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FEBRUARY 4, 2012 @ 08:27 AM | 10 COMMENTS


Hello!!!
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Flip...


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It really has been a while ; Mac has been in for service,Second Varsity year beginning,Working at the store,Holiday season (Happy brand spanking new year!) and,dancing again smile It's been four years.Then broke hip and fractured neck,so,it's been a long road back to feeling free





Lots and lots of feeling free

Been really hard to try get with Talamia to do this set,dammit,time! but,indeed it lingers in the horizon-there are always such wonderful things going on,you know?

look at this angel :

went on a trip to me HOOOOME TOOOOWN to visit a dear friend <3
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this is she smile We met in high-school ,i'd just moved to the middle-of-nowhere and had to live with this crazy animal upon frost meeting ; thongs,cigarettes,bunking,getting physical with racists,running away andjumping into cars from scary bitches,stealing mean people meat,jumping into bushes ...man.got some stories with this lady.All the above with good reason though.

see the background?
This was it the next two days:



That river was miniscule.Poor hippos were found dead in peoples kitchens and towns folk had to be airlifted etc etc

I imagine all the poor farmers hard- earned crops gone to waste and the poor animals....



I have quit this divine art smile


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so as to pursue this one again



Have been reading Douglas Coupland....he,has two things that define his writing style,yet i cant seem to place/define them

“I didn't realize then that so much of being adult is reconciling ourselves with the awkwardness and strangeness of our own feelings. Youth is the time of life lived for some imaginary audience”
― Douglas Coupland, Girlfriend in a Coma


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see you soon,at a SG set near you



<3






DECEMBER 21, 2011 @ 11:30 PM | 8 COMMENTS


Waves!

Absolutley obsessed eeek

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Great plot.
Great characters.
I wonder what the message is?
Maybe don't cheat/hold on your virtues close.
Maybe that everyone is not safe from the dark/everyone is attracted to the dark.
haven't been this entertained in a while.







These days...

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Working in a bookstore this holiday to make some money to have in general and save.
Its lovely there.Its not as demeaning as waitressing can be,its relaxed and the customers are (usually) gentle creatures.Love suggesting books I know a customer will enjoy.

Even though im at the bookstore to make money,i'm in constant turmoil ; I have so many books lined up to be bought whatever

what else? Seems my family is going to have a soviet christmas this year.Everyone is so broke.
Lesson #56789 from watching parents over the years : Don't spend your money lavishly.save.save.save

It's the new years soon smile wow.To take a mere moment to grasp the full extent of what has happened in ones life.How much has developed,how much you've learned,lost/let go,changed.

Very excited for next year; Majoring in film,and doing illustration and sequential art.Maybe ill show some work sometime? blush

I live on a lovely plot with my aunt;she is an equestrian and her stable guy died recently of HIV eeek he managed a large piece of the land as a garden,his garden and now its just left to wither.So i planted my rosemary,chives,spinach and strawberries and plan on planting tomatoes and many other things.

End result: A fully loaded vegetable garden as an alternative food source.

Gardening is cathartic.



Randomnosity

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A "Lenticular" (if im not mistaken) cloud formation in Cape Town yesterday :
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People have been raving it's a U.F.O - why can't we just leave beautiful nature and science as it is?
Why does it have to be something more?
is the beauty in the world not enough?
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All i want for christmas



foolaroundery




Love to you all,the world needs some

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Syl
x

DECEMBER 5, 2011 @ 01:13 AM | 13 COMMENTS


Sometimes,you




And feel songs like;


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This is my five string serenade
Beneath the water I play
And while I'm playing for you
It could be raining there too

This is my five string serenade
Beneath the water I play
And while I'm playing for you
It could be raining there too

And on my easel I drew
While I was thinking of you
And on the roof of my head
In came my five string serenade

This is my five string serenade
Beneath the water I play
And while I'm playing for you
It could be raining there too

And on my easel I drew
While I was thinking of you
And on the roof of my head
In came my five string serenade



Then get lost in;



then,







whatever











NOVEMBER 27, 2011 @ 01:59 PM | 7 COMMENTS


If i could light some incense,roll a cherry rolly and jam this loud with you,i would



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Michael Hussar."Cherry pie". don't you love a cherry pie?

Really just lost in a world right now,and loving it,will not leave
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Everything is so real these days; i seek truth
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"What then is truth? A mobile army of metaphors, metonyms, and anthropomorphisms -- in short, a sum of human relations, which have been enhanced, transposed, and embellished poetically and rhetorically, and which after long use seem firm, canonical, and obligatory to a people: truths are illusions about which one has forgotten that is what they are; metaphors which are worn out and without sensuous power; coins which have lost their pictures and now matter only as metal, no longer as coins.
We still do not know where the urge for truth comes from; for as yet we have heard only of the obligation imposed by society that it should exist: to be truthful means using the customary metaphors - in moral terms, the obligation to lie according to fixed convention, to lie herd-like in a style obligatory for all..."Nietzsche


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There is nothing more tasty than being born into a new reality.
The truth is real,the truth is ugly,it is what it is,and so beautiful for it.
We are so mortal;and knowing how every waking second is the last urges me to experience as much as possible and be ever-so present...and furthermore,knowing you are a single being,alone,in your mind,on this vulnerable planet,rotating in an ever-expanding universe...just you...how vivid
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currently reading "A history of the Modern World",so i can speak to my grandmother fluently about her war experience(s),and dipping in and out of Darwin and it's only making me think about our future...fuck.There is so much going on.....fuck.Unfortunatley,I can't let go of the belief that we will witness many things...I prepare for the unimaginable daily

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"Lets play truth or dare
Or just dare because
Nobody tells the truth anymore"

For now,live and love,live and love...i dare myself.Our beautiful,real,natural,physiological world

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Can you love the good things in life so much that you miss it already?


x x x



An at-home starter for an upcoming set.very excited kiss


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This is a theme around the theme of the set wink :


x x x

When the shit hits the fan,know that you have loved most wonderfully,lived most you-fully,grab your favorite things,sit with your cat,light a root and jam a marley limitlessly loud...For life will just,go,on.

As it always has.



Truth.

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syl
<3
NOVEMBER 23, 2011 @ 07:58 AM | 10 COMMENTS


It is a sad time for my country.

The Info Bill has been passed.

What does our government have to hide? What does it plan to hide?

So much for Democracy -what many sacrificed so much for.

Our constitution? Our CONSTITUTION?


The constitutional court says they will/might reconsider the passing of the bill if the public feels it infringes on our rights.

-er,yer think?



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Sorry Madiba....some have actualy tried


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</3
NOVEMBER 16, 2011 @ 01:19 AM | 12 COMMENTS


Waves,Wonderments
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Feel this


so,
can't wait for new set! coming to a SG near you! tongue

By the way,Does anyone believe in Graham Hancock's theories on ancient civilizations?
eeek I'd love to discuss!
If not,i URGE one to take a look.Very Interesting.




Visuals of the week
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Music.Moves.Me.

xxx
NOVEMBER 6, 2011 @ 08:24 AM | 19 COMMENTS


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Hello! Again! And for good!

It has indeed been a long,steep road to finally be able to sit down,and write this blog.

Nearing the end of the year i am left as a >result<,who has tried to survive and grow from experiences such as
> a traumatic break-up (which involved potential career-damaging false accusations,intense emotional harassment and all in all rendering me socially ostracized) only to continue with lingering
>Health scare (S) a
>Harassment of a sexual nature at what should have been a professional service continuos
> Flatmate (used and abused,being walked over) troubles (Lets just say...no fuck it lets leave it at that)
> The usual pressures of Degree studies and of course,the daily disgusting doses of life on this earth in 2011 we share
> Etc,and.so.forth (Trying to save bandwidth)

And my God have i learned.

Its understandable if the above brief description of this year-of-absence-of-mine is said to be negative complaints.But upon recollection and I say but this;

"Pain by itself is merely pain,but the experience of pain coupled with an understanding that it serves a worthy purpose is suffering.Suffering is meaningful.Suffering can be endured because there is a reason for it that is worth the effort.What is more worthy of your pain than the evolution of your soul?"


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Lol...Thought it appropriate.

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Here is some Soul-Juice i'd love to share.Please excuse all from the room who cannot handle high decibels,for i BEG you to jam these HARD.With love;





[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=xavier+rudd+the+letter&aq=0sx&aql=f&oq=xavier+rude+the+letter[/YOUTUBE]

BEST EPISODE ON EARTH :




A movie to not only watch,but embrace with utmost attention




And always remember!


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Sylly
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MARCH 17, 2011 @ 10:10 PM | 32 COMMENTS


Hello everyone!!! just POPPING back in to say IM BACK IN THE GAAAAME!
i am now single and no longer have to feel bad about being an SG,you heard me,it happened.

kick ass update soon hope you are ALL well
and this year has been a good start

x
FEBRUARY 19, 2011 @ 05:54 AM | 19 COMMENTS


Goodbye SG
stay awsome everyone
and thank you for everything

love syl

psch.ya.wateva@gmail.com

x
JANUARY 31, 2011 @ 08:00 AM | 10 COMMENTS


Life is being so rad,Happy is my favourite flavour.
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hello to you.broad smile.

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This is me wee lil study desk set up for varsity this year.Got my gigantic drawing pad,art untencils and lil shindigs surrounding-that make the painted rectangle i live in a home.
This degree blows my mind! Today;the history of photography,and drawing.
homework has never been more heavenly.



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been working on me wee lil garden too...here i have nurtured an "african fig" bonsai,spinach,rosemary,and spearmint (which apparently keeps bully insects at bay)
featured: my owl sculpture,if you blow into the back of its head,the air will travel through the
holes and make lovely owl sounds tongue I also have basil and rocket as neighbours.


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And here is a home cooked meal.
"blue cheese chicken and mediteranian potatoes"

Ingredients:

mediteranean potaoes
salty fatty farm butter

chicken breasts
cream
white wine
parmesan/emmerdale cheese
rosemary
blue cheese
garlic
coarse sea salt and pepper
olive oil

boil potatoes.keep lovely skin.
thinly slice chicken breast,fry in garlic,olive oil,coarse saltand papper.let it simmer.
add cream.white wine.and grated parmesan/emmerdale.mix to let flavours socialise biggrin
add rosemary.simmer on low heat.add blue cheese last.spread around/dismantle with fingers.
when potatoes are boild and ready cut crosses in middle and add a boistrous dollop of butter,sprinkle salt and pepper.and graciously pour blue cheese chicken mixture over.

light candle.press play.pour wine (excelsior red preferably).cheers a toast to the day.and most imprtantly,enjoy until the last lick of yhe plate.




And lastly,Id realy like to thank each and everyone of you for the kindwords and loving support on the new set! i am touched,every time.

much love
sylly

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