This Is How I Pray
god, answer me

My particular brand of insanity
Brings me to my knees

At age 17
crying out to god above
for something, anything

show me the love?
or hate
condemn me, change me
inspire me

just please, please
god
answer me

All I wanted was to know you were there.

Silence.

And I know how David felt
When he tried to save his baby

My god, my god
Why have you forsaken me?

So now, when I kneel
It's to put my mouth on my new god

Do you want to hear my prayer?
It involves you fucking me
after i come with you cock in my
mouth

Is that blasphemy?
I certainly hope so.

Cause I was never given a reason to believe he was real.