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HEY here's a fun survey. thanks kayla.
In the last 24 hours, have you...
Cryed? umm almost
Helped someone? yes
Bought something? no
Gotten sick? yes
Gone to the movies? no
Gone out for dinner? yes
Said "I love you"? yes
Written a real letter? no
Talked to an ex? no
Missed an ex? no
Written in a journal? no
Talked to someone you have a crush on? yes
Had a serious talk? yes
Missed someone? no
Hugged someone? yes
Fought with your parents? no
Fought with a friend? no
Do you......
Wear eye shadow? yes
Kiss on the first date? yes
Have a crush on someone? yes
Eat with your mouth open? yes
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes and no
Do you have a best friend? yes
Are you tired? no
Are you lonely? no
Are you happy? not really
Are you wearing pajamas? no
Are you talking to someone online? no
EITHER/OR...
Coffee or hot chocolate? coffee
Big or little? little
Lace or satin? satin
New or old? old
Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? blondie
Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? brad pitt!!!!!
Vogue or Material Girl? blondie again.
Jeans or cords? jeans
Sweater or sweatshirt? sweatshirt
wool or cotton? cotton
Rose or Lily? rose
Dominant or submissive? switch
If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would it be? hahaha
What was the last CD you bought? psalm 69 and rorschach test
How did you spend last summer? working at a theme park, no joke.
What are you reading now? motley crue book
1. LIVING ARRANGEMENT? friends
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? touch pad
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? twister
5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? rockergrl
6a. FAVORITE SMELLS? onions
6b. LEAST FAVORITE SMELLS? urine, that menstrual fluid smelling perfume.
7a. FAVORITE SOUND? sighs, rain, kitty purr meow thing
7b.WORST SOUND? teeth on fork
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? restlessness
10. FAVORITE COLOR? black/pink
11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? i don't
13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? food
14. FAVORITE FOODS? all food is equally wonderful and beautiful
15. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? strawberry
16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? duh
18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? radical
19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? 1980 honda accord
20. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE? i would meet god so i could tell him to pay more attention to his little brats down here.
22. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? i fucking hate that bullshit.
24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE? novelist/ rich hermit
25. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR? i do
27. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? time for more milk!
30. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? drawers
What do you like most about your body? ass, tummy, hair, eyes, lips, neck, back, calves.
What do you like least? fat on hamstrings
How many fillings do you have? 2
Do you think you're good looking? i'd fuck me.
Do other people? they seem to
What do you sound like? bullwinkle.
Fashion
Do you wear a watch? no
How many coats and jackets do you own? too many
Most expensive item of clothing? pretty velvet skirt that my butt is too big for now.
Most treasured? none
Boots or shoes? both
Your personality (general)
Extrovert or introvert? introvert
Are you confident? yes
Do you like yourself? yes and no
Are you good academically? yes
What do you have a really good knowledge of? history, current events, why everything sucks.
Can you speak another language? ich spreche ein bisschen deutsch. yo hablo un poco espanol.
Are you moody? yes
Use five words to describe what you feel inside - Right now? crampy, angry, aggressive, scummy, brilliant.
Do people know how you feel? no.
Do your friends know you? they know parts.
Sex
Are you good at it? better at getting others off than getting them to get me off.
Have you ever been criticized about your performance? not meanly, but i've been offered suggestions.
What does it for you in a sex partner? patience, communicativeness, being sensual and decadent.
OK that took a long time.
In the last 24 hours, have you...
Cryed? umm almost
Helped someone? yes
Bought something? no
Gotten sick? yes
Gone to the movies? no
Gone out for dinner? yes
Said "I love you"? yes
Written a real letter? no
Talked to an ex? no
Missed an ex? no
Written in a journal? no
Talked to someone you have a crush on? yes
Had a serious talk? yes
Missed someone? no
Hugged someone? yes
Fought with your parents? no
Fought with a friend? no
Do you......
Wear eye shadow? yes
Kiss on the first date? yes
Have a crush on someone? yes
Eat with your mouth open? yes
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes and no
Do you have a best friend? yes
Are you tired? no
Are you lonely? no
Are you happy? not really
Are you wearing pajamas? no
Are you talking to someone online? no
EITHER/OR...
Coffee or hot chocolate? coffee
Big or little? little
Lace or satin? satin
New or old? old
Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? blondie
Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? brad pitt!!!!!
Vogue or Material Girl? blondie again.
Jeans or cords? jeans
Sweater or sweatshirt? sweatshirt
wool or cotton? cotton
Rose or Lily? rose
Dominant or submissive? switch
If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would it be? hahaha
What was the last CD you bought? psalm 69 and rorschach test
How did you spend last summer? working at a theme park, no joke.
What are you reading now? motley crue book
1. LIVING ARRANGEMENT? friends
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? touch pad
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? twister
5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? rockergrl
6a. FAVORITE SMELLS? onions
6b. LEAST FAVORITE SMELLS? urine, that menstrual fluid smelling perfume.
7a. FAVORITE SOUND? sighs, rain, kitty purr meow thing
7b.WORST SOUND? teeth on fork
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? restlessness
10. FAVORITE COLOR? black/pink
11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? i don't
13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? food
14. FAVORITE FOODS? all food is equally wonderful and beautiful
15. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? strawberry
16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? duh
18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? radical
19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? 1980 honda accord
20. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE? i would meet god so i could tell him to pay more attention to his little brats down here.
22. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? i fucking hate that bullshit.
24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE? novelist/ rich hermit
25. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR? i do
27. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? time for more milk!
30. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? drawers
What do you like most about your body? ass, tummy, hair, eyes, lips, neck, back, calves.
What do you like least? fat on hamstrings
How many fillings do you have? 2
Do you think you're good looking? i'd fuck me.
Do other people? they seem to
What do you sound like? bullwinkle.
Fashion
Do you wear a watch? no
How many coats and jackets do you own? too many
Most expensive item of clothing? pretty velvet skirt that my butt is too big for now.
Most treasured? none
Boots or shoes? both
Your personality (general)
Extrovert or introvert? introvert
Are you confident? yes
Do you like yourself? yes and no
Are you good academically? yes
What do you have a really good knowledge of? history, current events, why everything sucks.
Can you speak another language? ich spreche ein bisschen deutsch. yo hablo un poco espanol.
Are you moody? yes
Use five words to describe what you feel inside - Right now? crampy, angry, aggressive, scummy, brilliant.
Do people know how you feel? no.
Do your friends know you? they know parts.
Sex
Are you good at it? better at getting others off than getting them to get me off.
Have you ever been criticized about your performance? not meanly, but i've been offered suggestions.
What does it for you in a sex partner? patience, communicativeness, being sensual and decadent.
OK that took a long time.
well i got my cat back. i need some fucking fun. what's happening tomorrow night in the bay area? i will drive up to 100 miles for fun!!! maybe i will go to the moma. 
arg! stupid people kidnapped my kitty! she was outside about 3 days ago and i guess she wandered over to the rehab place, and a nurse thought she was stray and took her home. then she left 7 messages on my cell phone, none of which i got until 1 am last night. my cat was only like 20 yards from my house, and she would have been back by now if that lady had just let her be a cat. maybe kitty was spazzing out or something. well hopefully i will get my baby back tonight. garg!!!! 
you know, i already posted today but i am in such a shitty mood and i have no friends, so i have to talk to cyber space as though i really knew you people. i hate santa cruz! there's nothing to do! and i'm poor and i don't get financial aid and everything sucks. i wish i could just disappear or something. i wish i could go on a crime spree or live in a movie. i wish i could afford all the tattoos i want. i suck.
thanks for all the suggestions. the ring was definitely some scary shit. mulholland drive and lost highway both scared the shit out of me too, cuz they're just like my nightmares. i will defnitely be checking out suspiria because it's playing at this little theatre here on sunday.
in other news, boys suck. at least this one boy in particular sucks. luckily he's not mine so i will be ditching him post haste. if only i could get some girly action, as mick jagger would say. i am way too shy with girls though.
you kids are so smart, i have another question for you: how can i keep my nail polish from chipping within twenty minutes of drying?
in other news, boys suck. at least this one boy in particular sucks. luckily he's not mine so i will be ditching him post haste. if only i could get some girly action, as mick jagger would say. i am way too shy with girls though.
you kids are so smart, i have another question for you: how can i keep my nail polish from chipping within twenty minutes of drying?
what a joyous day of working this has been. one more day of low-paid labour and i swear i will turn into a communist. i want to watch some serious horror right now. saw jason vs. freddy last night, and it sucked, but for some reason everyone in the theatre was fully rooting for jason by the end. it was weird. anyway, recommend some real scary movies for me.
well if anyone was wondering... los angeles still sucks. hanging out with my buddies was pretty great, although the weather was so craptacular that we just wanted to stay inside and veg. i had my first oki dog experience, and it was like a fourth of july of meat. also my first diddy riese experience. any food that can be had for a dollar and also tastes good is gourmet by my standards. didn't get to go by sghq, but hopefully i will be getting my shit together to shoot a new set soon. well my darlings, that is all for now. hurray for norcal!
blood clots, skulls, bloody knuckles, cuticle, celluloid, sweat stain, chipped polish, bitten lip, mascara, bone cage, arched back, slithering inside, rust, sausage, camera.
word association- ready, go!
word association- ready, go!
oy it's a warm one today. too hot for clothes! got stranded at work and had to walk a bunch of blocks and take the bus home. taking the bus is pretty fun sometimes. i'm going to LA wednesday night! i'm so excited! i don't know why, i really don't like LA, but i'm seeing all my loser friends who live there for some reason. i'm also getting a tattoo, and hopefully shooting a set at SGHQ. hurray! anyone who lives in LA want to get some coffee with me?
it is a little bit less hot today. the boy is out of incarceration so things are a little bit back to normal. today is pretty day. i spent a longer than usual time getting ready. i must be in a good mood. which is better, old cheesy low budget horror such as I eat your skin, middle period slasher flicks such as halloween or new, slick, tongue-in-cheek horror like urban legend? cast your votes now for posterity!!!
