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This Is How I Pray
god, answer me
My particular brand of insanity
Brings me to my knees
At age 17
crying out to god above
for something, anything
show me the love?
or hate
condemn me, change me
inspire me
just please, please
god
answer me
All I wanted was to know you were there.
Silence.
And I know how David felt
When he tried to save his baby
My god, my god
Why have you forsaken me?
So now, when I kneel
It's to put my mouth on my new god
Do you want to hear my prayer?
It involves you fucking me
after i come with you cock in my
mouth
Is that blasphemy?
I certainly hope so.
Cause I was never given a reason to believe he was real.
god, answer me
My particular brand of insanity
Brings me to my knees
At age 17
crying out to god above
for something, anything
show me the love?
or hate
condemn me, change me
inspire me
just please, please
god
answer me
All I wanted was to know you were there.
Silence.
And I know how David felt
When he tried to save his baby
My god, my god
Why have you forsaken me?
So now, when I kneel
It's to put my mouth on my new god
Do you want to hear my prayer?
It involves you fucking me
after i come with you cock in my
mouth
Is that blasphemy?
I certainly hope so.
Cause I was never given a reason to believe he was real.
Well, so my drinking days have been cut short.
More shenanigans and a few mental breakdowns later...
I've detoxed, got off some meds, and hopefully will never touch alcohol again.
Worst dependence I have ever felt. I was basically useless for a few days, just spent it in bed.
But, I think it's only uphill from here, and here's to hoping I can stay off that wonderful/horrible/nasty/crazy drug
.
Love you alls. Sorry I've been distant.
I graduated in other news with my B.S. in psychology. I graduated summa cum laude, Honors, and Honors in the Major (an undergraduate thesis program).
More shenanigans and a few mental breakdowns later...
I've detoxed, got off some meds, and hopefully will never touch alcohol again.
Worst dependence I have ever felt. I was basically useless for a few days, just spent it in bed.
But, I think it's only uphill from here, and here's to hoping I can stay off that wonderful/horrible/nasty/crazy drug
. Love you alls. Sorry I've been distant.
I graduated in other news with my B.S. in psychology. I graduated summa cum laude, Honors, and Honors in the Major (an undergraduate thesis program).
Metal Ink Maiden of the Month
Hey guys!!! Please go vote for me! This contest means a terrible lot and I am not winning so far
. Also, if you can, forward this to all your friends who don't mind nudity and will vote for me.
Here are the pics!
I love you all! Kisses! Muah.
Hey guys!!! Please go vote for me! This contest means a terrible lot and I am not winning so far
. Also, if you can, forward this to all your friends who don't mind nudity and will vote for me. Here are the pics!
I love you all! Kisses! Muah.
Come out for a concert and fashion show at Club OHM this Friday! Several different local fashion lines are being displayed, and I'm modeling for The Kat Collection (http://www.ilovetkc.com/).
Date: Friday, November 6, 2009
Time: 6:00pm doors open, show at 7:00
Location: Club OHM, 5688 International Drive, Orlando, FL 32819
