SuicideGirl: Tragique
suicidegirl

Tragique - oh yes it will be - sarcastic to the end.

I’m private
 
APRIL 8, 2008 @ 12:27 AM

Hello again SGland, ladies and gents, boys and girls.

The past 2 weeks have been, well, interesting. I was looking after my mums house and all the pets whilst she went over to Malta for a while. I had some friends round and got drunk, then passed out

Drunk before the drinking with Erin
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Me passed out after drinking, with Erin.
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I dont even remember lying on the floor at that point, or more so why the heck Erin ended up spooning me! ha!
Heres a picture of me at uni too
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And lastly a picture from a few weeks ago at a friends birthday
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Oh one more actually, here is me, bunnypudding and Aesier when we did a photoshoot thingy together!
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I said I was going to make this entry friends only, but some people out here in the real world dont think i can have anything happy happen to me without it being to do with a boy. So heres my not-so-secret-now-everyone-can-read-it bit.
I have devised 3 plans, A, B and C
Plan A) I get accepeted into London Southbank Uni and move to London
Plan B) I dont get in, which is likely because I failed the last bit of my course thanks to all the stress of losing my love,home,pets and friends, I go to Malta on vacation (yay JVLC SG trip, I cant wait to go!) and look for work there and if i find it stay and live in my parents house, which they only use twice a year.
Plan C) I dont find work in Malta, move to London anyway and just work for a year, maybe try to get back into tattooing or something, or work anywhere.

I dont mind which happens, as long as I ge far away from this place.
Update on my mental state?
Pretty chilled. The odd bit of stress here and there, but I'm trying to just take everyday as it comes. I am still keeping busy (I have essays to do now, so a little less boozing for me) and being a bit of a mystery as i had my phone stolen and lost everyones numbers, so now noone knows where I am at any given time. I kinda like it. I'm still feeling this weird happy, carefree almost, still drowning myself in music almost 24/7, I dont know what I'd do without my iPod now. Recommend me some songs if you will, really fucking good songs, ones that you can get lost in, ones that the lyrics just blow you away. I'm on a real music high and i love it. No emo or heavy metal please. I'm into rock, punk, DRUM N BASS!!!, electro all that stuff.

Hmmmmm what else do I have to say? I'm sure there was some stuff! Oh yeah, I'm going to be putting some of my stuff on ebay and SGsales, since not having a home leaves it difficult to have possesions. i'm selling Japanese stuff, toys, books, clothes (a Sailor fuku (school uniform,) HOT!), and Xbox 360, my electric guitars: Francis, Cobain and Bean (sob) and my huge collection of vintage posters, by vintage I mean 1990s-2006 and there are over one hundred big and small Nirvana posters and magazines, all very um, well loved. Very well loved infact and I'll probably cry to part with them. And more stuff too!

I'm getting my sleeve started tomorrow and my other stuff finished off, yay! Got like 5 hours of tattooing booked, bring on the pain! Its been so long since I was last tattooed back in August, I'm soooooo excited!

I remembered the last thing! In the summer i am doing a CouchSurfing tour of the UK, so anyone who can offer me a couch will get some Tragique gracias and sweeties! As well as being a stop in my UK TOUR 2008! I might even venture into Europe if I can find places to stay!
Well, thats all for today!

Take care everyone kiss

Tx
Comments
ChaosBlade

ChaosBlade

Twain Harte, CA
March 2005

APR 08, 2008 01:16 AM

I've given you my music reccomendations, so I'll just leave a happy note and hope your dreams play out smile love kiss

S_PAM

S_PAM

Afghanistan
April 2008

APR 08, 2008 01:48 AM

My couch in Zwolle is available. Before you can use it, we have to get drunk in Amsterdam

The_Boss

The_Boss

I'm lost
June 2007

APR 08, 2008 04:03 AM

You are just too damn cute I swear!

Nixie

Nixie

United Kingdom
March 2006

APR 08, 2008 07:48 AM

ok so recommending music is gonna be somewhat difficult, seen as most of my collection is metal, but here are my stoner choices:
Jimi Hendrix - The Ultimate Experience
Led Zeppelin - The BBC Sessions
Grateful Dead - Blues For Allah
Primal Scream - XTRMNTR
i'll happily copy any/all of the above and send them to you if you like

good luck with plan A i hope you get in, plan B sounds cool, i could quite happily live and work in Malta (i'm qualified to make fireworks/pyrotechnics so finding work shouldn't be an issue), as for plan C, just make sure you've found work before moving, unlike me who had already moved and had to try fin work. d'oh!

also, there's a couch here in aldershot if you wanna pop round. there's not much to do round here, but you're welcome to hotbox the conservatory with me!

take care, and hopefully things will continue on the up for you

-j kiss

AesirR

AesirR

United Kingdom
January 2007

APR 08, 2008 02:40 PM

Yay for Geoff mentions even if spelled incorrectly lol.

Hope it all works out nice for you my dear.

You are of course welcome to crash at mine if you want to hit up Leeds and the rest of my West Yorkshire area. You may have to put up with the spare bed and not the couch though, I hope that's ok.

discosleaze

discosleaze

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

APR 09, 2008 11:44 AM

sexy lady come to london and stay at mine biggrin

oroboras

oroboras

United Kingdom
March 2006

APR 10, 2008 06:31 AM

Right, second try, cos the new SG layout fucked it up first time.

There is a couch here, but it`s not a great leap into the back of beyond, lol!

As for recommending some songs, I`ll give you three, all by Ayumi Hamasaki (of course!! it IS me, after all)

1 - Game (Really rocky, upbeat song, utterly cool vid, if you ever get to watch it)Game

2 - Hanabi ~Episode II~ (Slowish rocky song, makes my hairs stand on end) (can`t find the video, but it is great too)

3 - Momentum (Slow song, but I lose myself in this song utterly. I`d embaress myself in public, if I ever tried to explain it to anyone, it moves me that much. Watch the video, see if it doesn`t move you too)
Momentum


There you are. One last thing, my SG account is about to run out, and I can`t afford to renew it, so for now, I am dropping out of the SG world, but I`m sure I`ll be back in the future. You have my number, call me sometime!

*Hugs*

WillStone

WillStone

United Kingdom
March 2008

APR 11, 2008 02:02 PM

Definitely London. I know I'm biased, but it's the best place in the world!
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RebekahGraves

RebekahGraves

HOPEFUL

Philadelphia, PA

APR 12, 2008 06:31 PM

how have you been. Your a cute drunk tongue

Angel_Ree

Angel_Ree

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

APR 13, 2008 05:16 AM

Come and see me in wonderful brid...nothing to do here, but we can get pissed smile
Did you get my comment on SGUK btw? If you need to share a tent at Download you are welcome to have space in mine.

Nakissa

Nakissa

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

APR 14, 2008 04:52 PM

i keep coming back to look at your sets, damn, how can anyone be this pretty???!!! love love love love love love love love love love love

Lauper

Lauper

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

APR 16, 2008 02:16 AM

I spy a Laird Borrelli book! (in the picture of you at uni)

I've put some photos up on here, theres only a few on that though so if you want me to email you the photos let me know.

Thanks again for modelling for me, the photos turned out just how I wanted them kiss

S_PAM

S_PAM

Afghanistan
April 2008

APR 17, 2008 01:51 AM

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Kornalina

Kornalina

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

APR 17, 2008 05:24 PM

.) great piks!!!!!!!!

DCruz

DCruz

Montreal-nord, QC
November 2006

APR 26, 2008 11:15 PM

you seriously remind me of someone I know... you're awesome ! love

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