Edit because I divulged too much information.

Today I lied in the sun reading Coraline and thinking "Sometimes, no matter how shitty my life has been at some points, I think i still live a pretty charmed life."

Pictures:

Sunday afternoon near Kanata

Silly Andrew over did it again.




Andrew again


Tony why is your tongue so green?


Chris took too many pictures of us


Chris:

Cory (he has a way hot girlfriend)

Andrew got happy and grew a moustache. Not really in that order:

Later on he felt better:

And made a phone call:

I like that last picture because it was getting late and the sun was really pretty. What a nice day at the beach.

Charmed life indeed.
Tao x

Do you ever wonder when your bubble will burst, when you'll come back down to earth? Like when things have been going really well for a while you start wondering when something will happen. Like when no one has died in a while, no recent break ups, just nothing traumatic has happened? Then all of a sudden BOOM! You can't eat, you can't sleep, you don't want to be alone, you don't want to be around people, you want to fuck shit up but just disapear at the same time?!

Time for a cigarette me thinks...

DEATH PONY!!!!!!!!!

i can't get enough of this. gets me everytime.

New Hair:



Yay, nay? I'm having fun being a blonde. It was due.

I have 2 new loves in my life:

1) Seedlings. I'm growing veggies, herbs and flowers indoors before our official planting season begins, which is around may 24th. i'll start them indoors and transfer them later. in the meantime i'm prepping the garden with sheep manure and doing lots of weeding and stuff. So much fun. Man I can't wait till i can eat fresh salads with basil, make spinach quishes, and scent my room with fresh lavender.

2) my second new love is a boy i patiently waited a very long time to be with, and it finally happened, and i'm a very happy girl. I've been basking in this new-love cheesiness, and it's lovely. We're both not working right now (and school's done for me for now) so we're spending an obscene amount of time together before he goes away on tour in a month. So we're enjoying each others company, and it's really really nice.

So it goes to show that patience is a virtue and good things are worth waiting for.

Bisoux
Tao

Dear Hardcore Kids

Would you learn how to behave in the pit please? Does kicking peoples teeth out make you hardcore? Does going to school or doing the 9-5 like every other joe blow and kicking peoples teeth out on your down time make you hardcore?

Please learn how to get along. It's really quite lame!

See, venues even come with rules.


Honestly! fuck i just got back from touring with ion dissonance for a month around the states and i swear these kids just do not know how to control themselves. I understand you're going to death metal/grindcore/hardcore show and you wanna blow off some steam but i swear, almost every night there was a fight. A kid left on a stretcher one night with no sign of life in him. Where's this unity amongst fellow people gone? Honestly! So lame.

Well, with that said, I'm happy to be home. The whole trip was amazing besides 3 days of hell in california (where i got to see fresh stab wounds, got heat stroke, got harrassed by a HUGE crazy man high on meth at 4am in LA, almost got slithered on by a rattle snake all of this on top of VERY LITTLE sleep, bad food and no showers) Needless to say we were all incredibly happy to leave california behind. But the rest of the trip was amazing. There are some beautiful places in America. Arizona, may we meet again one day.

Living in a van with 5 guys for 4 weeks was surpizingly easy, i laughed my fucking ass off repeatedly on a daily basis (except for in cali), it was wonderful! The guys did a show every night so there was little time for sight seeing but none the less, good times. We had a bunch of sleepovers with Arsis, the other band we were touring with, and that was so much fun. One girl, 10 guys, no hanky panky, just good pleasent times! I love boys. I wish girls were like boys.

Anyways I'll post some pics

This is us with Arsis on the last night, everyone made retard faces. i didn't, but they happen naturally anyway.


Our home


me looking tough. but i am definately not tough.


in daytona


this is the snake that slithered over my stuff while i was enjoying some shade under a tree while we were out in the middle of the desert while the guys were shooting a music video.


And lastly me, i like to get my picture taken with plants and flowers n stuff. nerd.


Well thats all, in very recent news, I went blonde today. I'm on the fence. The cut is great tho. pics to come. And my boy gets home from tour tomorrow morning and we're very excited to see each other and i'm not gunna be able to sleep tonight thats for sure

Over and out!
Tao x

dear america,
please clean your public washrooms. i have been on tour for a week now, and i am using a lot of your washrooms. you should be embarrassed. they are appalling.
thank you
tao.

us in daytona