe if I can find places to stay!
Well, thats all for today!
Take care everyone
Tx
I have made my decision. Finally. This was not a bad thing to have happened, my breakup. I was unhappy, and i realise how unhappy now that I dont feel so bad anymore. i'm enjoying music, really good fucking music, and films, I can really aprieciate films again! Is wonderful. I'm sorting out my Ebay sales, got quite a few items ready made to sell (its necklaces and stuff). I've been so busy trying to stop myself being sad and have filled my time with travelling and drinking, it has been quite good actually. But now I have to settle down a bit, need to remember to eat, that would be a start. And a bottle of wine for breakfast is not good!
I have a few things to be happy about right now, I'm in a situation I never would have imagined would happen, its all kind of weird, well, not weird its good. I'm being all cryptic arent I? I'll let you all in on my next blog (its gonna be friends only so add me if you havnt already)
I have felt like a whirlwhild the past month. Just spinning around in my own little world, people all around me but I can see them properly, I certainly cant hear them, and I dont care. My little bubble of alcohol and ignorance is blissful for me. I have a personality again! I began to forget who I was, I wondered if I was even a person anymore. I wasted so much time trying to make someone happy when what i really needed was to be happy myself. I've made new friends and I go out at night often, sometimes i dont even ask where, I just go.
I realise my writing is all discombobulated and scatty, but thats what my head feels like right now!
Its a good feeling too.
I'm still looking forward to London when i can finally foget about this place and all its bad memories. I'm glad I met the people I have and did the things I did (for the most part) but I really feel like a different person now.
Annnnnyway (actually I had a message off a lovely person saying how honest and open my journal entries are and this is the only place a feel like i can be completely honest, despite it being read by hundreds of strangers, i know that the people I intend to understand actually do :kiss
Annnnnnnyway.....
Have you seen the new profile layout? You can now see my Hopefuls sets on my pics bit too, I'm not convinced by it yet, guess I need to make some covers for the Hopefuls sets coz they look out of place on there right now.
I know I promised pictures, but I'm waiting on getting my black/pink and red dreads put in, along with my new septum and medusa piercings, aaaaaand I'm booking in for more tattoos soon. Tragique is alive again! Thanks for everyones concern about me being dead for a short while, but yes I am alive again. Alive and ready to fuck you up
hahah I'm being silly now Ladies and Gents. So I'll leave it here and you can have a picture I find amusing as a gift.
I CAN HAZ KAWAII BENTO BOX PLZ? KTHNXBAI
I have a few things to be happy about right now, I'm in a situation I never would have imagined would happen, its all kind of weird, well, not weird its good. I'm being all cryptic arent I? I'll let you all in on my next blog (its gonna be friends only so add me if you havnt already)
I have felt like a whirlwhild the past month. Just spinning around in my own little world, people all around me but I can see them properly, I certainly cant hear them, and I dont care. My little bubble of alcohol and ignorance is blissful for me. I have a personality again! I began to forget who I was, I wondered if I was even a person anymore. I wasted so much time trying to make someone happy when what i really needed was to be happy myself. I've made new friends and I go out at night often, sometimes i dont even ask where, I just go.
I realise my writing is all discombobulated and scatty, but thats what my head feels like right now!
Its a good feeling too.
I'm still looking forward to London when i can finally foget about this place and all its bad memories. I'm glad I met the people I have and did the things I did (for the most part) but I really feel like a different person now.
Annnnnyway (actually I had a message off a lovely person saying how honest and open my journal entries are and this is the only place a feel like i can be completely honest, despite it being read by hundreds of strangers, i know that the people I intend to understand actually do :kiss
Annnnnnnyway.....
Have you seen the new profile layout? You can now see my Hopefuls sets on my pics bit too, I'm not convinced by it yet, guess I need to make some covers for the Hopefuls sets coz they look out of place on there right now.
I know I promised pictures, but I'm waiting on getting my black/pink and red dreads put in, along with my new septum and medusa piercings, aaaaaand I'm booking in for more tattoos soon. Tragique is alive again! Thanks for everyones concern about me being dead for a short while, but yes I am alive again. Alive and ready to fuck you up
hahah I'm being silly now Ladies and Gents. So I'll leave it here and you can have a picture I find amusing as a gift.I CAN HAZ KAWAII BENTO BOX PLZ? KTHNXBAI
