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DECEMBER 31, 2011 @ 09:36 AM


Although I haven't been too active on the site lately, I wanted to recap and give closure to this much less than mediocre year.

This time last year I was gearing up for the party of my life with my favorite people.
The Epic Massive Red Cup Psycho Circus



(girl doing suspension is not me)



At the beginning of the year I was living in Arizona with a good quality of life outside of work, but my job was hell. I don't wish to recount the details but I ended up leaving AZ to find work in Northern California. My life was turned upside down and I was having some severe homesickness and culture shock. Luckily Aldremech and Shockasaurus came to visit.





SGSAC had a get together during their visit.





My set, Bound, shot by Alissa came out at the beginning of the year.

The set was shot in Columbus at Hell City 2010 at Alissa's studio. Lainey did my makeup and some awesome girls were around for the shoot. Much fun was had that morning...

I met Trekka through SGSAC and got together throughout the year.






I was lucky enough to visit Arizona and the family twice last year. Once at the beginning of the summer and then for Hell City.























I was tattooed by one of my favorite artists Tony Klett at Urban Art Tattoo

I had another set, shot by Cherry, that also came out in 2011. Practise Makes Perfect

It was an idea I had been wanting to do since I even thought about being a SG. Thanks to the fabulous Cherry, it came to fruition. She executed it brilliantly, better than I have ever imagined; and we shot it during my favorite Hell City, 2010 PHX.

I also shot for Tattoos and Tentacles, a project by Julian Murray, during HC PHC 2010. I was stoked to see my shot made it in the book!


Hell City PHX 2011 was quickly followed up by a trip to Vegas for Mummifier's wedding.



See the full album here!

As you know I have been on a little SG break lately, so I wanted to fill you in on what I've been doing recently.

The holidays came and went and I'm so glad they're over. Here's a photo recap.






I went to SF to visit Reid











Notice that I have highlighted the best of times this year. Unfortunately the majority of the year has been pretty low. I have been plagued with a deep depression at times and have lost my luster in life. My job has been consuming me. From starting the year with 70 hour work weeks - not kidding - I'm now down to about 45 hours, but our client's are demanding. We are a premiere location and charge a lot so our customers are looking to 'get what they pay for'. I dislike California, the geography, cities, politics, the hipsters and ghetto folks. I miss the clean air and beauty of Arizona and of course the people who dwell there. I had to bitch just a bit to get it off my chest. I'm really trying to move forward and get my life back. Cali has made me a pretty kick ass Funeral Director and I am thankful for my new skills that hopefully I can use to my advantage.


I don't believe the world is necessarily going to end next year but I do believe changes to our way of life are coming. So lets make 2012 the year of our lives!

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MK47

MK47

United Kingdom
March 2005

DEC 31, 2011 09:46 AM

amen to that

DrHamburger

DrHamburger

Rochester, NY
October 2004

DEC 31, 2011 09:47 AM

Pretty intense you did a suspension. Was that your first time? Wondering how it was for you. I also love your new ink, that squid looks sick. Hppy Nw Yrrrr!

gujsel

gujsel

Italy
November 2005

DEC 31, 2011 09:47 AM

awwwww ........a lots of love a big hug and Happy New Year to you dear.........have magical 31 and wonderful 2012kiss

King

King

SUICIDEGIRL

Ohio, USA

DEC 31, 2011 09:51 AM

I love you, and I can already name a reason why 2012 will be better than 2011.
King & Thana reunited!
<3

theaceface

theaceface

Los Angeles, CA
March 2007

DEC 31, 2011 09:58 AM

I really miss our conversations...I hope '12 is an improvement for you. Would love to see you happy again!

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

DEC 31, 2011 10:04 AM

Have a great 2012 dear. Seems to me you have it coming.
And King and Thana reunited is one hell of an idea. smile

alanbnogueira

alanbnogueira

Brazil
January 2007

DEC 31, 2011 10:07 AM

Lots of love and happy new year. My system of belief don't make me believe in the end of the world. But I am hope that 2012 could be the begining of the New Aeon, the Aeon of Horus. 93!

I loved your pics as always.

DrHamburger

DrHamburger

Rochester, NY
October 2004

DEC 31, 2011 10:15 AM

Ah gotcha, didn't think the first pic was you, but wasn't sure. I've seen one recently, but I'm not good with seeing other people in distress, made me pretty uncomfortable, but I'm a light weight when it comes to any sight of blood. I do respect the Native American suspension ritual of sacrificing yourself and enduring the suspension pain to help rid the village's pain as a whole. That's an amazing and selfless idea/process.

PlaceboMed

PlaceboMed

Canada
March 2011

DEC 31, 2011 11:02 AM

Nice blog, love the re-cap of the year. Sorry to hear that Cali has not been the "home away from home" that makes you smile. Friends, family and just familiarity can be huge things that make life fun and worthwhile. Though moving to Cali and tackling this new opportunity is very courageous and it's a good thing for a person to try, so well done. I hope things turn around in a positive way for you smile
Wicked tattoo! Love the colours
Have a great New Year and all the best in 2012 biggrin

Antichrist

Antichrist

Phoenix, AZ
November 2008

DEC 31, 2011 11:08 AM

I left NorCal for Hell City and never left. I just love it here. Cali is a serious drag. I hope you can escape soon.

Blanch

Blanch

HOPEFUL

Tempe, AZ

DEC 31, 2011 11:36 AM

I love and miss you so much! 2012 will involve more visits and Skyping.

Hang tough lady

pauliei

pauliei

Audubon, NJ
April 2004

DEC 31, 2011 01:31 PM

Here's hoping 2012 is everything 2011 wasn't and you find all of the happiness you deserve! Glad you stopped in to update us! Don't be a stranger! Take it easy, but TAKE IT!

JuniorLee

JuniorLee

Colchester, VT
March 2008

DEC 31, 2011 02:05 PM

well, here's to only better years aheadsmile

feather

feather

Baltimore, MD
January 2005

DEC 31, 2011 02:19 PM

Sending you all the happies and loves this new year. Keep your head up and just keep being the beautiful person you are and good things will find you.

ron4164

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA
January 2007

DEC 31, 2011 08:31 PM

You have an awesome year!!! kiss kiss love

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