Tina's August 03, 2003 blog

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AUGUST 3, 2003 @ 02:48 AM

rrrr...i saw my ex girlfriend making out with two different people tonite. shes the only person that can do this to me. i'm very open and don't really get jealous. i believe in open relationships. but she and i are over and i know that, but we were also best friends. it just makes it really hard because i know when i see her with someone else it shouldn't bother me, but the fact is that it does. and anyone else that i'm involved with ...it would be no big deal. ....but atlas she is my lindy chic... my weakness...playing with my heart like a god damn kitty cat. ...rrrr...i got home after seeing lindy...my roommate and one of her cute friends from floridia was hanging about at the house... we all went out to one of my favorite bars(the noc noc) and i got horribly drunk... please excuse any spelling errors as such....i just got home and all i want to do is crawl in bed and have someone hold me.

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Oman

December 2002

AUG 03, 2003 02:57 AM

I'd hold you but I'd probably drop you, as I am a massive klutz.

Pip

Framingham, MA

OLD SKOOL

AUG 03, 2003 06:15 PM

Everyone ahs that one person that can slay them at will. It sucks being human sometimes.

Itsalivemedia

Los Angeles, CA

December 2002

AUG 03, 2003 06:15 PM

Ok....that would be me, with my hand up, offering the "holding" services."

Hey, you know, we all have a weakness for SOMEONE....she is obviously yours. Those are the WORST moments. There is one in my life....haven't seen her in like 9 months and I still think about her. A LOT. The funny thing was, I effectively ended it. Once I knew she was gone for good (less than a month later she had moved in with a guy and they were engaged) I was a blathering idiot who could not eat, who needed a few drinks nightly and generaly became a sad sack. So we all have one. She is mine. This Lindy is yours. Cheer up....your human! You can't cut off those emotions....and the only thing to do is go with it.

Is Deerhoof that good?

Oh and I once met Elizabeth Elmore. I was in Portland at a music convention and I didnt know who she was or anything, but in the middle of this space, with The Album Leaf blasting away, with tons of free beer and indie rockers galore, she is sitting on a couch, reading a text book. I walked up to her and chatted with her about what the hell she was doing (law school? MBA?) and how she could concentrate and she looked at me like I was crazy. She said she did this all the time. But that she really had to get back to studying......DOH!

Hey, I think I can get ya on the GL for The 88 at Cafe Du Nord. Let's talk more (I kinda need a name to put on the list! lol) I am going to (I think) a scooter rally earlier in the day....my friend Randy is a Vespa freak. I may not. I may just go get a Zona Rosa burrito and shop at Amoebas. But a listing is do-able. Did you like them?

Monica

SUICIDEGIRL

Pennsylvania, USA

AUG 04, 2003 05:59 AM

i'll hold you my baby girl. i have ex's that i cant be in the same room with when they are with their special ladies. i wanna kill kill kill. so you go ahead and get drunk. have one for me.

Samantha

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

AUG 04, 2003 01:55 PM

thanks!
heh, you run an art gallery... why have i not been shmoozing up to you?
wow, that sucks... does she know how you feel?

Monica

SUICIDEGIRL

Pennsylvania, USA

AUG 04, 2003 09:45 PM

cuddling with my babygirl would be perfect with now!

Soraya

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

AUG 05, 2003 10:42 AM

that's kinda the problem in this city. so big, yet, every day you keep finding out how small it really can be.

one day it won't be hard. till then keep focusing on making yourself happy.

mutinyonthebay

Washington, DC

June 2003

AUG 05, 2003 03:23 PM

hey.. can you give me some details about the thing on the 8th?? it sounds like a good time.
and about open relationships.. only work if you're a total massochist. i had one with my latest girlfriend and it drove me crazy! it sounds so simple and fun.. and it is for yourself, until you see her with someone else..

punt

San Jose, CA

OLD SKOOL

AUG 05, 2003 04:07 PM

where might you have met this person in Sloe?
Asking because it could have been me...
Muller and I are in the band.

If so, hi again!

desiderata

I'm lost

November 2002

AUG 05, 2003 10:40 PM

wow, girl. you have so much goin' on. it all sounds really amazing.
i live in LA but it seems like i spend half my time in SF. i was up there this last weekend. i love it. i'm actually reading valencia right now... congrats on your michelle tea review.

i look forward to checking out your events next time i'm up*

Itsalivemedia

Los Angeles, CA

December 2002

AUG 05, 2003 11:23 PM

Hey,

The 88 are at Cafe Du Nord on Sat. Aug 16. I think we can swing a ticket for you. Ya wanna? I'll be up there on the 15th if you know anything good going on. Looking froward to it all.

Let's chat soon ok?

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