I've been called a poor judge of character, and I really believe it. Since the last time I posted, two people in my life have written me off, and it has been through petty selfishness and immature jealousy. Because I don't want to decide if I want to go to a party one month in advance, I am considered a flake. Who really makes plans that early, unless it involves serious travel (driving to Dallas does not constitute serious travel) Besides, the last time I went to Dallas, I literally lost my shoes, true story! Yeah, we temporarily reconciled, but she thought I was still trying to be with the doucheface I happened to be dating but not really at the time. Trust me, when someone openly admits to "not going to call [me] tomorrow" I really don't think there is much promise in that situation.

Speaking of said doucheface, numero deux, in the big "friend writeoff of 2008" I have a URL of the text messages he sent me, but it seems pointless. Regardless, he said some pretty brutal things relating to my drinking and being more friendly, and about my moral and societal standing, etc. Mainly, I moved on, and he didn't. Yeah, like I haven't been told to kill myself already. You are going to have to try a lot harder than that to phase me. Okay, so he called me fat, that stung a bit and he said others thought the same way, which could be or could not be a lie. Knowing people around here, I doubt I would get a straight answer. Even, if there were people who said that i was "ditzy" or "immature" or whatever he twisted in his little brain, I bet I know the people who said them and yeah wow, so not an issue what those people think, as long as they KNOW I am better than them. Oh, yes, I did.

Regardless, it has inspired me to find more creative and yes, INTERESTING, people to hang out with. Always an issue of contention, my low threshold of entertainment of the "chill". I am sorry, but I just cant sit there and listen to Sublime while you repeat cliches and non-information like a robot. Yeah, that was a bit harsh, but yeah, I have a license to be a little bit mean considering everything that has been said. Ugh, totally three weeks ago, but really... It was quite entertaining.

Found a montreal buddy