Since my last blog, my birthday has been and gone. Thank you so much to everyone who wished me a good day. It was a weird one. I got snowed in, couldn't get to work and my car wouldn't start. But I managed to get out for a bit in the evening and Jay treated me to loads of pressies and a yummy chinese meal. And thank you to Markus1973 for treating me to a book from my wishlist. I get stupidly excited by parcels in the mail.
This Wednesday I was lucky enough to shoot a new set with the lovely Holley. It was a right giggle, so hopefully that'll come across in the set. I'll post a spoiler when I can. After we shot, we muddled through the streets to meet a load of the uk girlies and some awesome SG peeps from who are over from the States. It was awesome to catch up with some ladies I don't get to see enough and meet some idols of mine too.
Also, I'd like to that Suicide Girls for releasing these:

Cause oh my god they're epic! I've been wearing them all week as leggings and they're the only things that have kept me warm in these mental minus temperatures we're getting over here at the moment!
So here's some other stuff that's caught my eye this last week! :

Just when you thought Hello Kitty had done it all...they capture the foetus (or fetus) market!
@MarbleHornets has started tweeting again, which is awesome, cause I'm loving their creepy story!
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My favourite song this week seems to be an oldie:
Right, I better get myself together as I am supposed to be out tonight to celebrate my birthday, althought it seems to pointless it feels so long ago. Plus I am exhausted and would kind of just like to drink in bed and watch zombie films. Yes, that's how you tell I am getting old!
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I was meant to be shooting in London today but due to the weather it has cancelled, shame. Every shoot I get booked at the moment seems to get cancelled for one reason or another. But it has given me a nice excuse to stay in and watch the winter wonderland unfurl around me from warmth and comfort of my front room.
It's also given me the chance to do some Christmas shopping online, during which I fall in love with silly things like these!

And via twitter I've found out a load of random stuffs. Here are some mental experiement that have taken place in the past
by Megan Wilde
1. The Real World: Mental Hospital Edition
This is the true story of three schizophrenics, who all believed they were Jesus Christ. It wasn’t long before they stopped being polite and started getting real crazy. In 1959, social psychologist Milton Rokeach wanted to test the strength of self-delusion. So, he gathered three patients, all of whom identified themselves as Jesus Christ, and made them live together in the same mental hospital in Michigan for two years.
Rokeach hoped the Christs would give up their delusional identities after confronting others who claimed to be the same person. But that’s not what happened. At first, the three men quarreled constantly over who was holier. According to Rokeach, one Christ yelled, “You oughta worship me!” To which another responded, “I will not worship you! You’re a creature! You better live your own life and wake up to the facts!”
Unable to turn the other cheek, the three Christs often argued until punches were thrown. Eventually, however, they each explained away their conflicting identities. One believed, correctly, that the other two were mental patients. Another rationalized the presence of his companions by claiming that they were dead and being operated by machines.
But the behavior of the schizophrenics isn’t even the most bizarre part. Far stranger was the way Rokeach tried to manipulate his subjects. As part of the experiment, the psychologist wanted to see just how entrenched each man’s delusions were. For example, one of the Christs, Leon, believed he was married to a person he called Madame Yeti Woman, a 7-ft.-tall, 200-lb. descendant of an Indian and a jerboa rat. So, Rokeach wrote love letters to Leon from Madame Yeti Woman. They contained instructions, requesting that Leon sing “Onward Christian Soldiers” during group meetings and smoke a certain brand of cigarettes. Leon was so touched by the attention from his make-believe wife that he broke into tears upon receiving the letters. But when the Yeti Woman asked him to change his name, Leon felt as though his identity was being challenged. He was on the verge of divorcing his fantasy spouse when Rokeach finally dropped that part of the experiment.
At the end of their two-year stay, each man still believed he was the one and only son of God. In fact, Rokeach concluded that their Jesus identities may have become more embedded after being confronted with other Christs. Twenty years later, he renounced his methods, writing, “I really had no right, even in the name of science, to play God and interfere around the clock with their daily lives.”
2. Raging Bull
In 1963, Dr. Jose Delgado stepped into a bullring in Cordova, Spain, with a 550-lb. charging bull named Lucero. The Yale University neurophysiologist was no bullfighter, but he had a plan: to control the bull’s mind.
Delgado was among a small group of researchers developing a new type of electroshock therapy. Here’s how it worked: First, the researchers would implant tiny wires and electrodes into the skull. Then, they’d send electrical surges to different parts of the brain, sparking emotions and triggering movements in the body. The goal was to change the patient’s mental state, perking up the depressed and calming the agitated. But Delgado took this science to a new level when he developed the “stimoceiver.” The chip, which was about the size of a quarter, could be inserted inside a patient’s head and operated by remote control. Delgado envisioned the technology eventually leading to a “psychocivilized society,” in which everyone could temper their self-destructive tendencies at the press of a button.
For several years, Delgado experimented on monkeys and cats, making them yawn, fight, play, mate, and sleep—all by remote control. He was particularly interested in managing anger. In one experiment, he implanted a stimoceiver into a hostile monkey. Delgado gave the remote control to the monkey’s cage mate, who quickly figured out that pressing the button calmed down his hotheaded friend.
Delgado’s next challenge was to experiment with bulls in Spain. He began by implanting stimoceivers into several bulls and testing the equipment by making them lift their legs, turn their heads, walk in circles, and moo 100 times in a row. Then came the moment of truth. In 1965, Delgado entered the ring with a fighting bull named Lucero—a ferocious animal famous for his temper. When Lucero barreled towards him, Delgado tapped his remote control and brought the animal to a screeching halt. He tapped his remote control again, and the bull started wandering in circles.
The demonstration was hailed as a success on the front page of The New York Times, but some neuroscientists were skeptical. They suggested that, rather than quelling Lucero’s aggression, Delgado had simply confused the bull by shocking his brain and prompting him to give up his attack. Meanwhile, total strangers began accusing Delgado of secretly implanting stimoceivers into their brains and controlling their thoughts. As public fear of mind-control technology increased during the 1970s, Delgado decided to return to Spain and conduct less-controversial research. But his work on electrical brain stimulation was groundbreaking. It paved the way for present-day neural implants, which help patients manage conditions ranging from Parkinson’s disease and epilepsy to depression and chronic pain.
3. For the Love of Dolphins
Perhaps the most troubling experiment in recent history is the dolphin-intelligence study conducted by neuroscientist John C. Lilly in 1958. While working at the Communication Research Institute, a state-of-the-art laboratory in the Virgin Islands, Lilly wanted to find out if dolphins could talk to people. At the time, the dominant theory of human language development posited that children learn to talk through constant, close contact with their mothers. So, Lilly tried to apply the same idea to dolphins.
For 10 weeks in 1965, Lilly’s young, female research associate, Margaret Howe, live with a dolphin named Peter. The two shared a partially flooded, two-room house. The water was just shallow enough for Margaret to wade through the rooms and just deep enough for Peter to swim. Margaret and Peter were constantly interacting with each other, eating, sleeping, working, and playing together. Margaret slept on a bed soaked in saltwater and worked on a floating desk, so that her dolphin roommate could interrupt her whenever he wanted. She also spent hours playing ball with Peter, encouraging his more “humanoid” noises and trying to teach him simple words.
As time passed, it became clear that Peter didn’t want a mom; he wanted a girlfriend. The dolphin became uninterested in his lessons, and he started wooing Margaret by nibbling at her feet and legs. When his advances weren’t reciprocated, Peter got violent. He started using his nose and flippers to hit Margaret’s shins, which quickly became bruised. For a while, she wore rubber boots and carried a broom to fight off Peter’s advances. When that didn’t work, she started sending him out for conjugal visits with other dolphins. But the research team grew worried that if Peter spent too much time with his kind, he’d forget what he’d learned about being human.
Before long, Peter was back in the house with Margaret, still attempting to woo her. But this time, he changed his tactics. Instead of biting his lady friend, he started courting her by gently rubbing his teeth up and down her leg and showing off his genitals. Shockingly, this final strategy worked, and Margaret began rubbing the dolphin’s erection. Unsurprisingly, he became a lot more cooperative with his language lessons.
Discovering that a human could satisfy a dolphin’s sexual needs was the experiment’s biggest interspecies breakthrough. Dr. Lilly still believed that dolphins could learn to talk if given enough time, and he hoped to conduct a year-long study with Margaret and another dolphin. When the plans turned out to be too expensive, Lilly tried to get the dolphins to talk another way—by giving them LSD. And although Lilly reported that they all had “very good trips,” the scientist’s reputation in the academic community deteriorated. Before long, he’d lost federal funding for his research.
I've also become aware of creatures I never knew existed! The Telmatobius coleus...otherwise known as the aquatic scrotum!

They're found in Lake Titicaca in the South American Andes and have evolved all these flaps of skin to aid the intake of oxygen from the water.
I've also been admiring the art of Miss Led since Del posted about her a while ago.


I've watched graffiti videos such as:
I've been listening to this song, even though it's not my normal kind of style at all!
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And fallen for this bed!


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Thank you to suispud1 for pointing out my wishlist link was broken, all sorted now!
Just a quickie blog to show off some awesome fan art I had done recently, check these out...

By Mimic
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By ortegart71, who said he's going to paint this up. I can't wait to see it!
and this lil one was done by hemaniscool but I missed it until Strawberrybomb mentioned it a while back. Awesomeness!

Right, now off to bed in the icebox more commonly known as my room! Brrrrrrrr
This freezing cold weather is pants!
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I don't really know why cause my birthday is just going to be another day at work and I'm not really doing anything to celebrate...but oh well, it'll be a giggle anyway. If nothing else, it's a good excuse to eat lots of cupcakes. As for Christmas, I just love getting people pressies!
One thing I do want to do before my birthday is shoot another set but I need some advice. What would you guys rather see? A cute and quirky set or a more vampy fetishy set? I've got syles in mind for both but I just don't know which way to go! I ask on my Twitter but is was a 50/50 split.
So go ahead, make your vote on my next set!

Saiylor - In Ribbons
This set is stunning! If you haven't checked it out yet...what the hell are you waiting for!

Janette - Fifi
Such a gorgeous powder pin up set!

Asbury - Pale Harvest Moon

Kraven - Steam

Zephyrr - Daylight

Cruella - Pirateology

Lavezzaro - Ms Fat Booty

Riae - Hot Tin Roof

Gabriella - The Mask

Jenez - Treasure Island

Gizela - Fright Night

Ohmai - Lithe
And that's just the first five pages...I could just go on and on but I guess I have to stop somewhere!
Other stuffs...
This weekend just gone was so lovely. It seemed to be a long weekend of celebrating people being truly happy and that's such a lovely experience. A wedding, birthday and engagement. Beautiful people, inside and out at beautiful times.
And there's even more funtimes this week with Vortexts birthday on wednesday with Deftones in the evening. I've never seen them live before so that'll be pretty awesome.
And I've got the week off work...fuck yes! So lots of relaxing and attempts at being constructive...which will probably fall short knowing me!
This weekend just gone by was also the Brussels Tattoo Convention, where the sold the calender a load of us ladies posed for a couple of months back. Here's the promo video
Hopefully I get my copies soon cause I am dying to see it in the flesh and I can't wait to get some of the other shots from the shoot cause I really like the way they came out
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Most awesome bmx trick!
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The show was amazing, so I thought I'd give the book a go.
I've been watching:
I'm now driving one of these:

Wishing I could go to see:
This pic really reminds me of Holley
One of the best pics of the week:

Snoop as The Count!
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Whinge of the week!
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
Here's one of the weirest costumes I've seem so far:

And how have I prepared for Halloween? Buying a crap load of black and white, old school horror movies from the pound shop. Yes, I am living the dream!
This one was a gem!
I love those kind of movies....do you have a favourite old school horror?
Anyway, yes, so do you like free stuff? Like free AWESOME stuff, well you've come to the right place!
The lovely guys at Vannen Watches and I have teamed up to offer you the chance to win an amazing limited edition Halloween Exclusive watch by Dirty Donny...AND HERE IT IS!


So, does that tantalise your halloween tasebuds? Well here's all the info you need to know about entering to win!
To enter the VannenWatches.com Dirty Donny Halloween giveaway all you have to do is follow both @VannenWatches and @SqueeSuicide on Twitter and post the message below.
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I want to win that dead sexy Dirty Donny Halloween Exclusive artist watch @VannenWatches and @SqueeSuicide. #FREE #VannenWatches
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Vannen Watches will pick one lucky winner (maybe two) and send them an signed/autographed Dirty Donny watch of their choice. Contest ends October 23, 2010. If you win - Vannen will drop you a line via Twiiter to get your name and shipping address. Simple as that.

Don't want to enter the giveaway? You can purchase the Dirty Donny artist watch right now at www.vannenwatches.com for 35% off the regular price all month long. And if you ask nicely they'll even let you choose between the black one or the yellow one.
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ABOUT THE WATCH: Dirty Donny's Halloween exclusive is a black and purple watch with flying bats all along the straps and a warped, twisted, ghoulish neon face on the dial. This exclusive watch is limited to 150 pieces worldwide, but because we loved the art so much we decided to throw in a little treat and make
another super-limited variant known as the "Toxic Chase" yellow color way. The Toxic Chase watches are so extremely limited that only 50 exist in the entire world.

Vannen's Halloween exclusive is packaged in an orange Trick-or-Treat bag filled with goodies. And to make things even more fun, each watch has been blind-sealed within its bag, which means you won't know which version of the watch you'll receive until it arrives. You may get the standard black and purple Halloween exclusive (100 available) or get a surprise and receive the super- limited edition yellow Toxic Chase (50 available) version.
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So there you go! Don't say i don't ever give you nothing!
Also, I am currently running in a comp myself, so if you get a spare moment, please vote me five stars here!. And if you fancy tweeting about it, blogging, myspacing or whatever, that would be amazing.
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And here's my favourite youtube video of the moment from @JayCowle
Sorry again for my lack of 'being about.' Life has been kinda busy! But as I am home, poorly in bed, I've been forced to slow down and found some time to blog.
Since my last real blog I no longer have a flat. This is great! I hated it...and the troll who lived upstairs who's every moments seemed to amplify around my place. But hopefully I'll be up and out of here and into a place with my boo in the next couple of months. Yay! I can drive him clinically insane with Hello Kitty and my constant book buying. My current read is Mary Shelley's, Frankenstein. I haven't read a book that old since I was at school and I am adoring it. The language is so different but so beautiful.
Anyways, what else? I spent the last week of August at the Edinburgh Festival, to watch Vortext comedy show. It was immense. I loved it up there, it's so pretty and so laid back compared to London. I didn't get to as many shows as I wanted but time just seemed to disappear. We caught Andrew Lawrence and Arj Barker but I was so sad to miss Reginald D Hunter and Tony Law. We had a couple of days spare ofter the festival too, so we managed to make it to the zoo too, which was awesome. Here's a load of random pics
Also, sometime in August, was the Suicide Girls night in London. It was all a bit of a rush and I didn't get to see eveyone properly but it was still an awesome night.
And a few weeks ago I had a mental weekend where I shot for Toxico clothing
And then bombed over to Brussels to shoot for a calender of Suicide Girls. It's going to be sold at the first ever Brussels Tattoo Convention that's happening in November. After shooting most of the day and travelling into the night, I was knackered but everyone in Brussels was lovely and they'd booked me a super sweet hotel to crash out at until the shoot next day. The shoot was a proper old school 50's pin up style shoot and I can't wait to get the images back! Hopefully soon. It was lovely to see Koshil and Clio again and it was awesome to meet Sinnah and Popcorn. The shoot took place at the most amazing little private boutique shop in Gent, a true pin up palace! Luckily Koshil and I got a very brief tour of the middle of Gent from the shop owners boyfriend. It was so pretty! So here's a ton more pics!
And that's pretty much what I've been up to! I had to work the weekend just gone, putting out all the Christmas stock. Yeah, that was as depressing as it sounds! It's horribly early for that kind of business!
I did have a shoot booked with Holley, but due to a location mix up, we couldn't do it. Boo hiss! Hopefully we get to re-arrange that soon.
I've seen a few films. The Machinist...thought that was pretty dull with a load of pointless loose ends. Dexter Season 4, oh my god, fricking awesome. The Human Centipede, sickly enterntaining. We've got tickets booked to watch Jurassic Park at the cinema at the end of the month, I am seriously stupidly excited about this! Also.....IT'S HALLOWEEN! The best holiday ever! Supermarkets are filled with skulls and gore, yay! I've bought so much stuff it's stupid but I love it.
I think this year I am going to end up at a local farm when they run horror rides and have people chase you through fields with machetes and stuff. Should be good times.
I'm also excited cause Rob Zombie is coming to the uk in february, can't wait to get some tickets to that.
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