I'm not dead I swear! at the moment I'm fucken hung over as shit .. but man it was worth it for sure! I just hope I didddent embarrass myself cause I was fucken wasted! haha Its all good in the hood! Ive been in San Jose CA kicken it on a winery .. its been hella tight! Im in Chicago for a bit then I fly back out to Cali on Wednesday ... so if theres any sick ass partys going on let meh know! fo'sho! also I gotta new SG shoot coming up .. i just gotta get my tattoos finished .. but I'm a broke ass white girl so yeah ... But anywhoo ... life is well .. ok . finally!

I Got A New Tattoo


What do you think!

Just so you all know never quit drinking .. this is what it has become .. I went to the gay bar with a few friends we got fucking hammered! The bar is kinda small and I had gay guys buying me drinks! it was amazing. then me and my friend Jacob thought it was a good idea to dance in the cage ..







hahaha I thought it was funny .. I wanna do a new SG shoot. I'm not really sure how to go about it but Im sure ill figure it out .. Im looking for a job in Chicago .. I wanna work at Akira If thats how its spelled .. I fucking love that place .. i just dont own anything from there .. haha well show me love .. Im having LIFE problems .. well love you all



XOXOX
Tootie

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So I think im gonna try not to drink anymore .. I think i devoloped a drinking problem or something crazy like that cause I got super scummy last night and I did some crazy things and I dont remember alot of the night. and Now I feel really stupid. yeah other then that Ive been doing ok? im in chicago for a bit until sunday I think. but it was my friends birthday and I took her out and had a blast but now there are bruises all over my legs! whoa! well im hung over and feeling ashamed so im gonna close ..


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Halloween was fucking nuts! I got so wasted the weekend before.. went to a few bars. Had some X drama cause hes screaming FUCK THE 815?! what are you like 12 your screaming area codes? yeah and you call me a child. so then on halloween I got fucked up! it was bomb! the whole halloween thing was the best. I looked kinda trampy .. kinda really trampy! yeah fish nets and stripper shoes! ha! but yeah all in all it was a great time! Im back in Rockford the 815 for a while .. ill be in chi this weekend but thats as far as it goes. yeah so add me to your myspace

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yeah welp. Im gonna go do something as im locked out of my house. WORD! also let me know if there are any other SGC partys please!

Hey I got the hottist Holloween costume!!! Now I need Chicago party's to go to .. SO ATTN ALL CHICAGO PPL post your chicago party flyers on my myspace page .. WWW.MYSPACE.COM/YOUPUTASTEAKINMYHEART

So yeah Im in chicago again .. I quit my job in Rockford cause after a year and a half the new manger who has only been there 2 weeks decited to get in my face not once .. not twice and incase I miss it THREE times!!! so I walked out without paying out .. all I did was tip my DJ .. Fuck that place .. so I got Hired at CLUB 390 in Chicago Heights .. I dont know when Ill be worken there but ill be sure to let you guys know .. Man quitting my job was terrible I shouldent of done it but whatever man .. I ate some mushrooms and I really of sholdent did that .. Not at this point of my life but i had a ok trip all in all .. yeah .. Well guys .. I could write more about Loss of love and broken hearts but Im gonna leave that for Shakespere...


XOXO
Tootie

Im drunk .. chillen chillen .. so my X thought he would flaunt around his new girl ,, HAHAHAHA shes like ICKY! hahaha man I love my life sometimes .. yeah so Im in chi chillen .. drinken .. partyen ..


OCT 19TH ROCKFORD ILL .. COME TO MY RAVE ... ITS MINE ALL MINE .. CALL MY PROMO LINE AND GET ON THE LIST!

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LATERS !
TOOTIE


MET YOU ALWAYS .. IF YOU BELIEVE IT OR NOT FUCKER

Whats good?! Sorry about the coming up missing for a while thing. Im back now .. I moved kinda from Chicago back to Rockford .. Im actually happy. I missed my old life .. I got fucked over pretty well by a guy! yeah he broke my heart .. but i did however meet someone .. AWESOME! yeah so shoe me love and Gerard Way please leave your girl and marry me already!

ATTN KIDS OF ALL AGES!!!

TUESDAY THE 31ST DAY OF JULY
THE MOST IMPORTANT DAY OF THE YEAR!
TOOTIE SUICIDE'S BIRTHDAY!
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XOXOX
TOOTIE