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awww, forget it.
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they usually say if you want something done right you might as well do it yourself, right?
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turns out, i'm grounded. And really wanting to hurt myself. Not like badly, just a bit so the pain goes away.
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time for a shower and some loud music and then going to my meeting.
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if you could only peek inside my brain it would be enough to make you go mad.
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its always been only me. So what i feel sad and trapped and lonely, and anguished and there is a awful scream stuck in my throat? after i come to my senses i'll just kick that abused pathetic little person into her place and i'll be ok again, for a while. After a few glasses of booze, that is.
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Love and Fuck me, goddamnit!
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Whatever. i'm an extraordinary machine!
" But I'm good at being uncomfortable, so
I can't stop changing all the time
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I seem to you to seek a new disaster every day
You deem me due to clean my view and be at peace and lay
I mean to prove I mean to move in my own way, and say,
I've been getting along for long before you came into the play
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If there was a better way to go then it would find me
I can't help it, the road just rolls out behind me
Be kind to me, or treat me mean
I'll make the most of it, I'm an extraordinary machine"
hee hee. very funny. so if i was in rocky horror you'd make me something. but anything else no!
i got black suit with silver pinstripe 1" apart. its nice. i look gangster.
But for the long-term I recommend a nice stress-relieving hobby like boxing or tennis where you get to hit things hard or a punk band (where you get to yell as loud as you want). It helps me immensely to be a calmer person.
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The_Boss
I'm lost
June 2007
MAR 28, 2008 08:57 AM
Well then... if he's avoiding you it's time to get a new guy Specially if he's making a lame excuse like oh I gotta shit...
Tentando desesperadamente ligar...
Engraçado, nós provavelmente estamos passando por situaçoes muito diferentes, mas suas descriçoes me cabem perfeitamente agora...vai entender
On a lighter note, sou louca por laços e Fiona Apple rlz
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Specially if he's making a lame excuse like oh I gotta shit...
I send you sum luv n hugs across the miles to make you feel better! 
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