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JULY 27, 2006 @ 09:08 PM | 8 COMMENTS

Why am I so slack on my updates!!!

In the last while....
Another pet! - a white's tree frog named Titties
My old kitty Kataklysm back from my ex...
A friend of ours was hit by a car and badly injured, he's in the hospital right now.. out of ICU thank god, and an uninjured brain and spinal cord.. but serious damage to his lower jaw and throat..

My missed trip to Boston with gmesh - I'm so upset. He's down there right now having a freaking blast! Shooting killer models, other SG's and networking with other wicked photog's.. all the luck. I couldn't get any time off to go, not even as unpaid time.
I'm up to 19 shoots with him now - 19? That or more. And that doesn't even include... individual sets within each shoot.. it's freaking crazy!

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Check out my good pal DickStarr - he honoured me with the privilege to be his front pic girl on his website! How freaking cool is that!

Still setting up a shoot with Mena - we just gotta get our damn act together! grrr

My boy is jobless frown
But he's house husband for the month, so that's A-OK!

My friend Jen is leaving for Maine in like 5 weeks, to Fort Kent to become a teacher.. kudos to her! But I'm going to miss her like all hell.

i did my first outdoor artistic nude shoot today! And it was wicked!
I was beat all to fuck by the elements of the wonderful outdoors.. including.. thrashed by tree branches, bitten by flies, laying in an ant hill by accident - therefore being swarmed by ants, a rash by some slug ooze.. haha .. part of a damn tan! egads! More I'm sure.

Anyway, peace out!

Drop by and visit my DeviantArt! BloodyBlackCat@DeviantArt
JUNE 25, 2006 @ 04:41 PM | 10 COMMENTS

Oh WOW

I have not updated in a LONG time.

What's been going on - all is well in my life.
Same job, same home - not much has really changed except I have a new kitty - another animal that I surely do not need - with the already high count.
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I've been doing lots of shoots still, that hasn't change and I always love it.
I'm still waiting to do a shoot with Mena - I have my wardrobe - does she have hers yet? HUH?

Is my life that boring?
No, I don't think so - there is probably just too much to cram into something that might actually be read.

I'm an active member on DA - you can check there for many of my recent photos
BloodyBlackCat @ DeviantArt

My boys band is playing @ Gus's pub July 7th

My friend Jen has been accepted into a university in Maine - so she's moving there in August.

One of my boys coworkers and now friends to both of us (Diana) has moved in upstairs

I found a killer Top Hat a few weeks ago

I got a new kitty - co owned between me, my boy and Diana - a purebred Siamese named Ichabod

Kink is due to air soon - Season 5 - where myself and my boy have our own segment - which I know will be trashed all to hell. Thank god those who know me will know the difference from the 'reality TV show' KINK

I had gained a bit of weight in the last year or so, and I had joined the gym and lost 8 pounds!
But I fear I've gained most of it back - and have also abandoned the gym again - ugh. I have no motivation for it - but I swear I'm going to take up Pilates!

I did an homage to Bettie Page shoot a month back or so - it had been planned since last December with Domina - so No, not because of the movie that recently came out.

Hmmm.. damn. I'll update soon again though - AND more often dammit

OH - I do like the new layout here as well!

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APRIL 21, 2006 @ 07:46 PM | 34 COMMENTS

Well!!

Off to the Burlesque show tomorrow!! And SG Mena will be performing.. woooo.. sexy!!

I lost 4 pounds from going to the gym and eating better!!!

I've been doing lots of sweet shoots - well check out my DA site!
DeviantArt Page

I got my outfit for the hot duo shoot with Mena
(and damn hell girl - i just noticed you have those pics that i took SO long ago in your pic galleries.. hehe.... i can do much better now!)

I might be getting another doggy!!!
But we already have a dog, two cats, 3 finches, 4 mice and 2 rats who both just had babies!

My girl Jen is back in my life after 6 months of friendship deactivation! haha

Sorry I'm not on here much, with gym, work, shoots, I'm wiped most of the time!

My Birthday is soon!!! April 30th - EEEEK I'm going to be 29!!! My good god I'm old!!

Here are a few pics - the rest are in my DA gallery! Courtesy of wonderful Photographers Wayne Forrest and Elemental Photo (Stephanie)





MARCH 26, 2006 @ 09:24 AM | 14 COMMENTS


OFF TO MAKE A ZOMBIE MOVIE!!!!!

woo hoo!!!!

skull
MARCH 12, 2006 @ 04:30 PM | 15 COMMENTS

What a crazy last little while...

1. Being sick as hell, this crazy flu is floating around here... had it hard for a week... and now it's died off to a dry stupid cough - while at work hacking up phlegm balls and sneakily spitting them under my desk into my garbage can

2. I lost a friend last week, to me he was a mortal guardian angel of sorts... so mourning over his death, and the mystery and bafflement surrounding it was pretty rough as there was someone else in his house with him also dead and identified as murder - then to find out that he was the one that murdered the other and committed suicide. Knowing someone for about 15 years, thinking that you know someone anyway, then finding that out was even tougher. I'm still uneasy about the whole thing, and still have trouble believing him capable of such acts, but forensics says so.

3. Getting caught and chastised at work for emailing comics to fellow co workers to give them all a laugh

4. The definate loss of a friendship - a broken friendship that has been in that state of disrepair for 4 months now - in which time I had been reflecting and regretting. I sucked up ALL pride I had and emailed them, then again when I received no response, then called. Things had hope, I emailed again - then it died. I was told to leave her be, she's not ready though considers us in 'limbo' - which means see ya. So a best friend of 3+ years, and a friend for much longer is now lost to me.

5. BUT on a brigher note - a new photo shoot! Not for SG mind you, but a shoot nonetheless. The highlight in all of the darkness!!





6. AND I have an appointment tomorrow to join the gym. I'm pretty excited about it. I've added some extra baggage that HAS to go. Especially for nudes - it's just plain embarassing. I'm a curvy girl anyway, but there is a limit! Especially when you have those beautiful CELLULITE dimples! grrrrrrrr arrrrgggghhhh

7. OH .. and will be doing a double shoot with one of my lovely lovely girls... currently in limbo right now.. look for Mena ...we'll have a hot shoot I say! HOT!
FEBRUARY 26, 2006 @ 03:17 PM | 7 COMMENTS

i don't know how to make banners.... and i have an SG banner on my myspace page...

but i'd love to have a banner with one of my pics or something.... does anyone know how to make them?

if anyone on SG is on myspace.. look me up!

My Myspace Profile


OH and.. any cool ideas for a next shoot? .. i have one from a friend so far.. a nun idea....

any others?
JANUARY 4, 2006 @ 06:24 PM | 13 COMMENTS

oops... i had an unnappropriate entry....
JANUARY 2, 2006 @ 09:31 AM | 4 COMMENTS

*if anyone that is already my friend.. ends up getting a friend request.. it's because you're listed as double, sometimes triple.. so i'm deleting and re adding.. to see if that fixes it..*

I hope everyone had a great New Years!!!.. Mine was a bit fucked up...
The night before, my boy and I, and the rest of the band he's in with my ex, took off when I got off work to head to New Brunswick for a show they had at a local bar in Saint John.
The weather was atrocious, awful. Snow, freezing rain, hail, wind.. ice patches.. everything.. terrible and dangerous driving weather.
Needless to say, I was in a constant state of panic for 4.5 hours there...
We got there, and it took half an hour to find the bar.. there is nothing worse thn being in cities you don't know.. and driving around aimlessly.. especially with someone that has no sense of direction at all... anyway..we found it..got out, walked in to where Myles and Bob were.. Myles grinning like a cheshire cat... telling us that show had been cancelled and we weren't notified about it...
I thought he was joking..oh he wasn't.. there was no one there.. no show..nothing... John got hold of the girl that was to be promoting the show and putting it on.. said she'd be right down..
An hour and a half later.. of just hanging out, being mad..angry..whatever.. and she never showed up..
We were pretty much stranded as now we had no where to stay.. no money really..we were going to try and find a cheap place to stay because the weather was still shit... and we tried that.. again John and his wonderful directional skills.. and not listening to me.. drove us in circles.. so Bob got mad..and they were heading back to the city... mad
Which meant we were as well, even though I didn't want to.. I wanted to stay the night as John was most likely tired.. AND .. I was to mentally exhausted from being petrified the way up that I wasn't sure if I could handle it the way back... but I did.. and it was the same.. or worse.. I don't know.. I tried to tune it all out.. but got into a big fight with John because he smoked a joint.. we actually made it home in 4 hours.. in the city by 3am and home by 3.30am.. but didn't get to sleep until 6am or so.. my tiredness and sourness... influenced my decision not to attend the party we were supposed to.. and Trav wouldn't go without me.. so we just watched movies..and surfed eBay..
How fascinating!! HAHA
And yesterday... a Vincent Price Marathon was on!!!! (that I watched ALL day smile )

DECEMBER 13, 2005 @ 05:50 PM | 16 COMMENTS

More of the Kink Fetish Shoot

Suspiria


DECEMBER 10, 2005 @ 05:56 PM | 10 COMMENTS

my good god.. i'm trying to change my main pic.. the one on my page.. and that shows when i leave comments.. and when i go to change my pic.. the one i want is there.. but it won't show on the god damn front page.. ARGH

AND... for some reason when I add friends.. they show up sometimes in double.. or triple... what the hell is going on! HAHAHAHA

EEEEEK!
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