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Dearest SG,
So many things have changed in the past 5 years of my life and I feel I've almost come full circle. My personality has gone from a young and wild barely 21 female, through a period of self-confident - still spontaneous young adult, to cynical stranger to myself and now coming out of the darkness of deep depression. I am no longer the same person I was when I first joined SG.
Suicide Girls has brought me some of the greatest relationships and absolute best times in my life. This site helped me to realize how lovely I was and to accept my body as is, flaws and all. However, all the goodness came with a great deal of disappointment and heartache. I don't wish to elaborate on this topic other than to mention it has led to me not being as involved as I once was. I really had some great conversations here and I'm thankful for that. (You know who you are
) I am supremely grateful to Suicide Girls for introducing me to a new world and facilitating in some of the best years of my life - but - times, they are a'changin'...As you most know I've been in California the last 2 years and the experience has not been a good one. It has forced me to learn a lot and I have completely changed my view of everything I once understood. From economics, politics, environmental beliefs, spirituality, love, health, how I view society, almost everything I did/believed is now drastically different. The experience has been very difficult and it will get harder as I change more things about myself for the better. Part of that has to do with another relocation.
Coming early 2013, I will be moving to an undisclosed location in Tennessee. My plan is to homestead and to be as self-sustainable as possible. Ultimately I want to live my life, no punching clocks, no working for the man.
I still plan on attending tattoo conventions and shooting for magazines but my activity on this site will be limited; unless there is an overwhelming urge for my return - which I doubt would happen.
If you want to stay in touch follow me on intagram: @badassthana I update there on a daily basis. I also have a twitter but I reserve it for people I have actually spoken to in person. My twitter is usually pretty depressing as I use it to bitch and generally complain about the world so I'm not sure you would enjoy it anyway...
This is what I look like currently - consider it my date stamp
Until next time -
OCT 15, 2012 02:56 PM
I shall always see you as a positive part of my SG experience because you were one of the first I reached out to when I joined, and one of the first to reach back. For that reason alone, although there are others, I will always consider you a friend. Thanks to you. 
OCT 15, 2012 03:51 PM
OCT 15, 2012 04:18 PM
I totally want to do the same! I hate working for the man and I want to be as independent as possible. I know you'll be able to do it. Its refreshing to see more and more people are starting to think differently from the norm!
OCT 15, 2012 05:01 PM
I love you and will miss you terribly if you leave here, but we always have "real life"
OCT 15, 2012 05:39 PM
Best wishes in your new endeavors. I think you have what it takes to be successful. Try to keep things real and positive. Good luck.
OCT 15, 2012 05:41 PM
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OCT 15, 2012 07:50 PM
Pretty girl, just to wish you the best in whatever your decisions are. You are so beautiful and I saw your last blogs about how tough life has turned, well good vibes and I know you will find the way. Consider me as an overwhelming fan that wants to see more of you here. Take care and a big, big HUG wherever you are 
OCT 15, 2012 08:50 PM
Your plans for 2013 look very nice!
Good luck Thanatogenous! 
OCT 15, 2012 09:21 PM
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JAN 12, 2013 10:34 AM
I understand your desire to disconnect from society as it is these days. The world has become Avery strange and complicated place. I'm trying to do the homestead thing up here in Alaska. Its all about living simply. I wish you the best of luck in Tennessee! I hope this adventure is a great one.
JAN 13, 2013 09:16 AM
JAN 23, 2013 12:01 PM
yayyy!!!!!!!!!!!!! hell city will be awesome
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