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MAY 26, 2008 @ 12:49 PM | 7 COMMENTS

This is a letter to the universe.

Thank you!

I am so happy and grateful that I have this new job! Everyone I work with is so nice, the work is pleasantly challenging, and the consistency of work has allowed me to be able to move in with my good friend Kim once she moves here from San Francisco.I get to live in the city! I really love that I only work weekdays and that my evenings and weekends are productive with new projects, shows, spending time with NIko, cooking with Kim and spending time with good friends. With my new income I can consider traveling to compete in burlesque conventions, and save up to go to Greece with Niko in the coming summer. I may even get a cat. A cute cuddly cat.

Thank you! I'm so excited to progress with these new opportunities.

Love,
Me

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Real news comes this week. The above letter is preemptive. Cross your fingers for me! I'm excited to change my life!

MAY 26, 2008 @ 12:48 PM | NO COMMENTS

This is a letter to the universe.

Thank you!

I am so happy and grateful that I have this new job! Everyone I work with is so nice, the work is pleasantly challenging, and the consistency of work has allowed me to be able to move in with my good friend Kim once she moves here from San Francisco.I get to live in the city! I really love that I only work weekdays and that my evenings and weekends are productive with new projects, shows, spending time with NIko, cooking with Kim and spending time with good friends. With my new income I can consider traveling to compete in burlesque conventions, and save up to go to Greece with Niko in the coming summer. I may even get a cat. A cute cuddly cat.

Thank you! I'm so excited to progress with these new opportunities.

Love,
Me

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Real news comes this week. The above letter is preemptive. Cross your fingers for me! I'm excited to change my life!

MAY 24, 2008 @ 09:31 PM | 5 COMMENTS

What do you do when both you and the man you are madly in love with and is in love with you are having quarter life crisis'?

On top of that, we're about to hit a year....and in his Greek family it's considered get serious time- and we don't need that stress right now. We're good where we're at....you know-without the fucking stress of obligation. We hang out and cuddle and talk and fuck and love each other. We don't need more traditional rules.

Also, what's not serious about sleeping in each other's beds 3-5 times a week and talking almost every day? And besides that, when we need space, we take it. It's love. It's communication. What more do you need?

I just want to love him and be with him for the rest of my life. I don't know if I get to do that, but it would be so very nice-We fit together like hummus and pita.

I call him hiphopopotamus. I'm rhymenocerous.

Sunny days are nice without this cloud trying to be a hat on my head. I wish I had a little bit of clarity. Just a bit. A grain of sand would help.

xo
MAY 23, 2008 @ 06:46 PM | 7 COMMENTS

1. Life is strange.

2. My hair is at that stage where I feel constantly ugly. Maybe I just need more pomade.

3. I had a working interview today at that job. Fuck I want it so bad. Maybe I'll hear about it monday. It would be so lovely.
I am up for a kick ass reception job at a PT clinic. Full benefits and weekends off? YES PLEASE!! But seriously, it would kick my life organization into gear. I need it.

4. I'm producing another show! Yay! June 29th. Nectar. Be there.

5. I don't have much else to tell you right now, though I do read every single one of your journals and I just don't have anything fucking clever to say. Sorry. I just don't have it in me this week.

Maybe next week.

Ciao,
Sydni
MAY 17, 2008 @ 04:16 PM | 10 COMMENTS

I am currently watching a dance competition on TV and whenever I watch these things, they give me goosebumps.

I love dancing. I wish I could afford to do nothing but take classes and perform.

I guess that's why I do burlesque, I enjoy using my body to invoke emotions and entertain. I love it so much.

Today I made a new costume:

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And this is all the jewelry I bought in the past week. All vintage. You don't want to know how much. I call them "investments"

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I'm off to nap and then get ready for my show. Cheers.

xoxo
Sydni
MAY 15, 2008 @ 09:29 PM | 8 COMMENTS

Thanks for the birthday wishes! I had a good day yesterday. I bought some more sparkly stuff to show how much I love me, and then played some pool and drank whiskey whilst wearing a tiara.

Niko bought me an awesome frame that I was craving, and a beautiful orchid. I hope I don't kill it.

I have spent the entire day in my house due to a body hangover. Ugh. The chinese food I ordered was delightful though.

I spend entirely too much time on this computer. Today it was to find a crochet bikini and 70's clothing for a Led Zeppelin tribute act. The shoe part of my search made me covet things. I hate to covet.

Niko ran away to Canada for the weekend for a Greek folk dance convention, so I'm sans boyfriend and cuddle partner. I'm bummed about this. I always miss him when he's gone.

Saturday I shall be peeling of my clothes in a burlesque manner at the PInk Door....I'm excited about that.

I guess I'll just work a ton till he comes back. I hate that I already miss him.

xoxo
Syd
MAY 12, 2008 @ 01:58 PM | 34 COMMENTS

I just bought a vintage rhinestone necklace.
For performing, mostly.

And to stare at.

I'm like a fucking ostrich. Shiny things.
MAY 10, 2008 @ 12:16 PM | 7 COMMENTS

I am so in love with my boyfriend. It will be a year in a month. I am so lucky.

*I had to update. The last journal was bringing me the sad.
MAY 9, 2008 @ 02:49 PM | 7 COMMENTS

I just want one of these jobs to call me. It's all I really want for my birthday.
MAY 6, 2008 @ 06:14 PM | 8 COMMENTS

I'm on week two of job interviews.

I know that I will eventually be gainfully employed, so I'm trying not to freak out about it.

I have sent my resume to at least 25 places....however, for the past year I've been working under the table and as a performer, so it's hard to prove I'm dependable. Thank god I can say I was a recipient of a full academic scholarship for college and completed in 4 years.

So the two jobs I'm gunning for won't be getting back to me for at least 2 more days. Both offer full benefits and not too late hours. One I want more than the other, but they are both excellent opportunities.

On Thursday, my boyfriend and I will be playing tourist in our city and staying in a beautiful hotel room ($400 a night) that I won through an auction. I hope that I'll have a job to celebrate whilst humping my boyfriend repeatedly in a 24 hour period.

Basically, I'm doing my best to stay positive in a positively insane world.

My birthday is next week. I want shoes from Aldo please. Kthnx.

xoxo
Sydni
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