Well, i guess it`s just getting to be something absolutely normal for me to just dissapear from time to time, it actually makes me a lot of who i am to never be present 24/7...
i get lost, i realise, i get lost in my own thoughts and activities, that sometimes can be simple and yet take me FOREVER to complete...
went for a walk yesterday night, you see, there`s this strange forest nearby which is supposed to have like some sort of jail right in the middle, which i`ve never seen and that is supposed to be extremely dangerous since a few years, but for some reason (perhaps cause is a couple blocks from my place) i just love going there at night, so i went and only sat there for about an hour, it was a pretty hot day so a lot of people were out in the streets, so i just went there, im not really a fan of crowds, as a matter of fact there`s nothing i like or enjoy more osmetimes than loneliness, and i have to admit that even though im a highly sociable person still i so much more rather being on my own sometimes...and so there was this beautiful moonlight and i kept thinking that even though sometimes you feel the danger around you, i dunno...i think i migh not be scared anymore...been through so much in life already and at first turned me into a scared puppy but i guess that`s like a normal reaction that dissapears after a couple of days...and there`s this unscared person instead, dont know when exactly i became that person but it`s all for good i keep saying!
Today, friday, my expectations are a little higher, gonna go somewhere to dance (which i love doing) even though it sounds a little cliche it makes me feel so good, enjoying myself for a couple hours just letting it all go!
i kinda feel like since summer`s coming i start releasing this side of me which was hidden all winter, that take off your coat and let go feelig that i love and wait for the whole year, hope some of you are feeling the same way somewhere else! and enjoy the rest of the weekend!