NOVEMBER 11, 2005 @ 06:52 PM



That.. my friends, is a drug rug. And let me tell you what! they are hideous. If you own one.. don't take offense.. im trying to do you a favor. Burn it. on fire.. until its gone. tthank you.
So.. tonight i had a suprisingly sad chat on the phone.
My first real love.. my first real relationship.. He's a very "extreme" person.. skiier.. photographer for a pro BMX mag.. BMX blah blah.. skydiver, hiker.. blah blah.. all that junk. And he's been hurt a lot. Ive defiantely visited him in the hospital and seen him unable to move before. Due to injuries. Anyway..
I guess he fell riding bmx.. and smacked his head.. again. LAst time he got a broken face bone that now floats around or some shit. this time he broke his bnose. .and made his brain bleed internally. It really stresses me out. He had soem operation i think he said.. but they wanted to do more.. and drill his skull.. but he refused to let them. So.. he has blood floatign aroudn in his skull? I mnot sure. But he has a lot of dizzyness.. and has been sick. Can't hold down food.. so he's losing a lot of wieght. He hasnt been able to mvoe around or do anything.. or read. It worries me.. because he gets depressed at times liek this.. and he reads a real lot. So.. I jsut worry about him. He wont go back to the Dr..
We might not be dating, and we probably wotn ever again.. but that doesnt change how much i care about him. Its so hard to watch someone be so destructive.. even if accidental.. ITs so hard to not be able to do anything.. I jsut want him to be safe and happy. And I cant anythign for either aspect.

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aoife

aoife

Hilton Head Island, SC
October 2002

NOV 11, 2005 07:05 PM

frown

I'm sorry.

Ilsa

Ilsa

SUICIDEGIRL

New York, USA

NOV 11, 2005 07:11 PM

I totally agree with you about burning those things, I had no idea people wore them over there too, it's an invasion ewww!

I'm sorry about your friend!

Dark_Templar

Dark_Templar

Auburn, CA
June 2004

NOV 11, 2005 07:37 PM

Yeah drug rugs are from hell wink

Hope ur friend gets better wink kiss

lemuria

lemuria

Madagascar
May 2005

NOV 11, 2005 07:40 PM

frown im sorry your friend is being like that. is he scared of doctors for some reason? i hope he realizes what hes doing and goes to the doctor. frown
i hate those things too! they remind me of carneys. "small hands...smell like cabbage" either them or that one guy who sat on the back of the school bus who was like thirty four years old and still in school. puke

ymonster

ymonster

New York, NY
February 2003

NOV 11, 2005 07:54 PM

He really needs to go back to a specialist... Those are not good signs....
skull

Bailey

Bailey

SUICIDEGIRL

Massachusetts, USA

NOV 11, 2005 07:58 PM

oh my god

i used to wear one in forth grade

*hangs head in shame*

raen

raen

Oakland, CA
August 2003

NOV 11, 2005 09:14 PM

sorry about your friend, that's so sad. i think you said you've had to deal with shit like this before. i have too but not for a really really long time. he is lucky that you can be there, even if you're not with him. hope he gets better.

a_warm_place

a_warm_place

Montreal, QC
November 2003

NOV 11, 2005 09:35 PM

héhé those where the days 93... in french, we called it un tapis. don't have one tho wink

i use to roller blade, i stopped when i almost hit my balls. graphic, well yes,, i've seen my life flash in front of my eyes

DragoD

DragoD

Berkeley, CA
January 2005

NOV 11, 2005 10:27 PM

that's the hardest stuff
loving somebody, and nothing to do
but stand outside their drama and pray

i think it might work sometime though
I think I am only here through prayer
my own, and the people who prayed for me
and the different ways they did when I needed help
one guy in new york set up buddhist prayer wheels
on his roof. another bicycle messinger in san francisco
gave me his emergency whistle he used at work.
an irish catholic nun gave me communion. mei, on site,
stole flowers, she told me, from a neighbors lawn?
it all did the trick. clunk. only kidding. prayer is the ticket.

drago

miguelitooooo

miguelitooooo

Portland, OR
July 2005

NOV 11, 2005 10:28 PM

awww so sorry about yr pal, hope he gets better sooooon

xpirateslifex

xpirateslifex

Winchendon, MA
October 2005

NOV 12, 2005 12:22 AM

he's so stubborn huh, thats pretty scary, I came down with strep throat this week and had to go to the ER, so if I had something like that happen to me, eh I dont even wanna think about it, but we both know he always seems to pull through his injuries, so hopefully he makes the right choice soon and gets some help.

dekews

dekews

Jewett City, CT
July 2005

NOV 12, 2005 03:17 AM

frown
Sorry about your friend. And sorry that he won't let you or doctors help. frown
I would feel the say way if I found that about my ex too. I would never date her ever again, but I still love her, and wish her all the best.

Brankauti

brankauti

Jewett City, CT
August 2005

NOV 12, 2005 05:51 AM

It is hard to stand by when someone you love is being stubborn and won't help themselves. He is in my prayers and I hope that he'll be better soon and get some medical attention.

aphexplotz

aphexplotz

Washington, DC
July 2004

NOV 12, 2005 11:15 AM

those things are god damn ugly.

Julian_Delphinki

Julian_Delphinki

Tijeras, NM
June 2005

NOV 13, 2005 01:03 PM

You is too sweet.

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