hello my cherry blossoms and spring rains,


i feel spring comming, i can smell it. i hear its gonna be 70 degrees here in philly (thats nice and warm for you europeans) and i can't wait!! one block near the hospital is Covered in little white flowers, and the next block looks like its gonna start popping out flowers like popcorn any minute.

i had such a lovely normal weekend, worked a little, played video games, ran errands (shoes for boy, cotton panties for me) made a dinner for my friend Stinson. Slept in for hours, had sweet gentle morning sex(!!!).

i love when things feel normal around here, i love when my life feels like it will be like this forever, like a calm sea on a hot day. I had an awesome time commiserating about the east coast with my new friend Leandra on google talk, she is so funny and bright and cute. I can't wait to meet her. You have to come see us at the Philly Tattoo convention, i'm gonna wear bones in my (blonde!!) hair!!

so just for fun here is the best outtake ever, i think it begs for a LOL SG


also, you HAVE to watch this video, i hate improv but its wonderful


Also Anarchie still has my interveiw up here

and you still have to go vote for Gadgets set, here

hello my newsboys and girl reporters


I feel like a famous person!! my favorite SG Anarchie wrote an article about me for the SG diary

you can read the article here, if you want

i am so honered that she would want to interveiw me, and that she thinks people would want to read about me.


thank you anarchie.

hello my Lucys and Charlie Browns

today i feel lonely and sad and sick
i miss my family and i want my husband to come home from work.

i am such a brat.

i just feel like nothing is gonna get better.

but i know it is. Will you lovelys send me some videos that make you happy? I like this one.

going to a purim carnival tonight!!! super jazzed!!!


i am gonna be in a costume contest!!!

also, i am always last to know about stuff. but i just heard about this site,
blowfish.com

and i am drooling over this




its so.........dirty!!!

hello my onions and carrots


do you ever get so jelous that you start to hate things? Right now I have Jew envy. It feels like i will never be Jewish enough for either my husband or his folks.


and that tears me up. I CONVERTED TO MAKE THEM HAPPY!!! why the fuck won't they be honered and greatfull? i did this huge thing and changed my life for them, and not even a thank you?

its funny because they congratulated me, and that was nice, but they never said "thank you". i feel like a brat, but its makeing me mad and seems like they have a serious lack of manners. Am i right? or am i just in a bad mood?


anyways. more later. love you guys.

hello my little Princesses and Mario brothers!





i am so happy my set went live!! Please, if you like it, go tell the very sexy metalheadgrrl how much you loved it, she did tons of work and was super patient.

a few questions awnsered

1. My first language is Arabic

2. saddly i have no real ceramics skills, i faked it for the camera.

3. i am a size 18, i weigh 184 pounds and i am 5'5 ish, and my bra size is 38G


thank you for all the incredible love, i am so happy to be a plus size SG (the few, the proud )

and i love all of you in internetland so much!!

Hello my Mr Wizards and Science guys,




i thought i would start this journal with a list of little known facts about me,

1. I speak 2 languages, and English is my second

2. Lol cats are my secret passion, as are any silly/funny internet photos


3. i am easily charmed by funny stories dogs and good gossip

4. i beat Mario Galexy this week and i hardly bragged about it (ok i may have bragged a litttle)

5. i wouldn't combine me and my husbands comics until we were married, it was a huge step for me relationship wise.

6. i wear sunscreen and perfume everyday, cheap or expensive, even when i am sick and don't leave the house.

7. I am on the internet way to often, i lurk in so many groups

8. i have a wonkey eye like Paris Hilton, not sexy, but maybe a little charming?


I guess some of you may know some of that stuff, but i have been on a list making kick.

i am so excited to see that my girl Gadget has put up a set for most creative selp shot. I mean look at these photos, can you belive they were shot on a camera phone?



but please go comment on it, she is such an artist
see the whole set here

any way, i apologise to all the lovellys i have been a flake too.

i am just not together emotionally. please forgive me

hello my gypsy punk all stars!!

who in philly is going to see Gogol Bordello with me tonight?






i am so jazzed!! i am so ready to get all dolled up and dance like a crazy girl!! i'm gonna sleep well tonight.