its late. I went to bed at like 8 tonight. I listened to an auido book for an hour.. then fell asleep for liek half and hour. Woke up to a text message from a friend. Went pee.. made a phone call.. went back to sleep. Normally i turn off my phoen when i sleep.. ebcause i have way too amny friends in Cali.. who call me at like 3 am to say hi. haha. But i didnt turn it off.. and around 11 or 12 josh called. Which was awesome. I can't state how much i lvoe my two best friends.. and beign around one constantly.. well maybe i take her for granted soemtiems. But sicne i never see josh.. I miss him a ton. We talked for a coupel hours. He seems happy.. and im happy for him. He lieks a girl who has a boyfriend.. And i wish ilived out there. I hate that josh has low self esteem and is shy around girls. Hes probably the best kid I know. Hes amazign to his girlfriends.. and really.. probably a little too accomidating for thier own good. haha. I jsut wish girls would see all his amazing qualities.. and appreciate him like Friday and I do. but yeah. Last night i made a scarf for my friend Tim.. who lives near josh. He really young. like 17. But hes soooo smart and such a rad kid. Way cooler than I was at 17. He reads a ton of books and thats super rad. So I sent him a scarf. Its kidna femme.. So I hope he enjoys looking gay.
blah.
I took some rescue remedy. I wish it would kick in. I feel wired. Like i took a long nap. Only i have a headache too. What a shitty combo. I jsut want to sleep.
I'm supposed to go to boston tomorrow to hang out with an old friend. He's in some popular band.. they are touring. ITs jKinda sad that I only get to see him when his band is touring.. but I guess he lives across the country now.. so... yeah. Everyone i care about is moving across the freakign country or is there. Well.. I still ahve a lot of friends in Philly.. and a few in New orleans.. A couple in FL, Ha. Natural disasters try and kill my friends. Yeah.
Im getting loopy.
someoen told me i had to list 20 facts about myself and make 5 otehrs do it too. What a shitty idea! haha.
yeah.
#1. im super fuckign Vegan. HArdcore. If i eat dairy, on accident,I get poops. bad.
#2. I havent dated anyone who wasnt vegan or veggie in like.. 5 years. the tought of kissing meat breath stresses me out.
#3. My right sleeve is all about animal testing and the meat industry. I decided I wanted soemthign really brutal.. but displayed in an artisticly beautiful way.
#4. someone pets my hand everyday and tells me my cat is beautiful.. and looks soft. I dotn like to be touched by strangers
#5. i dont believe in marriage. Its shitty to givecontrole over yoru love life to the government and religions.
#6. m not scared of much.. but im terrified of ghosts.
#7, I have soem type of minor OCd. And i get really upset if my towels in teh bathroom are crooked or messy.
#8. The last tiem I drank.. i was 15 and it was at a wedding.
#9. I own a bell collection including the raredisney bells... heirloom from my grandmother.
#10. I have 3 bonsai right now.. and I was stressed the other night thinkign about how they live hundreds of years.. and are passedo nthrough families.
#11. I do not want to reproduce. Tehre are enough children in this world. I dont need to loose my body and sanity to add another person to the population.
#12. I like to bake a lot.. and have had recipies Ive invented in a lot of vegan zines.
#13. Im attracted to young men. Liek.. barely legal. haha
#14. I dont really like a lost of western and modern medicines. and avoid them. Most of them are jsut masking the problems.
#15. I grew up in teh south.. and my family is irish catholic with 5 kids in it.
#16. I got accepted into art school for a fashion major. haha.. But i decided not to go.
#17. I think every boyfriend IVe had has had blue eyes.. and its on accident.
#18. I drin ksweettea in teh summer.. and hot tea in the witner. Allllllll day. Im addicted.
#19. I read a real lot. but i go through phases. right now I ve been reading a lot of younger adult books.. like higher high school levels. But about cheesy fantasy stuff. I was thinking that someday Id like to write a book in that catagory.
#20. I used to have a lot lot of nightmares abotu dyign in a car crash. So many, that I convinced myself that I was in fact destined to die in a carcrash. I feel guilty abotu drivign places if its not important.. and I hit a deer a couple months ago when i was drivign alot.. and i felt like it was a hint that i had been drivign too much... I try and not drive if i can help it. Id rather not die in a car crash. Id rather die by shark attack or soemthing more .. i dunno. haha
Now.. you fuckers go list facts.