JULY 12, 2005 @ 04:56 PM


i keep having really wierd dreams. I wonder if its because i think of wierd things before i sleep?
Last night i fell asleep debating with myself about how netflix picks who gets to get what dvds first. If 100 people pick the same movie.. hows it done? First come first serve? alphabetical order? One time i picked a movie and put it on my first movie place.. and it took almost a month to get. But i picked it a couple weeks before it was released. So does that mean people picked it and didnt return it? Did they do it alphabetically and my name is far down on the list? or did i click the button a fraction of a second after 200 other people? haha..
So I dreampt about my friend, tim. Havent seen him i nages.. since the rambo show in boston. I forget what we were doing.. but it was really important. I wonder what dreams about self importance signify? Im a pompous bitch? ha.. anyway. Johnny was also in my dream and he didnt lock my doors.. I was all agitated at him. ha..
So! today i set up appintments for my mother and myself to fling ourselves from airplanes. Itll be really fun smile she wants us to go hanggliding later in the summer too.. at lake george in ny. She said shes scared to do it over the ocean because she heard that if you hang glide over the ocean you can see giant shapes of whales or sharks ect.. adn that you cant relax and enjoy the heights because you're wondering if youll fall in and be devoured. Honestly Id rather not die right now.. but if I fell from a hang glider and was eaten by a killer whale.. I think It would be a good death. Im terrified of dying a car. I mean.. how pointless? Driving to pay a bill or pick up groceries.. what a pointless reason. My mom would be crying in my coffin "Did you really need that butter!" .. It just feels empty. But if you die from a hang glider.. well, youre doign something amazing and fun.. you'er living life to the fullest. so its a little better haha...
How would you want to die? Quietley in bed? Driving down the highway, kileld by a drunk driver? run over on your bike? of cancer? ... What would you choose?????

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m0ngrel

m0ngrel

Los Angeles, CA
OLD SKOOL

JUL 12, 2005 05:02 PM

feeding whales would be a good death indeed...

if i had to choose a way to die, i think i would like to grow old and anoying then wander off into the wild and come across a pack of wolves that need a bite to eat....

either that or seeing if polar bears are as cuddlie as they look......

or poison lipstick from a secret agent......

or raiding a pirate ship from my pirate ship...

ARRR!!!

laceyglove

laceyglove

I'm lost
March 2005

JUL 12, 2005 05:05 PM

Your mom sounds like a great lady.

No drowning or fire, maybe a quick something. That'll be the way to go.

Noir

Noir

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

JUL 12, 2005 05:34 PM

Failed attempt to fly.

Ilsa

Ilsa

SUICIDEGIRL

New Jersey, USA

JUL 12, 2005 05:35 PM

I have lots of weird dreams too and I'm fucking paranoid about dying in a car accident! And I know this sounds lame but I'm afraid of whales, haha.
I have no idea how I'd like to die. Something quick and that I'm not aware of whatever
I love your new set kiss

deadly_photo

deadly_photo

Ireland
February 2005

JUL 12, 2005 05:42 PM

die? jumping out of a plane, towards earth...

Kristie

Kristie

Chicago, IL
December 2004

JUL 12, 2005 05:42 PM

Aw! Thanks for the compliment on my wedding pics. smile

I have crazy dreams all the time, too! I'm not afraid of what happens after I die, but I am terrified of a painful death. I am particularly afraid of car accidents, twisting metal and glass. frown skull

deadly_photo

deadly_photo

Ireland
February 2005

JUL 12, 2005 05:44 PM

die? jumping out of a plane, towards earth...

scooter11

scooter11

USA
OLD SKOOL

JUL 12, 2005 05:57 PM

Your set is just staggeringly beautiful. love

Alkaholic23

Alkaholic23

Boston, MA
January 2004

JUL 12, 2005 06:06 PM

congrats on another beautiful set..

mulletmaster

mulletmaster

USA
May 2005

JUL 12, 2005 06:14 PM

I would have to choose whist riding my bike, not from it. I heart attack or something like that, not from getting ran over or impaled. Also i must say once again that your set is incredible, and that you are stunning.

I once had a dream that i wrecked a car, and a few weeks later it happened, the same way and i thought it was a dream. My sister was pissed, it was her car.

[Edited on Jul 13, 2005 12:06AM]

Holy_Mountain

Holy_Mountain

West Palm Beach, FL
February 2004

JUL 12, 2005 06:26 PM

I've had literally at least two dozen dreams about getting into a car crash so I think It's my destiny to die that way. skull

I've always wanted to go hangglidding or bungee jumping or sky diving or something dangerous like that hehe.

Drewseph

Drewseph

Seattle, WA
March 2005

JUL 12, 2005 06:52 PM

I called Ms. Cleo and she told me im going to die knife fighting a six fingered man blackeyed . This bothers me not, im dying right now.... skull . Have you ever seen Harold and Maude? I would also recommend getting your kicks skating a pool although im not quite sure Mom would be down...

Antipode3141592

Antipode3141592

Portland, OR
October 2002

JUL 12, 2005 07:41 PM

your new set is amazing. i love your collection of tattoos, it's very eclectic and beautiful.

oh, and i'd prefer to die by a snakebite in the amazon. seems like an interesting way to go.

Mercie

Mercie

SUICIDEGIRL

Connecticut, USA

JUL 12, 2005 07:47 PM

I want to die from heartbreak.

TehWickedEnds

TehWickedEnds

Worcester, MA
August 2004

JUL 12, 2005 08:35 PM

Me personally I want to go out with something grand. I want to be like 80 and flip a wicked expencive car or something, nothing boring, I want people at my funeral to go "holy shit thats how Tim died!"

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