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JANUARY 17, 2012 @ 02:17 PM | 37 COMMENTS


Dirty Birdies!

Hello smile 2nd Blog of 2012 and do I have one for you! My beloved Lucine was over on Saturday for an omelet breakfast when the subject of Suicidegirls came up. How much the site has changed as well as the models. Mostly dark goth girls to even some girls with no body modifications at all. Things are always changing. I actually met Lucine off SG almost 3 years ago as well as many wonderful people I now call good friends. I have been a member of SuicideGirls since 2007 (I was a hopeful for a year before turning pink). Next month will be my 5 year anniversary as a member and March will be my 4 year anniversary as a full fledged SG.

Our conversation was about transformations though. I know I have changed drastically since 2007. When I applied days after my 18th birthday in 2006 I didn't even have a tattoo only piercings. When my application was accepted hours later I was stoked! I had loved Suicidegirls since discovering them in 2005 wanting to become one but when I was 18 I wasn't sure if I personally wanted tattoos. A couple of months later I got my first tattoo (the one on my rear) and the only tattoo I had for over a year before my next one. I really only wanted to be pieced, then one day everything changed like the flipping of a switch. 2010-2011 I got many tattoos and the addiction, the fever, the want/have/need went haywire!

Now 5 years later...(I cannot believe I am typing 5 years later where did time go?) I am wanting to be mostly covered. I am not even being sarcastic when I say mostly covered. I Eat, sleep, and dream of tattoos lately. During my free time I am lurking SG or the pages of google just to look at tattoos. The tattoo group here on SuicideGirls has become my favorite group. I have multiple tattoos well thought out and planned. Appointments have been made and my journey of my transformaion which began slowly in 2007 went down the autobahn starting last year. I am now speeding and have no plan to stop for a long time!

My Debut on SG March 2008 with my only tattoo
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For all of you who have known me since the beginning will remember this!
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(Got my second tattoo in 2008 only had 2 until 2009)
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Tattoo didn't heal well (got infected, scabbed, lost color) 2009
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January 2010 Tattoo was finally redone Early Jan 2010
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Mid 2010
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Summer 2010 It slowly grew






Others inbetween and followed


Best Friend tattoos
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My latest set in member review went up June 2011 (shot in April 2011)
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Latest Tattoo Summer 2011
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Last photo shoot end of 2011
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Hell City PHX 2011
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Change of mind/heart, influenced by hot naked tattooed women, or do I blame Shaun who is almost fully tattooed flaunting his sexy tattoos around me daily? I love this feeling though there is nothing like it. I finally feel complete in my own skin through the expression of art! It's amazing watching the changes we make and the people we become. I look forward to sharing even more of my transformation as it continues throughout the year(s).

Some of my favorite transformations on the site though

Silencia
2007
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2011
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GoGo
2006
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2011
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Casper
2005
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2011
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What's your story?! I want to know! Post your transformation for me or PM it to me. I really want to know! Did you always want tattoos or is your story similar to mine?! I look forward ti hearing from you all and seeing what you share with me!

Well It's time for me to bounce, have a great hump day tomorrow and I hope January isn't dragging by too slow for you all...I have to prep for the gym now. I really hope you enjoyed this blog as much as I enjoyed writing it! I'll try to update again asap! Until next time Stay Metal, Stay happy, & Have Fun! always, me Your Toxy smilelovekiss

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xoxoxoxoxo The Clamburger

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Also Yes when I get my lazy bones around to it I'll be shooting a new set smile


JANUARY 4, 2012 @ 11:57 PM | 45 COMMENTS


Hello there Dirty Birdies!

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(Photo By Turbulence)

My first blog of 2012 which consequently is being written on the first humpday of the new year!! How exciting! A new year of exciting adventures, experinces, and naughtiness! biggrin! Cheers to an awesome new year of hot nakedness! I spent my new years eve working followed by a relaxing dinner at the Montage. Counting down 10 seconds and kissing my husband at midnight. It was wonderful. New years day a family day. New years day is my family holiday.

Since the new year started I have already accomplished so much. I returned to the gym in efforts to burn holiday calories, tone, and tighten up. Mission has already been some what successful. Also have been doing Karma Suicide's Ab workouts. She inspires me, I love watching her videos! Besides the gym I have made tattoo appointments for 3 different pieces all for January...talk about jumping the gun right?! Well I also have a 4th piece being drawn up. After being teased and taunted I can't help myself anymore must give into inked urges!

I have worked 2 shifts yesterday and today. I always hate working the first week of the new year. Patrons are broke and the club in a ghost town. I was fortunate enough to leave with a little more than my personal bare ass minumum. Most of the funds were given back to the Acropolis to pay my stage fees though. Paying fees 2 weeks ahead is inconvient but I like it better than paying out at the end of each shift. I am happy though I have 2 days off until the weekend.

My second job is going alright. Going back to retail sucks a real big pair of donkey balls. I have reasons why I am doing it though. I am happy I only get scheduled one day a week. KC was my former manager at one of my first jobs, We have been friends for years and she hired me so I can work one day a week. 5 hours one day a week and making more than minimum wage isn't too shabby.

Pups are doing awesome. Both spoiled little brats as they should be. My husband is doing well too. We are very happy and enjoying married life. I got him a tattoo certificate for christmas and he is a very happy man. I am very fortunate.
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I a happy Toxic <3
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Besides that weird guy...smile Other things making Toxy happy!









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What I'm loving on SG at the moment <3
Jamila-Tunnel 13
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I was actually present during this shoot! There was rain, snow, and creepy things going on this place is haunted for sure!

I'm excited about this coming to member review btw!


...I'm shooting soon thought I should let you know. When exactly is unkown but soon for sure smile

Something to make you laugh


My favorite song for the time being


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Peanut butter jelly and a baseball bat

Well Sexy Peeps I'm out! Hope you all enjoyed my first blog of the new year! I'll try to update again asap! Until next time Stay Metal, Stay happy, & Have Fun! always, me Toxicsmilelovekiss

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xoxoxoxoxo The Clamburger

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DECEMBER 20, 2011 @ 01:17 PM | 46 COMMENTS


Hello All My favorite Dirty Birdies!

I have been a very busy bee these past few months I know! But I do love you all sooooooooo much like spread the arms this wide
<----------------------------------------------------------------> much smile First off thank you for the wonderful birthday wishes! My "Ugly Sweater bowling bash" was so much fun!

AnyWho's! 2011 has been one of the most adventerous years for your Toxy...so I'll recap all the adventures for all of you biggrin! But I could blab on and on but you know pictures are worth a thousand words! biggrin!

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I got naked....alot! For SG a little bit but mostly in general!
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I have met some amazing new people this year, I have had some amazing experinces. I got married to the love of my life, and am continuing to let the good times roll! I hope 2012 brings even more amazing adventures my way.

People have asked so I will tell you all this smile On the subject of SG... shooting sets is in the works. smile Soon! 2012 I will be busting out some new sets but unless something is purchased it'll be my last year for set attempts. That's why I plan to work the hardest I ever have on producing stellar sets for you all smile! I hope your not sick of me yet!

Well Sexy Peeps I'm out! Hope you all enjoyed my 2011 recap! Have a very merry christmas & happy new year. I'll try to update again asap! Until next time Stay Metal, Stay happy, & Have Fun! always, me Toxicsmilelovekiss

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xoxoxoxoxo The Clamburger

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DECEMBER 17, 2011 @ 02:43 PM | 41 COMMENTS


Hello dirty birdies!

Blogging to you naked on my birthday! 23 birthday spankings await! Naughty fun times ahead today so I'll fill you in later! soooooooooooo xoxoxo me smile
NOVEMBER 25, 2011 @ 08:49 AM | 48 COMMENTS


Hello My Favorite Dirty Birdies!

Hope you all had a delightful Thanksgiving! I sure know I did! I am soooo stuffed still! I'll be wearing sweat pants for days! biggrin! Anywho's! Time to catch you all up to speed on this thing called life!

November 11th, 2011 I got married! Yep it's true, you're Toxy said "I do". I won't photo dump per say...I'll just share my favorite pictures.

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Kissing the Bride <3
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Chheessseee!
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Our custom made cake topper!
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First Dance
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Pictures By Handsome_Jack

Wedding had it's intresting quirks but went off as best as it could! I am very happy!

I know you want to see honeymoon pictures eh?!
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NEXT BLOG smile

Now with Turkey day out of the way I can talk about December festivities!

To get you in the holiday spirit




For laughs


Soooooooooooooo my birthday is coming up! December 17th I will be 23! Yes I'm a sagittarius! smile...I like cards and stuff if your feeling like spoiling lil o'l me!

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

My Wishlists
SG SHOP


^ PM Me For Shipping Info for this or if you want to send me a card!


Amazon Wishlist

Tattoo Fund
paypal yourtoxicaddiction@gmail.com



Beside that I'll be working quite a bit...maybe a part time job on top of dancing...I find out tomorrow. I'll keep you all posted! <3 Have an awesome weekend k?! Don't go to loco holiday shopping....I actually didn't do black friday shopping...trying to remain strong lol!

Also *AHEM*
This girl needs to go pink and this or any of her awesome sets must go live dangit!
Mitska <3 !
Mitska-Only Comes Out At Night

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Show love stat!


Well Sexy Peeps I'm out! Still in turkey comatose! Hope you all have an amazing week, I'll try to update again asap! Until next time Stay Metal, Stay happy, & Have Fun! always, me Toxicsmilelovekiss

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xoxoxoxoxo The Clamburger

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NOVEMBER 1, 2011 @ 02:55 PM | 32 COMMENTS


Hello Dirty Birdies!

Your Toxy isn't feeling too well today frown ...I think I am coming down with a little cold. The good news is I have already begun to go ninja on it's ass! Lots of Vitamin C, Warm clothes, and Hot Tea with lemon & honey. All I need is some chicken noodle soup and I'm set! Pitty Party is over soooo moving on to other things!

Can you believe it's November! O-M-G! So much coming up around the corner! I'll List them out for you!
11/11/2011 It's My Wedding! Holy Crap that's next week!
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11/12-11/17 2011 My Honeymoon in Maui!
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11/24/2011 Thanksgiving! Aka: My most favorite day/meal of the entire year!
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There is nothing better than engorging yourself with the best food!
11/25/2011 Black Friday (Toxy's Favorite Shopping Day Of the Year)
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12/17/2011 TOXIC'S BIRTHDAY (MARK YOUR CALENDERS)! I WILL BE 23 YEARS YOUNG
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Last Year's Birthday! ^
12/20-12/28 2011 Chanakkah (Festival of lights)
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12/25/2011 Christmas
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12/31/2011 New Years Eve!
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More things will come up and be added to the list, I am sur eof that!

I will probably not be around until after I get back from Maui sooo if your missing me something terrible then
Fan me on Facebook! I am always on facebook! This would be faster then sending me a PM!
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Also I love to ramble! Come ramble with me!
Random Thoughts With Toxic Suicide

I am also naked on this website besides my live set!
More of me naked!

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Toxic-I Pine For You Shot By: Lorelei
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More Nudity?! O-M-G!!!!
Toxic-Lumberjack Shot By: Silencia Suicide
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Enjoy these sets before they are removed like "A Screamer", "Strip Club", & many one's before.




Well Sexy Peeps I'm out! So exhausted working alot, wedding planning, on the go lol willl be worth it! I hope you enjoyed the Blog and have an amazing week! I will try to update again before the wedding but no promises! Until next time Stay Metal, Stay happy, & Have Fun! always, me Toxicsmilelovekiss

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xoxoxoxoxo The Clamburger


OCTOBER 31, 2011 @ 12:15 PM | 6 COMMENTS


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SEPTEMBER 22, 2011 @ 01:22 AM


Dirty Birdies!

Hey all you sexy people! How is everyone?! Getting through the week alright? Well were over the hump! Hope everyone got laid and everyone is awesome-o! I've been well, working a lot as usual. Nothing too new except a few things! Let me catch you up to speed.

1. Handsome_Jack and I took some rad pictures!

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Recognize the new profile picture?!


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Heres one of Selene & I
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I <3 Them, they are such good peoples'! Were also still talking about shooting me a new set and possibly something with Selene & I?! Hmmm maybe...We'll think about it!

2. Mneylu & I played Dress Up...AS HIPSTERS then we went to the Hipster Mothership AKA: Hawthorne Street, PDX! LAUGH OUT LOUD!
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Turbulence & Ajilee were apart of Hawthorne Adventures!

Mneylu & Turbulence came back for round 2 at Casa De Toxic! It was fantastic fun times of CanAustrians (TM), Acropolis, Dance Battles, Stripper Poles, "Hipster Dressup", Voodoo Dougnuts, The Three Musketeers, Strawberry Shortcake, Saturday Market, Shopping...Shopping...& More shopping! I <3 them so much it's ridiculous! It's always a joy when I have my favorite house guests!

3. Regarding the Wedding
-Wedding cake check! 3 tier all chocolate with a different flavor for each one Mmmm biggrin!
- I bought my new wedding dress! smile It's beautiful! I love it! I have my alterations appointment tomorrow! I'll try to take pictures so I can post them!
-Only 7 weeks...Wow...Crazy!

Other Things

-Halloween is coming! I think I want to be Sailor Moon! I think that would kick ass! What do you think I should dress up as?!

-Speaking of Halloween
It would be rad if THIS went live!
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If it doesn't it will be removed after halloween

More of me naked!
Toxic-I Pine For You Shot By: Lorelei
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More Nudity?! O-M-G!!!!
Toxic-Lumberjack Shot By: Silencia Suicide
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Enjoy these sets before they are removed like "Strip Club" & many one's before.

To make sure you actual give some awesome deserving sets love, I will only mention 10 once a week or blog. I usually post so many and I want to make sure the kick ass sets in Member Review I love get some extra attention!

My 10 Most Favorite Member Review Sets For This Week


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Bounty-Lust
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My favorite set in Member Review Right Now!

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Tita- Hastings Sunrise
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Troa-Neutral Vibes
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Mitska-When The Levee Breaks
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Vixiee-Hold Your Breath
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Multi-Portugal Heat
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Prussia-Stay Gold
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Lass-Scottish
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Elliott-Slicked
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Riona-Stand Up Tall
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Make Sure to stop by these sets and leave them some love if you haven't already!

Upcoming things I'm excited about!










Hells to the yeah!love



Well Sexy Peeps I'm going to crash now! I hope you enjoyed the Blog! I will update again super soon!
Until next time Stay Metal, Stay happy, & Have Fun! always, me Toxicsmilelovekiss
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SEPTEMBER 15, 2011 @ 01:01 PM


Dirty Birdies! Stop the Press To Make An Awesome Announcement!

Royal has a new live set on the front page!

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Royal-Sundown on Seattle Shot By:Cherry
Go show this set some flipping mad love! <3 you Girl! So happy for you!

Other Things
-I saw Suckerpunch...It's a good movie, not good to watch stoned the first time though you may not understand it lol! I love the soundtrack though!


-America's Next Top Model Premiered!
-Cake tasting today
-Turbulence & Mneylu are coming again on Saturday!

If you haven't seen the epic video already
Watch Me and the other SG's at the Hell City Pool Party Acapella Karoke....We got other people to chime in too!
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Thanks to Turbulence catching this awesomeness!smile

If you didn't see these pictures from Tuesday's Blog
These pictures of Annasthesia & I





Shaun with Us in this one!

Might hang out with Handsome_Jack & Selene today! Hope so always have fun with them!


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My Booty


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I miss my SG girls I met at Hell City! I want to have a Giant Slumber Party dangit!

Besides This All
Sets in member review that YOU SHOULD BE CHECKING OUT RIGHT NOW!



Halloween is next month and coming up soon! If you get a chance show some love for
Toxic-A Screamer Shot By: Turbulence
And maybe it could go up for halloween! That would be amazing!
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Besides That you can check out
Toxic-I Pine For You Shot By: Lorelei
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Or Even
Toxic-Lumberjack Shot By: Silencia Suicide
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smile...Strip Club was removed. Enjoy these sets, if they aren't purchased they will be removed slowly.

Well Sexy Peeps I'm Out! I hope you enjoyed the Blog! I will update again super soon!
Until next time Stay Metal, Stay happy, & Have Fun! always, me Toxicsmilelovekiss
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PS: I will be getting back to your comments & PM's stat! I'm just very busy right now! I hope you all understand <3 you guys!







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