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second poem ^_^ better read fast,like a little rap of sorts haha ...inspired from the beatniks.hope the concepts understood.well,enjoy... x"How are you?"
this,re-encounter
(too quickly)
asked.
(in an instant):
(Redefined came to mind,aaaages ago,this person you THINK you talking to,was
alive,Old testament;i
since it happened? New...
since it happened?
i just awoke,or fell asleep,to,an unexplored ,foreign,raw-you can taste the metal so new,world,other world,in all its entirety, a living, moving picture with lights too white and silence too still,fridges BUZZ louder! and the pains,the hurts,buzz burn and bring you down deeper.
in all its entirety;alien.alienating.
Getting up,every morning,mourning,"Good Morning!" from all angles that point out too much
and getting you down,down,deeper,and below into,again,going to bed
alone,at night... "you not alone,what about your friends?",no,alone,at night,despite that,still,alone.
And EVERYTHING,everysinglething -inbetween- are so,rightfully, playing its, theirs,they'res,his,hers
-hearse- rolling,just there,always given,showed off,showing self-proclaimed,untainted,buzzing vital little
Significant
roles rolling,in this movie,that im watching,this film (filming me)
now that is my life (that im in)
one i NEVER chose to watch,it just unfolded itself,so RUDELY,so FAST,in front of my eyes,i NEVER pressed play,God,and i DONT watch horrors.
...since it happened?...
Before and after,then and now,dayflashnight,sylvan now me
naive now humbled,summerflashwinter,loud now still
eager now unwanting,sure now uncertain,right now wrong,"was GOOD,thanks" now bad and beyond unclassifiable,acceptance now denial,fearless now stricken,struck,a mess,a muck,fuck-up.
whole now empty.PERFECtlyruined.Yang becme yin,coffee became gin
yes became no.)
i replied "im fine",with a smile thrown in.
AnotherAllNiter
USA
December 2009
MAR 29, 2010 01:50 AM
AnotherAllNiter
USA
December 2009
MAR 29, 2010 02:10 AM
MAR 29, 2010 09:13 AM
MAR 30, 2010 12:01 AM
nah that makes perfect sense - cuz I got your back until we meet again 
Awesome place for a tribute as well, cos you see it everyday..
Is the bee on the other wrist related or is that just so you can tell people to buzz off?
MAR 30, 2010 12:13 AM
Oh my, another SA hopeful ... welcome! 
MAR 30, 2010 01:28 AM
YAY awesome - the more the merrier you're cute as a button, can't wait for your set.
MAR 30, 2010 02:21 AM
ouch - you make me feel exceedingly 'sheltered' for a lack of a better word... I've never had anybody close to me kick the bucket, however i am starting to fear my folks increasing mortality (does that sentence make sense??)
They're now in their 60s which seems so odd to me as thats the age i always associate with grandparents!
MAR 30, 2010 04:03 AM
There's no unfinished business with my folks, we're pretty tight actually the whole family is toit like a tiger 
... well except for my one bro who is dating satans spawn - she seems to be driving a stake between him and the rest of the famdamily!
How are you and your fam?
MAR 30, 2010 09:19 AM
my family....living soap opera.Quite insane*,messy messy
*My family tree has plenty of nuts
but loveable nuts really ... i think?
hmmm cape town, if i get the job that I'm hoping for then i might be going to cape town fairly often. Well Simonstown to be precise...
