JULY 12, 2005 @ 04:56 PM


i keep having really wierd dreams. I wonder if its because i think of wierd things before i sleep?
Last night i fell asleep debating with myself about how netflix picks who gets to get what dvds first. If 100 people pick the same movie.. hows it done? First come first serve? alphabetical order? One time i picked a movie and put it on my first movie place.. and it took almost a month to get. But i picked it a couple weeks before it was released. So does that mean people picked it and didnt return it? Did they do it alphabetically and my name is far down on the list? or did i click the button a fraction of a second after 200 other people? haha..
So I dreampt about my friend, tim. Havent seen him i nages.. since the rambo show in boston. I forget what we were doing.. but it was really important. I wonder what dreams about self importance signify? Im a pompous bitch? ha.. anyway. Johnny was also in my dream and he didnt lock my doors.. I was all agitated at him. ha..
So! today i set up appintments for my mother and myself to fling ourselves from airplanes. Itll be really fun smile she wants us to go hanggliding later in the summer too.. at lake george in ny. She said shes scared to do it over the ocean because she heard that if you hang glide over the ocean you can see giant shapes of whales or sharks ect.. adn that you cant relax and enjoy the heights because you're wondering if youll fall in and be devoured. Honestly Id rather not die right now.. but if I fell from a hang glider and was eaten by a killer whale.. I think It would be a good death. Im terrified of dying a car. I mean.. how pointless? Driving to pay a bill or pick up groceries.. what a pointless reason. My mom would be crying in my coffin "Did you really need that butter!" .. It just feels empty. But if you die from a hang glider.. well, youre doign something amazing and fun.. you'er living life to the fullest. so its a little better haha...
How would you want to die? Quietley in bed? Driving down the highway, kileld by a drunk driver? run over on your bike? of cancer? ... What would you choose?????

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timmy55

timmy55

United Kingdom
October 2002

JUL 13, 2005 03:08 PM

I was crossing a road in the centre of London one morning when I was nearly killed by a TVR Tuscan (pic) going at least 70mph in a 30 zone. I remember thinking - if I'm going to die, at least it's a flashy car and not some rust bucket on wheels. The thing was inches away from me. Strangely, I found it hilarious at the time. Whenever I see one of those cars now I always think of that incident.

[Edited on Jul 13, 2005 3:10PM]

Juno6

Juno6

Brooklyn, NY
January 2003

JUL 13, 2005 03:08 PM

I'm not to big on dying, but when I do I hope I am old and doing something to make the world a better place. I don't care if it's fun or not just so I know I am doing something good as I fade out.

Liked your new set

Darko

Darko

I'm lost
January 2005

JUL 13, 2005 04:32 PM

Atmosphere huh? word. i dont mind a good atmosphere listen from time to time smile

Kelland

Kelland

Chicago, IL
July 2004

JUL 13, 2005 04:51 PM

The new set is amazing. That is all I can muster to say.

Dark_Templar

Dark_Templar

Auburn, CA
June 2004

JUL 13, 2005 05:31 PM

One thing i should have added the other girl (not dana) ive been friends with just as long she got a bf and moved away..... now there are rumors they are broken up and that she lives at her old house...... i dunno its confusing frown

a_warm_place

a_warm_place

Montreal, QC
November 2003

JUL 13, 2005 09:30 PM

kiss

VeganHammer

VeganHammer

Boulder, CO
July 2003

JUL 13, 2005 10:07 PM

True... we all started down the road in different ways. I found if you became a vegan for yourself and not for the wrong reason it all works out in the end. Plus who can say no to Babe biggrin .

On the death thing... I would go with enjoy life and when it is time to go, it is time to go. I just hope it is not cancer whatever

ArgentumBlack

ArgentumBlack

Lincoln, NE
March 2004

JUL 13, 2005 10:09 PM

I actually wouldn't mind dying in my sleep of natural causes. If i did have to die in some weird accident i would love to have a meteor or giant bomb of some sort land on me. As long as it was instantaneous and painless i could consider other ways as well.

Poedelaire

Poedelaire

United Kingdom
January 2005

JUL 14, 2005 06:35 AM

The thing about the videos sounds like something I'd stay up all night thinking about!

I think I'd like to be eaten to death by a ravenous (but ravishing) woman! biggrin

Juno6

Juno6

Brooklyn, NY
January 2003

JUL 14, 2005 11:47 AM

Your right it is really hard to help people when you have to worry about ones own bills. I think thats the only reason I would want to be filthy rich is so I could focus my time, energey and money on fixing the world. People with allot of money really sort of get me angry because I know they are more worried about saving more money on there taxes then helping people.

Dark_Templar

Dark_Templar

Auburn, CA
June 2004

JUL 14, 2005 02:04 PM

I think id prefer to die in a hail of gunfire wink

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