hello my syringes and rubber gloves


i'm starting off this post with a medical update, this one is not for the squimish. So click if you dare

but on the bright side i have 60% less cancer then i did 2 months ago!!!

i am giveing my hair a rest from the bleach (it was starting to get crispy) so its bright purple now, with brownish purple roots. so i goofed around with the camers
















I'm drooling over this cheap lingere, its amazing, and would be awsome for a set, but even $30 is more then i can afford right now



(if anyone feels like playing sugerdaddy, )


super hot right? i tried it on in the store and it fit like a glove. maybe I'll treat myself in July

what else is new? Still obsessed with Beth Ditto,

I'm marinateing a brisket as i type this. Top chef gave me the idea to marinate in Malt soda, so this brisket is batheing in videlia onions, malt soda, rc cola, chilli oil, black pepper, soy sauce and cloves.


i hope this turns out, now that i am jewish i figure i should have a brisket to pull out of my hat and impress the inlaws with.



so my pretties, tell me about your hair!

new blog in half an hour

anything you honeys want to see/know?

hello my manic panics and punky colors,


i'm enjoying my break between treatments, i had a great time hanging out with Gadget and Fire and Karma at Karmas SG philly night, i i loved meeting so many of you, i also met and hung out with my neighbor who is a member on here

i have a new hair color







my puppy is still cute


my husband is still a very good sport



i have a cute new bikini








summer is here!! show me a bit of you enjoying the summer!!!

i also want to do a big bump for my girl Cecillas new set


go take a look and say something nice

click here, she looks great

hello my winners and champions


have you seen these? Zamuzel is making some killer fan art


a better blog soon

hello my nudie cuties and stag films


i am crazy this week, i blame it on a medication change and being overly saturated with Liza Crystal Carver

here is her upsetting but oddly hypnotic youtube video


she has a book an album both called "Drugs are nice"

she wrote my favorite Zine called "Rollerderby"

she and her best friend are in a band called "Suckdog"

she used to live with the person i am the most envious of in the whole world Dame Darcy (Her comic meatcake makes me cry, and her band is oddly perfect)

this is dame darcy


she scares me, but i want to run away and join her in her spooky, sweet, gross girly world.

something feels amiss this week

here are some pictures i took of me

first thing when i got up (so i know if i look gross)






in panorama


makeing pouty faces





what i look like on my side (not to shabby)







what are you envious of my pigeons? where do you want to run away to?

hello my eagles and hawks

short blog, tons of pictures!!!!

my little dog




my handsome hubby





my tuesday night gang (beards and boobs!)
20 points if you can guess what we are doing









my favorite kitty Bruce



i'll ad a new video or two in a minute

here we are!!

hello my petticoats and pantaloons


I'm sorry i have disappeared, i have been super sick and scared and not handling myself like a grown-up.
all of you deserve better from me, so i am gonna tell you a bit of whats up. I am super broke, and have gone into some major debt because i had to take care of a few gross medical things, the first and most gross of wich is a abscess where the cancer used to be.

if you are like me and don't know, this is an abcess (gross!!!)


I feel assy about doing this, but i need to raise some money. And CandyCrimson took some beautiful pictures to sell as prints

I'm selling them for $20 and i hope you love them (and that you go tell CandyCrimson that you love them too!!)






please drop her a note for more information!!!


i hate to be that SG but at this point i have to be that girl.

thanks for reading this, i love you all.

sick sick sick

hello my little pin cushions and painted ladys


ya'll are gonna come see me at the SG booth at the Philly tattoo convention this weekend right? RIGHT?!!

you better be!

I'm a little bored, watching King of the Hill, waiting for the pizza man (i hope they send the cute BCB pizza man) i'm a little stoned.

i had an awesome time hanging out with CandyCrimson, walking around the city, and eating glamorous lunch. She is such a Kitten.

um i like this song alot, its kinda sad/happy/odd




i'm obsessed with "The Ritches" (the amazing drama/dark comedy staring Minnie Driver, and Eddy Izzard)
and the porno "The Crash pad" (thank you my secret generous friend)

i guess thats all

i love you guys, will you give me a random slice of life?

hello my activists and angels


here is a little blog..

a list of ladies i admire

1. Dolly Parton



so tough, so funny, so womanly, so smart. everything i admire with the voice that i believe god (if given the choice) may singk with.

2. Nina Hartley



an incredible pro-sex, pro-porn, feminist porn star and AWESOME sex educator, we grew up in the same city, in similar homes, she is absolutly the best example of what i hope to have the potentional to be when i grow up.

3. Margert Cho

http://hotandnerdy.files.wordpress.com/2007/09/hn-margaret-cho-burlesque.jpg

ok part of her appeal is that i think she is super super hot, but she is also fun and sexy and honest and has this quality that makes me belive everything she says, she is sexy in an almost old fashioned way, and optimistic in a way that makes me cry.


i like girls!!! what girls do you like?