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monday came. and it's gone already.
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for the day: slept. slept. and slept. then stayed in bed till 3. went out to eat with Him. returned home. slept. went to the gym. posted my doubt, and a dirty little secret.
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i don't feel like it, but i have to.
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to be up all night doing my chores, cleaning and washing.
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and when there finally is another scene party, its on the eve of my college entrace exam. neat.
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the strangeness just doesn't want to wear off.
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and i am antecipating the scolding the doctor will give me in the morning for all the genital piercings.
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blah!
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"then i fell, skined my knee, broke my glasses, got stung by a bee, i lost my wallet and my car keys too and to make matters worse i'm coming down with the flu, somebody get my mom cause i think something's broken again and i don't want to be just friends, i said thanks for the ride i'll just limp back inside cause i don't want you to see me cry, i just want my mom, somebody get my mom, i just want my mom, get my mom..."
(somebody get my mom - bowling for soup)
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i just need a hug. and a good spanking.
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